八。391Please respect copyright.PENANAaSm7qwfip6
「你怎麼可以擅自決定?」東家誠微惱,再怎麼說這也是他自己的事情,這樣做非常不尊重。391Please respect copyright.PENANARyBK5Pa9bW
江安夏走到他面前看著:「前天有和你提過。」391Please respect copyright.PENANAOsQf02ao7E
「但我明確拒絕了。」東家誠也不退讓。391Please respect copyright.PENANAOGm3dautMa
這讓江安夏瞇起雙眼,步步進逼。391Please respect copyright.PENANAbgMV25byYm
東家誠被他逼的連連後退,最後背撞在牆上,只能抬頭看他。391Please respect copyright.PENANA9jnduGmavw
故意將他困在自己和牆中間,伸出長臂砥在牆上,讓東家誠更加無處可退。391Please respect copyright.PENANAst66Mt8O1e
東家誠呼吸急促著,雖然江安夏根本沒有碰到自己,可是過近的胸膛與體溫,讓東家誠連腳尖都繃緊了。391Please respect copyright.PENANAEDKJScuo7K
江安夏微笑著,低頭在他耳尖吐息,刻意放緩而呢喃的聲音,從耳神經極有份量碾過,讓東家誠渾身都麻癢起來。391Please respect copyright.PENANAlsZCWtklSA
「那麼我現在正式邀約,和我一起住吧,東家誠。」391Please respect copyright.PENANArnmrWy8oLd
明明他只是靠近著說悄悄話,可是東家誠卻覺得他的呼吸好像吻過了自己全身,這讓東家誠屏息著,一點多餘動靜都能挑動他的顫慄:「不...你這是做什麼?」391Please respect copyright.PENANA3YeXSWL8Tb
391Please respect copyright.PENANAceGHSkaefa
“做你希望做的事呀。”紅櫻在夢中的笑答,竟不合時宜跳進東家誠腦海。391Please respect copyright.PENANA0JlNEQJioh
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東家誠有種又被紅櫻白梅同時施壓的錯覺,為什麼最近老是這樣...391Please respect copyright.PENANAvmL2S9D5lF
「嘿,看著我。」江安夏從他閃躲神色中,看見做惡夢時的表情,抓住東家誠的手,將他整個人壓上牆,看向他不知所措的眼:「我問的是你,不是櫻或梅,無論你想到他們的什麼,都與我們無關。」391Please respect copyright.PENANAVpXXfDwezo
「我...」東家誠被逼著看他,卻艱難不知該說什麼。391Please respect copyright.PENANAPRAoOIROQo
「你我都是單身,住這互相照應,一起去公司方便。」江安夏一想起他生病的事就冒寒:「我有讓你討厭到,商量餘地都不給的地步嘛?」391Please respect copyright.PENANAtupBhkv16l
就是沒有才可怕。391Please respect copyright.PENANAXPVwzB7UPj
東家誠不懂自己到底怎麼回事,明明有千萬個理由告誡不應該這樣,卻仍和這個人越走越近。391Please respect copyright.PENANAxUqCHK3f4t
他用力甩頭,想抹掉腦中各種亂七八糟的情緒。391Please respect copyright.PENANAyKsPgHLzUU
「你在害怕什麼?」江安夏問,凝視著他的無路可退。391Please respect copyright.PENANATOVavEuTRm
「放開。」東家誠用力呼吸,兩人身高差讓他繃直身子才能穩定這個姿勢,但這樣蹦著他支持不了多久就累了,體能上他是怎麼也比不過江安夏。391Please respect copyright.PENANA5CPdRWWTWf
「你答應我就放手。」江安夏也堅持,他有的是耐性:「就算要拒絕,也給我一個合理的理由。」391Please respect copyright.PENANA4vY8F8Oghk
「不...」雙手扯動,卻似螞蟻憾大樹,東家誠眼淚被逼出眼角。391Please respect copyright.PENANAmMyBYZPe9m
「嗯?」江安夏眼中泛出危險的氣息,對於一個男性來說,他現在戰意高昂,眼前這座城池非一舉拿下不可。391Please respect copyright.PENANA8CsO0uLbGD
「我不懂,為什麼你要這樣。」東家誠語帶泣音,模樣有些可憐。391Please respect copyright.PENANA4BshmP5ady
「我也不懂自己為什麼會這樣,但我以為答案在你身上。」江安夏苦笑:「一起找答案吧,到那時再來拒絕我也不遲。」391Please respect copyright.PENANAVBCb6BlSqB
「好吧...」東家誠無奈閉上眼,他感到全身麻木而痠痛,算是妥協而不是認輸。391Please respect copyright.PENANAYZK8ucOweJ
在江安夏放手同時,他站立不穩延牆滑下。391Please respect copyright.PENANAKlIjfS6jsf
江安夏立刻攬住他的腰撐著:「小心。」391Please respect copyright.PENANAkmjTMFIaoG
勉力站穩,東家誠咬唇低頭,從江安夏脅下鑽過,頭也不回的走進浴室關上門。391Please respect copyright.PENANA5FZ4bPui5c
391Please respect copyright.PENANAgbe7EfPZa2
江安夏將大書房給東家誠安置,但卻沒有讓他分房睡的打算。391Please respect copyright.PENANAVjd2obtDQk
晚上東家誠在書房沙發上看書看到睡著,結果江安夏一個橫抱,又把他抱到主臥房床上去。391Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7oxDgjeXU
東家誠似乎累了,也或許他本來就很深眠,被移動也沒有醒來。391Please respect copyright.PENANAUnRUQGCCMu
然後又是半夜,東家誠趴在床上開始想逃似的爬著。391Please respect copyright.PENANAmtkWdDu4ZX
江安夏被他吵醒,嚇得連忙拖住他,再晚一步東家誠就要摔下床去。391Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0cO7DBkdL
而這卻讓東家誠更加奮力往前爬,江安夏索性將他往床裡邊拉,提身整個人壓在他背上,心底疑惑他到底夢到了什麼這麼激烈,根本用上全力在逃跑。391Please respect copyright.PENANA63diBM3YHw
391Please respect copyright.PENANAusr1UWCXji
「呼嗚...」他往前掙扎著,而後白梅君一手揪住他後心衣服,力氣大得與形象不符。391Please respect copyright.PENANAuYduLs4coC
「留下來。」白梅君另一手持簫,繞過東家誠頸部勾住,靠上的身子熨貼在背上,說出的不是請求,而是命令:「妳就算想逃也離不開,我們乃同根而生。」391Please respect copyright.PENANAtLR6VMTsMz
東家誠倒抽口氣,低頭一看,自己身上紅粉色紗衣如此熟悉。391Please respect copyright.PENANAsU8gwxhNG5
「不要。」東家誠害怕掙扎,一個踉蹌被白梅推倒趴在地上。391Please respect copyright.PENANAGMz6LzzSkW
「兄妹、父女、夫妻、同伴,不管我們是什麼,都只能在一起。」白梅的聲音從嚴厲轉至柔情,制約而強制:「如此天經地義,妳為何就是不願安然接受?」391Please respect copyright.PENANAyd1BKuJGCo
東家誠伸長了手,試圖抓住什麼可以將自身“拔”離牽制:「住手,我不是紅櫻,不是...」391Please respect copyright.PENANA0kKGNewb5d
「可你答應留下來了,不許反悔。」白梅大手鑽進他領口,盈握住紅櫻才有的酥胸,重重揉捏。391Please respect copyright.PENANAbbJmosJq60
「啊!不要...」他不知道該怎麼形容,身上陌生感覺與白梅狀似失去理智的舉動,讓他無所適從。391Please respect copyright.PENANAGcMHOb26bA
「沒事的。」白梅放下扣住喉口的簫,改以手心掐握著東家誠的頸部。391Please respect copyright.PENANANNfWdM2EHX
這讓東家誠僵住不敢妄動,伸長的手不甘心抓握土地。391Please respect copyright.PENANAEaTnPUwcpD
而白梅放緩了語調,再次聲聲「沒事,沒事了。」391Please respect copyright.PENANAuqeMYfDBiI
東家誠漸漸放鬆下來,雙眼閉上又緩緩睜開,看見的是一片黑暗,而下觸感是熟悉柔軟床被,身上沉重感則來自背上壓制的那個人。391Please respect copyright.PENANAkv8NN7gn6k
「沒事了。」江安夏語調低沉,感覺東家誠鬆懈下來。391Please respect copyright.PENANAKJcSEeRLl8
被壓得快要沒氣,東家誠無奈用肘尖頂他,細著聲道:「可以了,放開...我需要呼吸。」391Please respect copyright.PENANAecvQc0UrBD
江安夏翻身放他自由,並點亮了床頭小燈:「太危險了,你差點就摔下床。」391Please respect copyright.PENANARcKLbEizW6
「抱歉。」東家誠坐起身,雙手摀住臉抹著,連他自己都被嚇得不輕。391Please respect copyright.PENANAqv4y2hKg1O
沉默半响江安夏問:「我能抱著你嗎?」391Please respect copyright.PENANANXrmkOq6Be
「蛤?」突兀的請求讓東家誠抬臉。391Please respect copyright.PENANAF4UyHUUALb
江安夏背靠床頭坐著,伸出手說:「過來坐這,我不會做什麼的。」391Please respect copyright.PENANAVzxOLzCVkd
遲疑一下,也許是惡夢過後讓他也需要溫暖,也或許是江安夏表情誠懇而無害,東家誠順著他的手靠過去,背對著坐進江安夏懷裡,而這個姿勢讓他的氣息與體溫立刻包圍上來。391Please respect copyright.PENANAnbu9Ftmf8q
「你不問我夢到了什麼?」東家誠倦得靠在江安夏身上。391Please respect copyright.PENANAobBvYi6WkM
江安夏閉著眼,半夜三點半,這時候若不被吵醒是他最熟睡的時候:「你希望我問嘛?」391Please respect copyright.PENANAF3VYRxxYm4
「不希望。」東家誠也不掩飾,若要將夢揭開,搞不好就不止是夢。391Please respect copyright.PENANAxsngFA9Emx
「那我問另一個問題吧。」江安夏嘆氣,與他十指交握:「寫情慾文學給你帶來負擔了?」391Please respect copyright.PENANAC8RCdmEnhr
東家誠默然,那篇已經完工很多天了,他後來再回看的時候都跳過,沒什麼負擔不負擔,就只是作品而已。391Please respect copyright.PENANAJEmFXLIMeh
「還是我讓你覺得有壓力?」江安夏變化說法的問。391Please respect copyright.PENANAuN20dtKC92
「我不知道。」東家誠實說,他很意外梅君日益兇狠的感覺,但又不知道他狠戾從何而來。391Please respect copyright.PENANAgowqlpc9Nk
「你在抗拒。」江安夏說的很平靜,這些日子他慢慢也發覺一些軌跡:「如果你知道自己其實不需要這麼這麼排斥,會好很多。」391Please respect copyright.PENANA1oA8FNyqSw
「就算明知道那樣不應該?」東家誠與他相握,一樣是男性的手,江安夏顯得大而厚實,在這樣的氛圍裡,他給東家誠的感覺像個長輩或兄長。391Please respect copyright.PENANAX5hEv2a413
江安夏笑:「你知道文體演進初期,也常常不被世人所接受嗎?」391Please respect copyright.PENANA4sjVZ1DFow
「知道。」東家誠點頭。391Please respect copyright.PENANAGRGwpx0TUr
每個朝代與國家,都有他的流行文體,以及書寫潛規則。391Please respect copyright.PENANAPRqe3eVyPa
雖然文章是創作,可是一旦不符合文體框架,寫得再好再努力,也只會被當時的文人雅士評斷為庸俗不堪。391Please respect copyright.PENANAMvtqSHSzny
但不代表那樣的書寫就是錯誤的,就像如果將白話文拿給蘇軾看,他一定啼笑皆非。391Please respect copyright.PENANAKg0dBz5L7F
「那麼所謂的不應該,如果不是因為與善惡抵觸,也不過只是和自己認知的框架過不去,就像寫古詩的人就算再怎麼想要突破,他仍然放不下絕句、律詩、對仗平仄的限制。」江安夏摟緊他:「你的不應該,損傷人命、妨礙他人了嗎?」391Please respect copyright.PENANAQbFYnTAmxR
「應該沒有。」東家誠皺眉。391Please respect copyright.PENANAqbWPhx9nqk
「那麼就算覺得無法接受,是不是可以用平常心去看待?」江安夏語意誠懇,感覺到他沒有先前那樣急著拒絕。391Please respect copyright.PENANAgoJ5oYJtik
東家誠沒有回答,但陷入沉思。391Please respect copyright.PENANAdRFPyip9zf
「再睡一下吧,就這樣睡,我不想看你又差點滾下床。」江安夏笑著開玩笑,緩和氣氛:「這已經是加大尺碼的床了,你別當它是體育場的防護墊。」391Please respect copyright.PENANAC8UQwSDUOZ
東家誠沒有反駁,順從的讓江安夏拉上棉被蓋住他們,坐臥著睡下。
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