初戀的女朋友跟我說過:「我是大海的女兒。」從此以後,我愛上了大海。愛上了大海的聲音,也愛上了大海的味道。454Please respect copyright.PENANA380Rfl3q2z
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很想繼續看電影,但是集中力已經慢慢流光,點滴不存。要是可以的話,多麼想把《阿飛正傳》、《重慶森林》、《東邪西毒》都一口氣看完,逃進王家衛的電影世界。454Please respect copyright.PENANA1mUXRHlJfl
但咖啡因和酒精如今使我的精神與身體陷入極端的矛盾中,一陣又一陣的暈眩與噁心感正不斷向我侵襲。徹夜無眠,咖啡因雖然驅走了睡意,但疲憊的身體向我索求休息;酒精令情緒亢奮,然而女朋友的離去卻將情感導向低潮。矛盾令頭腦變得恍恍然與混沌。454Please respect copyright.PENANAYWL4k4CLnN
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「坐久了倒想散散步。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAlMg1A03u1C
很想一邊吹海風,一邊聽海浪聲,一邊散步。但願大海能給予我慰藉。454Please respect copyright.PENANAiA0CjpiPGV
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出門前本想說聲再見,但想到沒有可以說的對象,只好把話吞回肚子裡。打開冰箱,拿了一罐藍妹啤酒,然後慢慢走向附近的海濱公園。冰凍的啤酒流過食道,令頭腦稍為清醒。454Please respect copyright.PENANAD0mCcB8nic
走進途經的便利店,店員對我說:「歡迎光臨。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAl5qpXperL3
我向她要了一包Mild Seven香煙。454Please respect copyright.PENANA1Wzri63DuR
「多謝惠顧。」她對我說。454Please respect copyright.PENANAAHhr9DgvCQ
孤單了一整夜的我樂於找到談話的對象。「雲層很厚,看不到月亮。」我說。454Please respect copyright.PENANA9xply1PFNA
「是的,天文台預告晚上將會下雨。」454Please respect copyright.PENANA94M1kPOT0m
「我昨天下午來這裡買東西時沒見到妳。」454Please respect copyright.PENANA8Aekvai80Y
「因為我是上夜班的。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAeBS11Rl3XF
「為甚麼不選擇日班呢?」454Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1SvnEsfxf
「白天要上課。」454Please respect copyright.PENANA002gjpM5WV
「可憐的工讀生。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAoehoSzTcUg
因為來了一個客人跟她買電話充值卡,所以我離開了便利店。454Please respect copyright.PENANAqTOQd5sQiT
我沿著海旁慢慢行向盡頭的燈塔,偶爾有晨運人士在我身邊跑過。迎臉吹來清涼的海風,噁心感好像消退了一些。454Please respect copyright.PENANAZJT9pKPROa
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我走到燈塔後,依靠著欄杆,側耳傾聽海浪拍打防波堤的聲音,然後呆呆地望著太陽映照出來的銀白閃光看得出神。454Please respect copyright.PENANAYywpbDb6RX
忽然聽到吠叫聲。454Please respect copyright.PENANAzSs0cH0Yex
正在發呆的我起初沒有留意到那是狗的叫聲。震動的空氣粒子進入了我的耳朵,在鼓膜開始了一連串複雜的運動,然後聲音就透過神經線傳遞到我的腦袋,最後得出「哦,這是狗的吠叫聲」這一個結論。454Please respect copyright.PENANAQgVOSIr2sq
吠聲把我從白日夢中驚醒,眼睛因為長時間注視著陽光的倒影所以感到非常疼痛。還好今天的陽光不算太過猛烈,不然眼睛大概會受到致命的傷害。454Please respect copyright.PENANAQfWBXgKP6a
男人帶著小狗往回頭慢慢跑遠。我雙眼因為刺痛而不停流出淚水,臉頰傳來一陣陣涼快。454Please respect copyright.PENANAJN7hnulr4H
暫時喪失了大半的視力,眼睛只能夠看到極其模糊的影像。沒有辦法,只好閉起雙眼,等眼睛慢慢復原。454Please respect copyright.PENANAxHcg6CUlbx
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黑暗中聽到大海傳來的聲音。454Please respect copyright.PENANAAhGYfVNFqu
「你的世界正在慢慢傾倒。」Mermaid說。454Please respect copyright.PENANADiERcBs2F7
「就好像比薩斜塔有五點五度的傾斜。」Poseidon作出補充。454Please respect copyright.PENANAercVMCfDVQ
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這是一幅奇怪的畫面,一個二十多歲的男子於正常工作日的早上7時多在海濱公園盡頭的燈塔旁落淚。454Please respect copyright.PENANAwQmASAoiPa
因為這不尋常引來了一個好心的伯伯。454Please respect copyright.PENANAa40EDEaZ1z
「年青人,你還好嗎?」454Please respect copyright.PENANAhCVB4DeNkH
「說不上是好,但還可以吧。」454Please respect copyright.PENANA65Jrnr71eQ
「你為何一大清早在此哭泣?正所謂男兒有淚不輕彈。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAuCkJhLxL0v
「或許我真的應該大哭一場,可是我沒有哭啊。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAainRVjxxAA
「沒有哭?你不要告訴我你臉上的是露水。年青人真愛面子。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAmOVnfkfHX2
我無意跟一個陌生人談太多自己的事,而且一度退卻的暈眩感又重現,單是保持身體的平衡已經相當不容易。454Please respect copyright.PENANAuNzz6MhkO8
「不好意思,我身體有些不舒服,我想靜靜地休息一會。」454Please respect copyright.PENANALlfTODEi4H
「那你自己保重,希望明天不會在新聞看到你的消息。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAHtsvRYNnT5
原來他是擔心我有投海自盡的意圖,我因為剛才自己的語氣而多少有點抱歉。454Please respect copyright.PENANABqPvvkC0PT
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我想大約是過了十五到二十分鐘左右,雙眼的刺痛感終於退去。7時28分,沒有辭掉工作的話,再過兩分鐘就是起床的時間了。接下來應該做甚麼呢?454Please respect copyright.PENANAJSRpNeeKgn
因為感到空腹感,所以我決定先去吃個早餐。走到附近的商場,隨便進了一間茶餐廳。點了一份早餐A。侍應生分別送來香腸、炒蛋、烘多士,火腿通心粉和熱咖啡。454Please respect copyright.PENANA6oXmI2XBcE
一口一口慢慢地花時間咀嚼,吃完整份早餐後,我想回家洗澡。454Please respect copyright.PENANAWr5Jr7pgKn
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簡單地用熱水淋浴後,還未等得及頭髮乾透就爬上床睡覺。454Please respect copyright.PENANAWupxv3suoc
睡意如海嘯般撲殺過來,只需一瞬間就把意識捲走。
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