I kept a steady breath, as I try to calm down because of how the tension makes me feel. I can feel the burning sensation on my cheeks as one of the teachers called me as I enter my classroom. There are three things in life that I hated doing, eating vegetables is one, doing my Math Homework and introducing myself in school.
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"Hi class, so in addition to you guys. Here's our late transfer student who would join this section." My teacher, mrs. Smith introduced me as I stood infront of our class. "Ms. Kurosawa, kindly introduce yourself in the class." and she sat down lazily like this is one of the most boring moments in her life.
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Everyone wasnt really paying attention also, mostly they talk to each other and the others texts in their phone. This was not what I expected which surprisingly made me feel calm. But no, the hardest part here is me, unable to move and having a mini panic attack. This is just too hard for me.
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"Uh, hi. I am from Japan, I am 16 yrs old and I like to write a lot. Thank you!" I said so fast that the others might not understand what I am babbling, maybe I can get out of here without saying my name which is embarassing.
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"Oh, okay then you may take your seat ms. Kurosawa." obviously, our teacher didnt notice when I didnt say my name and no one did. Whew-- im safe. I glady approached one of the seats in the front row but one of my classmates raised their hand.
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A boy. He's just inches away from me and looking at me intently.
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"What is it now,Zeke?" my teacher rolled her eyes as if she was bothered while texting,
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"Whats your name? you never said in the introduction..." he said, looking at me sharply and for the first time I didnt notice him listening in my introduction and he even sat on the front row.
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I hate him. I HATE HATE HATE HIM. I was obviously safe from the trial of doom and yet here he is, REVEALING my ultimate flaw of all.
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"Oh, maybe you didnt hear it, Zeke. State your name again ms. Kurosawa." said your teacher who was looking confused and is now staring at me intently too,
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And then for a second, I realized that every student in the room also got their attention on the subject. Gossips stopped, everyone put their phone down and looked at me.
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Maybe my teacher was bored because I was standing for the longest time thinking if I should introduce myself or not,
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"Ms. Kurosawa, your name please?" her voice got a bit of louder and you can feel that irritation into it.
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My classmates too are all waiting for my reply." Uh, my name is M- Math Kurosawa." there I said it, and everyone blinked at me like they misheard me.
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"Uh, you mean Math like the subject?" asked by mrs Smith, and then there it is, my biggest fear of all.
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I nodded. and everyone was a bit shocked, others laughed and I heard gossips in my back..
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"Lol so is she good math?"
"weird name"
"we got a geek here, too bad shes cute."
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My body was hot that I cant explain why I am still standing, and I can feel the heat of my cheeks and all I wanted was to cry because of the embarassment.
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"Oh, okay. You may now sit down." mrs. Smith said and got back into texting someone in her phone,
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I gladly obeyed her and sat in the front row. Then the menacing boy again stared at me and smirked, "so youre pretty good at Math, huh?" he said, i think it wasnt just his normal voice but he said it a bit louder because it got everyone's attention again.
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And again they were waiting on my reply.
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"No, im not." and I try to control my facial expression because I think im so close of dying out of shame.
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And then everyone bursted laughing, along that stupid boy, Zeke.
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"Now, now everyone stop talking-- homeroom is done, wait for your History teacher because im going out. Bye class." and our teacher left,
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I froze on my seat and I can feel everyone's eyes on my back and their judgemental stares.
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"You know? im pretty good at Math myself." Zeke said while staring at me and doing the most evil smirk that Ive seen,
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I wish I could erase that fucking smirk in his face, that jerk.
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