三人到達少女的病房,只見她吃力地張開眼,床前卻是不久前見到的那個黑衣男人,而他身旁穿著黑紅色格子襯衣,外頭配上黑色背心的主音。她震驚的盯著正面對她輕笑的主音,她想,為甚麼有名的樂團名人會在醫院裡,和那隻吸血鬼在一起?351Please respect copyright.PENANAhnu9La3RBf
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一時間的興奮和緊張讓少女的血壓急促上升,少女忽地感到胸悶,是慣常的死亡感覺。她尋找會在床邊傳送她熱度的那雙手,但換來的只是主音連綿不斷的笑容。似笑非笑的笑容,眼睛帶著無涯的黑暗。受怕的瞪圓眼,但她感到身體的氣力急促消失。懸空的感覺不踏實又讓人恐懼,她想逃,她想逃離主音的眼神,但那深不見底的魅力卻令她沉醉其中。351Please respect copyright.PENANAe2RpE7NmLN
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那熟悉的香氣啊…溫柔的味道。351Please respect copyright.PENANAAWzkGUmwOx
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直到洋之抬手,在少女額前停頓,並低吟著少女聽不懂的語言。少女心跳越來越快,她接近弓起背,一陣強而光的藍色在少女心口浮起。在藍色裡,還有不同光度的藍,在那一道光裡躍躍欲飛。351Please respect copyright.PENANAy6yvz8d838
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「不、不…」少女的眼越瞪越大,由無數靈魂支撐的身體驀然失去力量。351Please respect copyright.PENANAmjumuUEaoD
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你…在哪裡?351Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4ohJw8hqQ
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少女卻在主音眼裡,看見男人在自己身邊的模樣。她艱難的抬手,卻觸不到男人的身體。「雲信…」351Please respect copyright.PENANA1InjKuSwPR
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她喊了男人的名字。男人帶著眼淚,朝著少女笑了。351Please respect copyright.PENANAtZoztN8Mgu
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「我先在那邊等妳。而我知道…不斷讓靈魂進入妳身體,妳也辛苦了。」351Please respect copyright.PENANAznymHQJU5N
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少女的眼淚失控的衝出眼眶,她搖頭,「不,只要你喜歡,我可以一直忍受。」351Please respect copyright.PENANAYoGMjQddl5
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「是我,我應該向妳說對不起。」他蒼涼一笑,帶著後悔的道,「妳的身體要為我承受這麼多,我不該勉強妳為我而活。」351Please respect copyright.PENANAzj2QlJkF0c
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「沒有!你沒有…」她跪在地上,臉埋在雙手中飲泣。351Please respect copyright.PENANA5d4miNbJic
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世界總是不公道的。兩人只為了生存,卻接二連三遇到不幸。明明只為了糊口而當起文雀,雖然也是偏門的勾當,但最少兩人並不想傷害別人。但卻遇到一幫連幾十塊錢也不放過的童黨,為了保護自己的他,在五個青年的拳打腳踢讓男人身受重傷倒地不起。他們的拳腳傷及他的器官,在轉瞬間男人的生命已經危在旦夕。351Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5PaCT2p84
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少女俯伏在男人身上,她的眼淚浸濕男人的衣際,漆黑的小巷只剩下少女低泣的哭聲,還有冷氣機漏水的水滴聲。沒錢沒關係,但他死掉,世界就完了。351Please respect copyright.PENANAMaSj76XJT8
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天,真的是如此不公嗎?351Please respect copyright.PENANAVySpoTS7FB
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響雷在遠方傳來,少女感到水滴打落自己身上。下雨了嗎?她看到地上浮現一個又一個水漬,最後,水漬突然被黑影遮蓋,一直照射小巷的燈光猶如熄滅般。雨點越來越密,少女抬頭,水讓她看不清來人。逆光下只有剪影,但憑線條和動作,少女肯定他是個青年。青年停在兩人數步之距,蹲下來,擋住的光又再度出現。351Please respect copyright.PENANAUMLvLLjaP3
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教世主的光嗎?351Please respect copyright.PENANA3HsSAEUp9Y
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她不知道。但那道光,在青年頭上,溫柔至極。她止住的淚又再落下,救我、救他…351Please respect copyright.PENANArbPCtOOaUb
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青年如願,走向男人,把男人托起,然後一口口咬落男人頸項。少女嚇煞,她慌張的後退,但青年繼續無視少女的動作,繼續吸啜男人的血液。直到血液回到男人身體那一刻,青年將男人的身體丟開,少女還是無法動彈。青年站起,懶慵的伸腰。他咳了兩聲,轉背望向還坐在地上,一臉淚痕但卻只有滿臉驚愕的少女。351Please respect copyright.PENANAjsX4r5ZHQf
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少女訝異的指著他,九、九重葛——351Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ2wSso4N6
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一笑,青年指著她,沒錯,但妳也知太多了。351Please respect copyright.PENANAoV8ZNFQOBA
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眼望手指,少女失去知覺。醒來時,她已經在家裡。而男人,也就在做飯。天色昏沉,夜幕低垂,是晚上。飯做好後,他捧出來,但只有一人的份。少女看著飯,但身邊的香味,卻是從自己男人身上發出的。記憶片段在腦海中旋轉,但她只記得男人被咬,然後就是現在。吸血鬼,男人是這樣跟少女說,我已經變成吸血鬼了。351Please respect copyright.PENANA15hLwHebRd
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少女深呼吸,她哭著擁抱男人。351Please respect copyright.PENANA23WZ0GNJZn
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不論你變成怎樣的生物,我也只會愛你一個,也會永遠陪伴你。351Please respect copyright.PENANAWWLqqyC07h
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她以為世界會在這刻變得更美好,變得更公平。但,事實永遠不如想像。男人變成吸血鬼並不等於再公平點,霉運,終究落在她身上。幸福太短暫,不久後少女暈倒街頭,被送到醫院後,診斷患上絕症。她啞口無言,為甚麼世界上的苦,總要他們承受?曾經少女問男人,為甚麼不把她咬死吸血鬼。男人說,他不想她孤獨,在黑暗中尋找出口,也只有黑暗來迎接。351Please respect copyright.PENANA4SdHYOCiYS
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她不懂,她也哭過罵過,但男人還是不願意咬她。他只是努力地為少女賺錢,嘗試為她尋找治療的方法。但是,一切趕不上變化,她很快便躺在醫院裡動彈不得。病情惡化得極快,她連擁抱的資格也失去了。男人每天傍晚都趕到醫院探望她,也哭著祈求上天,渴望奇蹟出現。天不從人願,一天晚上少女彌留,所有醫務人員圍著少女的床急救,男人握著少女的手,閉上眼奢求少女活下去。351Please respect copyright.PENANAUKTGfNXRJX
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聽到長而平均的鳴蜂器聲音,男人張開眼,他看見的不是少女的靈魂。一旁的床舖有藍色光茫,另一張床上的病人也去了。他下意識地伸出手,突然,靈魂向他的手走去。他再把靈魂吸在掌心,接著偷偷地把靈魂送到少女體內。機器又響起起伏不定的聲音,而少女的手也漸漸溫熱。351Please respect copyright.PENANAqzlz0DX4XZ
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所以,男人和少女,也就做起這個勾當,直到希兒出現。351Please respect copyright.PENANAq5p5LBeAbg
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也許,這勾當也做得太多了,而他們倆也累了。是時候停下來了。351Please respect copyright.PENANAC5XJ3ceH41
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「來吧,小薇。我們現在能自由的在世界飛翔了。」351Please respect copyright.PENANArgKlK0aMT2
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少女放開掩臉的手,她看見男人對自己微笑。沒有吸血鬼的白皙,有的是往日風光熱情的姿態,和無視世界的那種傲骨。她擦去眼淚,在一片溫柔的陽光下,她緊握男人的手。351Please respect copyright.PENANAnGAnutA5Xo
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我會永遠陪伴你。351Please respect copyright.PENANAoWoAH1qrVp
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兩個靈魂在少女的軀體上散開,其他被困的魂魄,四散回到屬於他們的世界。一片又一片深淺不一的藍光在病房中飄浮,他們和對方說過再見,才不捨的慢慢消失。在靈魂中,希兒看見車友的靈魂。351Please respect copyright.PENANA9fzBYxN1tz
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「嗯,是妳救了我啊。」靈魂緩緩一笑,道謝般向希兒鞠躬。希兒搖手,這不是她的功勞。351Please respect copyright.PENANA4CZ2CtP52S
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「沒關係,我會回去探她的,請讓她好好生活下去啊。」351Please respect copyright.PENANAqf0od7GM1u
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靈魂說罷,滿足的轉身離去。好像他駕車時一樣,還要好好的做個飄移才走。這時,她想起阿貝。也許那是自由得回來的歉疚,在那次澳門一聚後,她實在沒臉面再見他。351Please respect copyright.PENANAMwfvSKGrVL
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醫務人員衝為少女蓋上白布。希兒偷瞄洋之,他目無表情的看著前方,尤如看通異世界的另一面。351Please respect copyright.PENANA31tgFtFUO7
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主音的手在敲拍子,好像在想甚麼。351Please respect copyright.PENANAAd3rFFsxMr
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空氣只剩下死亡的氣味,但卻在花香之間,男人和少女都得著自由的世界。351Please respect copyright.PENANAi5kazwQEOx
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洋之翻著主辦方寄給他的邀請函,他查看地址,那是尖沙嘴的文化中心。他向後挨,在半空中晃動著水筆。家裡太靜了,蒼又跑到澳門去,只剩他和希兒倆。眯起眼,洋之察覺希兒從醫院回來後便沉默寡言。是因為天蠍宮的話,還有男人和少女的事嗎…他無意識地咬著筆桿,直到希兒從睡房裡走出來。351Please respect copyright.PENANAcZsH20uqMg
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「在想甚麼?」洋之問,不刻意提及剛才發生的事。351Please respect copyright.PENANAzCUOLt4cei
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「…用別人的幸福換來的自由,好嗎?」351Please respect copyright.PENANAA23PgsTXbX
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希兒伸出手,看著手心。她盯著那空無一物的手掌,好像只要閉上眼睛,就能看見沾滿血的手。那是罪惡的雙手,潛藏殺人的氣息。351Please respect copyright.PENANAwyTuNM1WNR
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真的在想這件事。洋之嘆息,握住她的手,「那是他用性命來為你換的自由,活在當下,不要讓他白費。」351Please respect copyright.PENANALKQTld7xKH
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希兒低頭無話,卻看見眼下有張紙巾。她接過紙巾,把紙巾緊握手心,咬牙,「那為甚麼這個世界如此不公平?」351Please respect copyright.PENANAKWdoOeoZbj
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為甚麼總要有人犧牲?351Please respect copyright.PENANAfvZZg535vp
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如果世界沒煩惱,每個人也能做自己喜歡的事,活在大同世界,你說多好?351Please respect copyright.PENANAyeWDa73hZh
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「世界從沒有公平。」洋之站起,走向窗戶。他撫上窗花,萬家燈火的夜景影入眼簾,人車流動顯得城市生氣勃勃並無異樣。但光芒之下,還有多少人於影子下苟且偷生?「如果公平的話,也許我也不用失去我的父母,我也不會當成書庫管理員,也…」洋之頓住,他沒再說下去。他想念父母,盡管那不是他的親生父母。351Please respect copyright.PENANA9gUTLQNoIP
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「…對不起,讓你想起往事。」希兒用手背擦去眼淚,她使勁吸口氣,平息內心波動的情緒。351Please respect copyright.PENANADyqkIJKgKb
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「沒關係,其實也不是些甚麼。已經很久了,只是想起也有些可惜。」洋之轉身,家裡電話響起。他拿起電話,遞到希兒前。希兒遲疑的看著洋之,才接下電話。351Please respect copyright.PENANABIoOYBMo0Y
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『希兒?他回來了,他…他回來了…』351Please respect copyright.PENANANkTpywH1hU
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「啊,妳是指…他?」緊張的抓著聽筒,希兒想起從少女身體裡釋放的靈魂們。對啊,車友也在裡邊。應該自由了啊,然後電話的另一端傳來讓人高興的消息,『還有,之前的檢查有結果了,他有後代了。』351Please respect copyright.PENANAJIHGBw40bs
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「真的嘛?」希兒提高聲線。351Please respect copyright.PENANAOsHCXcCG4p
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洋之在希兒旁微笑。聽力讓他知道,天為他們關了一道門,也為他們開了一扇窗。把放在沙發上的大褸拿起,洋之將書桌上的鑰匙收到褲袋。看到希兒掛起電話,洋之問,「要出去吃消夜?」351Please respect copyright.PENANAcEUIVTfDfp
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「真的?」351Please respect copyright.PENANAv6vews0xc6
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「雞煲,天娜也去啊。」351Please respect copyright.PENANApwCivfdz8E
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「好啊!不要再我更衣時走了啊… FD2 ?」351Please respect copyright.PENANAu0CaChKj7j
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「唉, Stream 就好啦,想俾勾車嗎?」洋之哈哈大笑,看到希兒衝進房間,他也安心的關掉電腦。351Please respect copyright.PENANAV0yfgBaJn0
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大概,男人和少女,現在真的很幸福吧。351Please respect copyright.PENANAg2f9YZw1Yk
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