No Plagiarism!Y9gAhuqUNROKldDDPyX7posted on PＥNAＮＡ I remember the day like it was yesterday. It was cold and icy on a summers day. She was sitting next to me and I was so unaware of the future events. She was my best friend. Until later that year, it broke. She cut herself off from me with no explanation. For a couple of weeks after, I was in my own with my thoughts. I was stupid enough to believe we were going back to how we used to be in Spanish class when we were talking again at last. Alas I was wrong. It only got worse. It was so hard seeing her after she had told me she didn’t want to be my friend anymore, because we were in the same friendship group and I just couldn’t handle all of the awkward looks between us. Everything broke inside of me when two of my best friends left my school and all I had left was..her and her new friends. I guess they kind of welcomed me but it really wasn’t the same. I felt like none of them wanted me there and if they did they couldn’t care less whether I stayed or not. I found on of them( one that I knew for a long time) who also felt out of place in this new group. Just remembering how it used to be and how much friendship and sparks there were before, and now I feel nothing. I missed how it used to be and I don’t know how else to express it but it felt like I was lying to myself and it didn’t feel right. And then, we all got sent home because of the virus. It was over the lockdown when everything eventually shattered. Suddenly, two of them unfollowed me and it was the two I had felt most unwanted with in the first place. It made me feel alone that my new friends didn’t want to know me. I formed friendships over this period of time and came back to school, with them instead. The betrayed looks I got from the others was just so heartbreaking and I couldn’t believe they were trying to pin all of this on me. They had replaced me within days of coming back. I felt so broken and still not like I was with people that understood me. I felt so alone. My new group was so nice at first but there was a girl there that favoured out her oldest friends and was mean to the rest of us. Especially, me and this other girl. She started turning people into her little elf’s and the worst thing was that the first one I had become friends with over lockdown, the one that was so nice and fun. She went up to one of the girls and said, I quote, “you are fired from this friend group we don’t want to be your friend anymore” I was disgusted at this. I quit. I quit the group and I couldn’t have felt happier. I still felt alone but at least I wasn’t friends with toxic people anymore.
Later that day I began forming new friends and funnily enough they were people I had known for the longest and now I am as happy as I think I will get in this year. I miss being young so much. I still feel alone but now I have a hint of light shining into my dark cage. Find that light and it sets you free just don’t be afraid to go for it!8964 copyright protection364ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzR85nqNpH 維尼
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