「你返嚟啦﹖」門打開,高俊看到穿起樸素長衫的她面帶笑容﹕「就快開飯啦!等多陣啦!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAq7RdPyXcOQ
「唔該茗月。」高俊脫下了鞋,把公事包交給了她,直接走到留聲機前,把新買的披頭四黑膠碟放在唱盤中。364Please respect copyright.PENANALmdI7It5Fe
「我講過幾多次,唔好再咁叫我!」她半帶生氣走到高俊的身邊。364Please respect copyright.PENANAqWSOQ2X1oM
「叫慣咗啫,唔好嬲啦!漢娜老婆,」高俊從目光專注在留聲機上的唱片針頓時轉到漢娜身上,抱著她的腰親吻了一下﹕「最多聽日放假,陪你睇陳寶珠套映畫戲啦!」364Please respect copyright.PENANA67dElFWUUk
「你真係冤氣!」漢娜輕輕推開高俊﹕「我去炒埋碟菜好過呀!阿仔仲瞓緊,你唔好開咁大聲嘈醒佢!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAxlwFoPCvKK
「咁聽日係未去睇映畫戲啫﹖」364Please respect copyright.PENANAW2RExEW4X4
「呀仔邊個睇住﹖」364Please respect copyright.PENANAKtpBzHmWqH
「我問吓明芳得唔得閒﹖」364Please respect copyright.PENANAeN8cFc6P6M
「唔好成日搞住人哋啦!人哋都要拍拖仔架嘛!」漢娜從廚房叫出大廳,與坐在沙發上的高俊來回對答,恍惚是一對幸福美滿的夫妻,組織了一個和好圓滿的家庭。
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「你呀,幫吓手啦! 我一個人做唔嚟咁多架!」漢娜從廚房把餸菜端出飯廳,同時睡房的兒子卻在睡夢中驚醒哭得吵吵鬧鬧,又要跑到房間安慰他。漢娜把兒子放在胸前溫柔的搖籃著,但她卻很想有誰把自己安慰著。
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她沒想過,自己可以變得如此毫不溫柔體貼,對自己的愛人的溫柔都推開,甚至對他的小事在碎碎念。明知他每天疲於奔命的上班,吃幾多苦頭看幾多鬼佬的面色做人,都是為了這個家。回來都不過是自己卻忍不了小事而對他挑剔、對他不滿、對他生氣,但又總是不吐不快……
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「你想我點幫你﹖我又唔識煮飯,又唔識湊仔……」高俊走進了房間,看著漢娜灰心的表情,走過去抱起了兒子﹕「呀仔你乖乖哋啦,媽咪要照顧我哋好攰架……」364Please respect copyright.PENANA6zpy8DogTM
漢娜聽罷破涕而笑,撫摸了微微窿起的小肚,撐起後腰﹕「出去食飯啦!」
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「我知你為咗我,犧牲咗好多……你以前明明係舞廳最得寵嘅大小姐,十指唔沾陽春水,依家做到隻手都損晒, 仲要粗身大細、周身骨痛……」高俊坐在飯檯前,夾了一塊肉放於漢娜的碗內,輕輕握著她的手腕。364Please respect copyright.PENANANnmnuFT6jm
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漢娜沒有說話,只是強忍著淚水﹕「都唔知你幾時變得咁口花花……咁聽日係未去睇映畫戲﹖」
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映畫戲就這樣落幕。
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電影院刺眼的燈光讓人從夢幻中拉回現實,高俊望著穿起針織長薄外套的她,面前這個人,她的輪廓和漢娜有幾分相像,但她的瘡白、失去高貴與賢淑的氣質,恍惚是另一個陌生的人。364Please respect copyright.PENANAJgSZmFzIta
「漢娜﹖」高俊握著她的手問。364Please respect copyright.PENANAGYlowO9ruh
「俊﹖」她緩緩地把頭轉過,臉上早已沾滿淚水﹕「你真係俊﹖」364Please respect copyright.PENANAIWowi3SYyW
「係我呀﹖做咩事﹖」364Please respect copyright.PENANADZSxdic1LK
「無……我終於見到你……」364Please respect copyright.PENANAW6zIgTrOhP
「我一直都係到,你係未唔習慣睇映畫戲﹖」364Please respect copyright.PENANABVPtHonlrl
「點會……」她用指尖抹去淚痕,回望全黑的螢幕﹕「呢個就係我哋嘅故事﹖」364Please respect copyright.PENANA1xkoT8SlmA
「你講咩呀﹖你之前話想睇七公主嘅戲丫嘛!我記得架……」俊跟著她的步伐,同樣回望螢幕,好像終於明白她在說的,是什麼一回事。
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高俊忽然認清了事實﹕從來沒有跟她看陳寶珠或蕭芳芳、從來沒有和她組織過幸福的家庭、從來都學不會口甜舌滑的安慰她、徙來沒有披頭四……從來都沒有……她的存在。
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有的,是過去的Vera Lynn, 是一首關於思念的歌,未完的舞曲。364Please respect copyright.PENANAJsF19BBEyf
也是執著不悟的思念、等待、後悔、痛楚。364Please respect copyright.PENANA1tmVMmoxDp
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「你到底知唔知我係邊個﹖」她沒有正視他。364Please respect copyright.PENANAhtx8llu5rm
「你係茗月也好,漢娜都好,你係我一直等緊嘅人。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAmXoDp4cYNq
「點解你要等﹖」364Please respect copyright.PENANA6q8UeRJ7mI
「等你返嚟我身邊……我想彌補、我想你原諒我……原諒我不解溫柔……係我搞到你咁……係我傷害咗你。」364Please respect copyright.PENANA7yFSPgVBW7
「但我從來都唔係漢娜……」她望住俊﹕「我係周素恩。」
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「你點都係架啦,改變唔到架!周‧素‧恩。」電影院職員走到他們兩個身旁,搶了他們的對白﹕「散場啦!仲坐係到,返去你哋個世界啦!」
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聽罷,他們彼此的臉容越來越濛瀧。364Please respect copyright.PENANAflgXQ7D3LB
素恩伸出手很想捉住俊﹕「唔好……唔好走……我唔想再見唔到你……」364Please respect copyright.PENANANpbCLSPFhX
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這句說話,到底是出自漢娜還是素恩的心底話,已經不重要了。364Please respect copyright.PENANAEqJ0Jwf4Dr
只知猶如牛郎織女,夢醒一別,又不知何時再重逢。
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「我會等你……」俊仍然留在原地,場景一轉,已經變成家中的模樣。364Please respect copyright.PENANARjXLbqGmta
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俊的身影越來越遠,放聲嚎哭的素恩終於清醒,她知道這是一場夢,俊的出現,無論他在現實中跟自己對話,還是在夢中一起感覺到的幸福,永遠只會是一場夢。
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俊也知道,就留在家中吧!留在那裡,她一定會回來,一定會回到自己身邊,再續未完的故事。
「醫生,我明明睇到佢隻眼貶咗吓!你檢查清楚好丫﹖點會無反應﹖點會……」明芳捉住醫生的雙手,緊張的呼叫。364Please respect copyright.PENANAc0iYbZM8hv
「唔好意思。」醫生出盡力也無法推開明芳的雙手﹕「你見到嘅只係佢神經反射。我哋都已經盡晒力,佢唔醒我哋都無辦法。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAlGOqztaf7o
「明芳,你冷靜少少先!」高耀從後抱住激動的明芳,把她拉開到牆邊。
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待醫生和護士都離開病房,明芳一把摑了在昏迷的高俊臉上,依舊沒有反應。
「你就係唔醒丫嘛﹖好!你瞓啦!我以後都唔會理你!你落去陪你個茗月啦!」明芳一連串咒罵著﹕「我唔愛你啦!你瞓啦!瞓落去啦!哼!」
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說罷,氣沖沖的走出了病房、走出了醫院。如果他選擇以昏迷用以懲罰把真相揭露的自己,那就任由他繼續下去吧!該愛的都愛過了,該做的也做過了,還要繼續乞求對方原諒自己嗎﹖還要背負什麼重擔嗎﹖
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「你去邊呀﹖」高耀從後追上來,拉著明芳的手,這回明芳再沒有反抗,轉身抱住了高耀﹕364Please respect copyright.PENANAjSKi3azqPS
「點解我對你咁差,你都唔放棄我﹖」
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「咁點解唔放棄大佬﹖」高耀撫摸著明芳的髮。364Please respect copyright.PENANAKWisMFuG0d
「但如果我依家放棄呢﹖」明芳抬頭問。364Please respect copyright.PENANAW2tf7dKTsk
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高耀無言而對。他知道明芳並不是這麼容易放棄的人。364Please respect copyright.PENANASqV2qPAh3L
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「我都攰啦!成日咁跑嚟醫院,又被屋企人講我閒話,仲講咗好多難聽嘅說話……我都唔想再撐落去啦!」高耀在毫無防備下,手上剛點起的煙從明芳這句說話中奪走,留下唇印。364Please respect copyright.PENANAmMhSLHK9Ae
「細路女就未學人食煙啦!」高耀奪回了自己的煙﹕「佢哋講咩未由佢哋囉!我都慣咗畀人話係二世祖架啦!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAcoij4xn7dp
「喂!你依家食我口水尾……」明芳打打鬧鬧的說。364Please respect copyright.PENANAfq6sFwaizb
「 得啦,聽晒你話好未﹖夜啦,送你返去啦!一陣你老母又畀說話你聽,到時唔好喊住你搵我……」364Please respect copyright.PENANArnYwxArhwt
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明芳擺出一副不屑的眼神,卻又很自然地把對方的手臂抱在懷內不放。364Please respect copyright.PENANA0L6BAntVxs
然後又再放手,尷尬的低頭,跟在高耀的背後走著。
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高耀轉身拖住明芳的手﹕「咪咁咪咪摩摩!行啦!」
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