No Plagiarism!1ZwxEJa33AQS8IiJdqQ9posted on PENANA 本來當我以為我身上的傷口都康復愈合過後,醫院就會順理成章入我出院。8964 copyright protection75PENANAmwhotp7UHp 維尼
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但是讓我沒想到的是,事情並沒有那麼簡單的說。8964 copyright protection75PENANAJzgLiFMAyE 維尼
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因為前幾天我在醫院胡鬧的行為,為醫院帶來不少的影響和麻煩。8964 copyright protection75PENANAwfOGrG2xkp 維尼
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而且我是精神病患者的緣故,他們決定將我移動到另一所醫院繼續留院觀察。8964 copyright protection75PENANAioojvjyGW6 維尼
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我結果來到了熟悉的地方,這就是盧小桐也在住的精神病醫院。8964 copyright protection75PENANAsJaw1wfNYH 維尼
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好巧不巧的我也恰好成為了盧小桐的新鄰居。8964 copyright protection75PENANABFRAUwuTnS 維尼
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“為,為什麼?為什麼小糖大大你會在這裡?!”8964 copyright protection75PENANAqukxQvEHhn 維尼
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我尷尬地對著盧小桐笑著道。8964 copyright protection75PENANAkFqMCwNnuO 維尼
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“這個說來話長,唉...”8964 copyright protection75PENANAng3URhBT0j 維尼
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盧小桐似乎第一次看見如此情緒低落的我,比較她所認識的那一個唐可可。8964 copyright protection75PENANAsLjdAL5opf 維尼
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可是十分開朗,對生活十分憧憬積極的人。8964 copyright protection75PENANAaCvfWN2c6a 維尼
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而現在....8964 copyright protection75PENANAUJQxyKuiGn 維尼
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我的視線緩緩從盧小桐的眼睛,下意識移向自己前臂上的傷疤。8964 copyright protection75PENANA8V3Cr6lOyL 維尼
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當然盧小桐也意識到我的手。8964 copyright protection75PENANAHZFyt9Jq7P 維尼
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她詫異地坐到我的床邊,然後緩緩摸著我的疤。8964 copyright protection75PENANAuFZCLOiqZ4 維尼
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“我終於理解你為什麼一直會穿長袖衣服了。很痛吧?”8964 copyright protection75PENANAP3SSXlb2Uy 維尼
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讓我更是出乎意料,或者是說很意想不到。8964 copyright protection75PENANAdTb6irOKni 維尼
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她一邊摸著我的疤痕,居然哭了起來。8964 copyright protection75PENANAiAIqnzJx2X 維尼
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叩叩叩8964 copyright protection75PENANAMfS1djSLi0 維尼
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忽然一個素未謀面的男人走進了我們的病房,看著他手裡拿著用美工紙疊出來的花束。8964 copyright protection75PENANAcLUz4gw6Nd 維尼
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看來盧小桐在這裡也沒有少艷福啊。8964 copyright protection75PENANAwxztFFdi5b 維尼
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當盧小桐看見這位男士走進病房,立馬慌慌張張地擦掉自己臉上的眼淚。8964 copyright protection75PENANAtgg4cFZLkj 維尼
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更是春光滿面地,用著滿都是愛意的眼神看著他。8964 copyright protection75PENANAY1hBDdVe9z 維尼
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當我看見臉上全都寫滿了幸福二字的盧小桐,我心裡很祝福她很開心。8964 copyright protection75PENANAeZay9cffyU 維尼
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但卻心底有一絲一瞬間覺得十分嫉妒的感覺。8964 copyright protection75PENANAFGpdJ17btW 維尼
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為了不打擾他們二人,我準備要離開病房之際。8964 copyright protection75PENANAYWm8yDfCWT 維尼
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這男人視線緩緩看向了我。8964 copyright protection75PENANAbFXntvSCCi 維尼
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“小桐,這位不是之前一直來探望你的可可姐嗎?為什麼她會在這裡?”8964 copyright protection75PENANAeL6dZCkAex 維尼
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雖然這聽起來好像只是普通的一句疑問句,但是我看著他的眼神和語氣。8964 copyright protection75PENANA1Xy9EPNc8h 維尼
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壓根就不是那麼一回事。8964 copyright protection75PENANA60A1G5EETd 維尼
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但是此時此刻的我,快要分不清到底是這個人真的不懷好意。8964 copyright protection75PENANAG8hlXmFXAJ 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANADGJ6dbeDJT
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還是單純我的情緒病受到影響,看著誰都似乎不喜歡我。8964 copyright protection75PENANATaw6apXwo5 維尼
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腦袋再一次不受控制地,莫名其妙有許多奇怪的想法冒出。8964 copyright protection75PENANAgePzmqQojK 維尼
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停下來丶停下來丶不要再說了。8964 copyright protection75PENANAp9bN3nosH0 維尼
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許多不懷好意的聲音,不斷在我耳邊環繞。8964 copyright protection75PENANAo5h10E4wKC 維尼
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“對不起,我先出去,你們兩個好好聊。”8964 copyright protection75PENANAs2jxWNADHk 維尼
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我二話不說,一鼓作氣衝向病房外。8964 copyright protection75PENANAFrCoNPqVrZ 維尼
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我也不知道自己走到那裡,在那裡。8964 copyright protection75PENANA1Sh7P7oC9c 維尼
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只是找到一個陰影的角落,蹲坐在那邊。8964 copyright protection75PENANAM8owuOWUB5 維尼
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用力地按緊了自己的耳朵,希望聲音快點消失。8964 copyright protection75PENANAlijzg3YNiL 維尼
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這些不知道哪裡來的聲音,能不能快點消失。8964 copyright protection75PENANADE4KxO7aX7 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANA8GS6ssNISk
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他們不斷在我旁邊告訴我,我的人生多失敗,我這個人多可笑。8964 copyright protection75PENANACzGONj6mTk 維尼
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身邊沒有一個人喜歡你,你只是一個存在世界的負累,毫無意義的存在。8964 copyright protection75PENANA363LCWFRjp 維尼
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這些聲音丶這些聲音丶拜託....拜託...停下來好不好。8964 copyright protection75PENANAPQL9aVXNLg 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAcY5HLaxfJF
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我的情緒又再一次不受控制地,瘋狂在哭。8964 copyright protection75PENANALPrhRVQzus 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAf5DrvF1oUy
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直到有人輕輕地不斷拍打我的肩膀,溫柔地輕聲呼喊我的名字。8964 copyright protection75PENANAtX4Kr3r5lM 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAXnEHGbrjjn
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“可可?可可?可可?”8964 copyright protection75PENANAFJOsvZbPRj 維尼
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直到我回過神來,發現自己不知從哪裡撿來了一把膠片。8964 copyright protection75PENANAHspjhpRkCR 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAT2L1a1rXCt
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又再一次嘗試著傷害自己。8964 copyright protection75PENANAyU7kiYgumL 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANATX1IgnhqZk
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幸好這裡有許多的護士醫生看著,他們在我失控的時候一直嘗試。8964 copyright protection75PENANANBiRZIOGgI 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAR0OT8r9nyG
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不傷害到我的情況下奪走我手上的鈍器,結果發生了現在僵持的畫面。8964 copyright protection75PENANAN8zgOwHryq 維尼
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然後另一位護士,嘗試不斷叫我的名字,讓我恢復理智。8964 copyright protection75PENANArHMGEipNsX 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAGw5Adc8lIu
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大家發現我開始平復情緒之後,也緩緩鬆開了我的手。8964 copyright protection75PENANAu5p5nzyZZL 維尼
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除了被自己用膠片磨破皮的手腕以外,還有各種被大家用力勒出的紅印。8964 copyright protection75PENANAo1ZKrQWD9z 維尼
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“對不起,對不起。我不是故意的,我不知道自己在幹嘛,對不起丶對不起。”8964 copyright protection75PENANAnnVrsOsFKA 維尼
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護士仿佛在呵護一個三歲的孩子一樣,溫柔地摸著我的頭。8964 copyright protection75PENANAo8ZUXCPndc 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAiu1Gcuudym
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溫柔地一直對我說,沒事的,沒關係的,不是你的錯。8964 copyright protection75PENANApwwODNHWEm 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAKqHEkSriBX
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其實這些情緒早在我小時候就開始出現,8964 copyright protection75PENANAoLHmyWHQ8r 維尼
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但是因為這些情緒困擾了我很久,我早把他當作理所當然習而為常的東西。8964 copyright protection75PENANAC8MmXMQwIY 維尼
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我也以為習慣用美工刀自殘自己是正常事。8964 copyright protection75PENANAEVi861NBhx 維尼
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是從開始創業壓力特別大的時候,發現一直伴隨著自己耳邊的聲音越來越大聲。8964 copyright protection75PENANAzvKcuNvu8f 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAr2KKFJyn5M
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說的話越來越清晰,我才意識到自己原來有幻聽。8964 copyright protection75PENANAFGGcvr6mHH 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAGTqR5p6Ik3
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自己主動去過醫院接受心理輔導,才發現原來這些事情根本不正常。8964 copyright protection75PENANAplO2V1elG4 維尼
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當醫生詢問我是從什麼時候開始,我便說我從小到大就能夠聽見耳邊奇怪的聲音。8964 copyright protection75PENANAZDzGVC4sEM 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANABsn07etj0l
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但是並沒有把他當一回事。8964 copyright protection75PENANAm8McdnIIOl 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAeCQQiKVsaC
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然後他開始嘗試問關於我童年的事情,也讓他找到了答案。8964 copyright protection75PENANAI4PUWFGwYV 維尼
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沒錯,就是唐靈靈帶來給我的童年陰影造成的。8964 copyright protection75PENANADmeeg6LEBf 維尼
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隨而伴隨著的壓力便是,來自父母那傳統觀念無形的壓力。8964 copyright protection75PENANAw54bAjR9N2 維尼
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因為內向的自己,選擇將情緒收起用自殘的方式令自己舒服一點。8964 copyright protection75PENANAjW7kfwLrKL 維尼
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一直以來都沒有人告訴我這是不對的行為,所以我一直在用錯的方式來發洩情緒。8964 copyright protection75PENANAPxj8BYQdFn 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANACquOWwySkU
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我曾經也有嘗試向父母表示,我有情緒困擾的問題。8964 copyright protection75PENANAxq1nXlTnEy 維尼
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經常性莫名其妙擁有自殺的念頭,認為自己的存在是多餘的。8964 copyright protection75PENANA66kEw9loV3 維尼
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但是在父母的眼裡,只認為這是我逃避現實的藉口。8964 copyright protection75PENANAk0AFDIJ2ri 維尼
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認為我作為成年人,應當由自己承擔去處理自己的問題。8964 copyright protection75PENANAeq9cFWplrN 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAZSqfTxTn6b
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認為我顧作用自殺作為威脅,讓他們覺得自己是不及格的父母。8964 copyright protection75PENANANvLZUiDEU8 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANARafAtEBC2k
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但我只是希望得到他們的支持和陪伴,希望他們能夠相信我的困擾。8964 copyright protection75PENANAcoJW65c8xs 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAqhLJVRLpZc
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我有嘗試過向很多人表示自己的困擾,自己的情緒問題。8964 copyright protection75PENANA8L6vEZV1gN 維尼
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卻是得到的答案只有8964 copyright protection75PENANAj0aL6fEryA 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANARAxNxGHtAq
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“是你自己想太多了,別想那麼多就可以了。”8964 copyright protection75PENANASNTaBufija 維尼
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“你看開點就好了,這沒什麼大不了的,而且比你慘的人還很多。”8964 copyright protection75PENANAm38II7lvig 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAVWx9bAA6Jb
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但是我想得到的說話只是簡單的一句。8964 copyright protection75PENANAmtJrBlcaJw 維尼
79Please respect copyright.PENANAcfdlUfx0UJ
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別怕,我在呢,我會陪著你。8964 copyright protection75PENANAwyQpksBqJh 維尼
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就那麼簡單的說話而已,偏偏這簡單的說話,不知何時變得那麼奢侈。8964 copyright protection75PENANAPZXIsGMqeP 維尼
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久而久之,我自己的情緒問題變成了我心底最深處牢固地鎖起來的箱子。8964 copyright protection75PENANAdcKDWIKdel 維尼
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