我和鄰居大姐姐的故事（已完結） - 五百零六點五（二）

五百零六點五（二）

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開學之後，我寄情讀書，而阿儀佢地都好保護我，甚至驚我同熙熙有所接觸而完全唔比我靠近佢。

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雖然我覺得佢地呢個做法好傻，但我又覺得好溫暖。

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其實過左一個暑假之後我都明白我地復合無望，所以我都唔會特登再去搵熙熙，甚至乎聽從阿儀佢地既勸告主動避開佢，以免回憶起果段曾經既甜蜜既片段，徒增傷感。

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中五呢段時間除左寄情讀書之外，阿必都會拉埋一啲佢以前E班既朋友同我地幾個一齊食飯一齊玩。

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我其實覺得佢地幾個都幾有趣幾好人，不過阿儀就覺得佢地好低b。雖然冇左熙熙同我地一齊，但阿儀同阿必兩個相處既時候仍然帶左比我唔少笑料，同時都令我分心唔少，唔駛成日掛住熙熙。

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寄情讀書其實係一個幾有效既方法，好快就到左會考，考完試之後阿儀同埋欣欣都仲係日日陪住我，好似驚我仲係唔開心咁。

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其實果陣我已經放低左唔少，雖然每次諗起熙熙時都仲會心痛，但我其實已經習慣左呢種痛。而我對好姐妹既心意都仲係感覺到好溫暖。

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好快就到左放榜既日子，我同阿儀都順順利利原校升中六，不過欣欣就只係得十三分要出去再搵學校，阿必就更加只係得兩分，完全唔駛諗升學。

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阿儀聽到之後即場喊得好傷心，反而要當事人安慰返佢轉頭。

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而熙熙...

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佢都順利原校升上中六。

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其實之後中六七既時候我有諗過試唔試下同佢回復返正常小小既關係。

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不過……

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心入面好似始終有度障礙跨唔過去，一諗起熙熙我都仲係好心痛，再加上阿儀既極度保護，呢兩年入面我除左必要公事上面既交流之外（尤其是我係黃社社長，熙熙係黃社足球隊隊長），我地兩個簡直形同陌路。

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就係咁過左兩年。

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呢兩年其實都有男仔對我表示過有好感，又或者想單獨約我出去，但係我發現其實自己真係仲未放得低熙熙，所以唯有婉拒佢地既心意。

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過左三年，係放低左唔少，但有時對熙熙既思念總會突然湧現出黎、同突然感覺到熙熙分手既痛楚。

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其實……我仲係好掛住佢。

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就係咁去到中七last day。

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其實已經係最後一日返學，亦即係我可以見到熙熙既日子真係要完結了。

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都好既，或者只有再見佢唔到，我先可以慢慢丟低對佢既思念。

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我雖然帶左相機，但都冇諗過要搵佢影相。

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阿儀唔比，佢驚我會唔開心。

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不過令人意外既，係熙熙主動過黎同我要影相。

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我見佢行緊過黎既時候，個心跳突然扑通扑通咁加速起黎。

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我其實冇諗過佢會主動搵我。

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諗返起上黎，呢幾年都係我響阿儀既勸阻同保護之下，自己主動避開熙熙。

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而我自己響唔想憶起傷心痛苦既回憶既情況之下，好順理成章地都跟左阿儀既安排去避開熙熙。

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其實我諗如果熙熙肯同我示好，話同我響返埋一齊，要我乜野尊嚴唔要我都冇所謂。

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阿儀應該就係睇穿左我呢個諗法，所以先會咁保護我。

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我同熙熙影完相之後，熙熙仲未行開，好似有野想同我講。

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「今日天氣幾好啊呵？」

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「係啊，真係幾好。」

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我地兩個都好似唔知想點咁。

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我聽到自己個心跳動得好快既聲音。

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又沉默一陣。

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「淇淇啊...」熙熙又開口了。

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我個心又好緊張起黎，究竟佢想同我講咩？

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不過呢個時候，課室門口突然響起一把熟悉既聲音：「余正熙，你想對淇淇做咩！！！？」

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我地兩個一齊望過去，係我既好姐妹阿儀，佢好快咁行到過黎我同熙熙中間，隔開左我地兩個，拉起我隻手，道：「淇淇，我地行！」

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「阿儀……」

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「妳唔好唔記得妳應承我地乜野啊。」阿儀對我講野既聲音轉為溫柔：「我地都係為妳好。」

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「嗯。」我心下嘆左口氣，跟左阿儀出去，心入面嘆左口氣，明白阿儀都係為我好。

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「淇淇，妳唔好再同余正熙有乜野接觸喇，我唔想比佢有機會再次對妳出手。」淇淇拉左我出去走廊之後同我講：「妳諗下，如果佢真係再次追妳，然後又再一次狠心傷害妳，咁妳會點？而家仲要係就黎開考A level既重要關頭，妳一個唔小心，過去兩年既努力就會白費晒架喇。」

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「多謝妳，我明架喇。」雖然我心底入面覺得阿儀扯得實在太遠，我唔覺得熙熙會追求我，但係我都好開心阿儀咁關心我咁保護我既。

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不過，如果熙熙真係追我既話，我會點？

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高考好快就開始，呢幾年我都係寄情讀書，加上我本身個讀書底都唔錯，所以感覺上都叫做應付得唔錯。

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考完之後既日子，因為大家都冇特別去搵暑期工，所以我都係同阿儀同欣欣一齊過，直至到今日放榜。

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我約左阿儀，仲有幾個同班同學一齊返去拎高考成績表，亦約好左會同埋欣欣仲有幾個去左第二間中學讀預科既舊同學行街同食午餐。

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我諗……

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今日都好可能係最後一次見到熙熙。

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雖然我覺得自己有充足既準備去應付A Level，但越近放榜，心情就越緊張。

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向阿儀佢地道別之後，我同另一個讀7A既朋友Alice一齊走入課室，我見到熙熙一早已經坐左響課室，佢亦都望住我地行入黎。

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一諗起呢次可能係我最後一次見到熙熙，我都冇再逃避佢既眼神，微微咁向佢點一點頭。

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估唔到只係普普通通既點頭，但都足夠令我心跳加速。

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高考既成績係3B2C，我諗都算係唔錯，不過唔知點解，我個心思好似唔係響自己既成績上面，而係響另一個人上面。

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熙熙。

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當張sir叫到熙熙出去拎成績表既時候，佢拎到就急不及待咁打開黎睇。

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佢既表情好似有啲失望……

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係咪考得唔好？

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我呢一刻竟然有啲諗緊好唔好搵個機會去安慰佢好，比阿儀知道一定話我犯賤。

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不過我最後，都係冇實行到呢個行動。

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因為我地拎晒成績表走人既時候，我啱啱好見住林秋兒拉住悶悶不樂既熙熙走出左學校大門呢一幕...

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我見到呢一幕，個心又痛起黎...

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佢地係咪真係一齊左？

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...

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我仲有資格去理呢件事咩？

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之後我地就同欣欣佢地會合，一齊去行街。

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「淇淇，妳冇野吖嘛，面色好似唔係幾好？」

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「3B2C都好唔錯吖，唔好咁喇，我地都不知幾恨有咁好既成績。」

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「淇淇...妳冇事吖嘛？」

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包括阿儀同欣欣在內既好朋友，見到我悶悶不樂既表情都紛紛關心起我上黎。

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唔得，我都要打起精神先...唔可以要佢地咁擔心...

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我同熙熙已經分左手三年，係時候真真正正咁放低佢架喇，如果唔係點對得住阿儀啊？

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「冇事啊我！」我強顏歡笑起黎：「反正都放左榜，我地去行街囉！」

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我地響學校附近既商場行街，我諗呢次都可能係我地最後一次咁多人響呢個商場行喇，之後大家各散東西，應該好難先再有機會再一次一大班姐妹行呢度。

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有人陪，心情都好返啲啲。

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「行左陣都肚餓，不如我地早小小去食lunch？」

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「好啊，我今朝太緊張喇！都冇乜心情食早餐，唔係食左好多野落肚咋。」

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「淇淇，妳o唔ok啊？」

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「啊，好，好啊，我都有啲肚餓。」我諗緊野果陣比Alice咁樣問，個人驚醒左小小。

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「咁我地去XO西餐廳食？又平又抵食！」

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「贊成！橫掂放左榜，而家再諗前途既野都冇用，我地就食返餐好既先！」

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於是我地就一行人熱熱鬧鬧咁出發去餐廳。

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「你地好，請問幾多位？」門口既侍應問我地。

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咁啱我果一刻係企到最前，於是答道：「六位吖唔該。」

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呢間餐廳其實都滿載住我同熙熙既回憶……

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熙熙……

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咦…？

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真係熙熙？

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我同熙熙四目交投，而坐響佢對面既係林秋兒。

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心入面揪痛左一下。

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阿儀呢個時候都順住我既目光望到佢地兩個，佢首先停下腳步，道：「喂，不如走，去第二度食囉？」

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其他好姐妹都見到熙熙。

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都最後一日了。

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我唔應該再逃避。

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尤其是今日有咁多姐妹陪住我，我更加應該面對返佢，同埋用行動話比阿儀知我冇事。

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「唔駛。」我搖搖頭：「你地坐低先，我好快返黎。」

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「淇淇！」阿儀捉住我隻手，想阻止我。

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「信我，我唔會有野。」我用堅定既語氣同阿儀講。

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阿儀略一猶豫，最後都係鬆開手由我去。

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而我其實都唔係諗住要做啲咩了斷，只係純粹想逼自己有個機會同熙熙正常講野。

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或者只有咁樣，先係我真正可以放得低熙熙既開始...

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