我和鄰居大姐姐的故事（已完結） - 十七

十七

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQaMAmezxw

秋兒姐姐既表情暗淡左落黎，好勉強咁講左句：「嗯。我真係唔係你邊個。」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOA9GgwrP2

聽到呢句、睇到秋兒姐姐忽然暗淡落黎既表情，我小小既心靈好似突然刺一刺痛。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqZeEzGZiE

我…係咪講左啲好差既說話？

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP8UuAzjUm

但我呢個時候唔好話道歉，我直情乜都講唔出口…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPy9sOIjktE

講唔出口…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShqWzk5gnF

我由細開始係成日亂鳩咁寸人，但對住兩個人我一直係保持住好友善既態度去對住佢地。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0eCJLUal2

第一個係我老豆。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnwCDmW8fj

與其話友善，不如話係尊敬同佩服。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadNILhAl8s

佢一個人日日都努力返工湊大我，我係知道的，同樣係好感恩。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOZEZfQDsE

第二個…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ6OFezRrG

係秋兒姐姐。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyBTZxOkNa

由細同我玩到大、同我冇血緣關係但兼埋我母職姐職既秋兒姐姐。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJZRixA3pX

我知道秋兒姐姐對我好好，我一直都係好感恩。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LSdw3AQMQ

對住秋兒姐姐，我總係有一種好親密、好舒服既感覺，而且我可以完全放鬆晒，甚至好樂意向佢撒下嬌。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFLylIcIZq

我仲會成日都好掛住佢，想同佢傾計，想成為佢心目中特別既一個。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OxaPbgqpf

而秋兒姐姐都係對我百般遷就，從來冇乜點責罵過我。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k76BlopO4

或者係咁，我先會覺得佢對我既溫柔係必然，無論我對佢點都好，佢都唔會嬲、唔會唔開心。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qeNB0H4Gv

我以為我點發脾氣都好，佢都一定會氹返我。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XL89yDHHQ

唔應該係而家咁。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4kvWzBzNk

唔應該係呢種氣氛…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfej20LXln

究竟我講左啲乜野…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d1f7YHKXI

我感覺到我雙眼開始有小小紅。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ2HoXdk9Y

我冇出聲，繼續凝視住秋兒姐姐。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07k3rjFmBX

正確啲黎講係我根本唔知講乜好…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpGGoPMR4K

秋兒姐姐嘆左口氣，黯然道：「其實…熙熙你響學校，我冇可能全天候都可以睇得住你。但係，你響啦啦隊練習入面唔習慣，其實我一直有留意。只不過…正如我第一日返學所講，升左上中學之後，你要學下獨立…」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsjnWcoZgJ

「我小學仲唔夠獨立咩…」我小學既時候經常性都係自己一個人…唔止獨立，仲好孤獨…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctjIkuflBP

秋兒姐姐搖一搖頭，再道：「我係指，你應該試下自己去解決問題，同其他同學打好關係，唔再好似響小學既時候咁孤零零。如果我郁啲就主動地出現幫你，你就未必咁易建立到自己既圈子…你係應該要有自己既圈子。」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj7r2bDUhk

唔係架…妳對我黎講重要過其他人架…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6yTXfDBwJ

但我呢一刻乜都講到出口。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZEHi1s98K

秋兒姐姐再嘆左口氣：「而且，更加重要既係，下年我就會考，我好快就要開始比心機響讀書上面，唔可以成日照顧到你。萬一…萬一我升唔到中六，你都已經可以獨立咁響學校入面生活。」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpiX3uYPYF

妳讀書咁叻…唔會升唔到架…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFkig9yEiM

「黃社方面，其實已經有幾個幹事知道我同你係由細玩到大…我唔想比人話我呢個副社長公私不分…」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTVgmLpjdD

我諗起上次班男幹事望住我既眼神…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIylL1xtGF

秋兒姐姐再直視住我，再帶點內疚咁講：「令到熙熙你亂諗野…係我諗得唔夠周到，我應該要一早同你講清楚…我諗…我今次真係用錯左方法…對唔住…」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtRMjE3SrZ

秋兒姐姐…為左我…諗左咁多野…仲無端端同我道歉…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsdtQahTWx

我先係應該要道歉既人？

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlokrRFeKFe

但我係一個又小學雞又死要面既人。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp3ShqjUAg

歉，我道唔出…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt9IlDXhAC

沉默左一陣。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1FDZyEweB

「但你講得啱，我唔係你邊個…我冇權將自己既諗法，強加響你身上…」講完呢句，秋兒姐姐冇再出聲，只係默默咁低頭繼續食飯…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbiMUP0oGS

我…想開口講啲野，但話響喉頭梗住，乜都講唔出…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG2xh5sSq8

我究竟響度做乜？

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9co4Uvdz5

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5QFc3ThMg

我掃跌晒啲飯餸，但秋兒姐姐冇鬧過我…只係默默咁收拾好，再將剩低既飯餸再整過…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIxljDgF8r

咁既沉默令我更加鬱悶…我啱啱究做左啲乜？

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8K8PSPbO1

我地兩個默默咁食完餐飯之後，我主動幫手洗碗，但…個過程好似好尷尬咁，妳又唔出聲我又唔出聲。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3S4DOGt1T

而且我平時都唔係成日幫秋兒姐姐手，而家咁既情況大家又冇溝通咁一齊做家務反而越做越亂，最後秋兒姐姐終於忍唔住開聲叫我出去。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLltIG07lvI

平淡既語氣。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetnHKxx1cr

冇乜感情既語氣。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rI3NHAwgN

最後…我忍唔住咁怪既氣氛走左返屋企。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUf9MIPn1w

依舊冇出過聲…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqQLNcIHTp

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTmsnfY7te

我訓左響張床度，望住個天花板…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ycjV9WDcK

究竟我做乜鳩發咁大脾氣？

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhszWpm0Nx

不過人響衝動既時候真係好多野都控制唔到…（係喇…我知係藉口喇…）

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQVEZttvF3

唔理喇…聽日先算喇…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwhfVuxLsK

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhHgd59Ua6

第二日我如常咁搭巴士返學。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98JfV25ucr

只不過…今日…我唔再係同秋兒姐姐一齊返學。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHgd88sxFJ

我其實有諗過好唔好早小小起身走去搵秋兒姐姐一齊返學既，但臉皮薄既我最後都係冇咁做。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuQiya3sUP

一來遇上呢啲事情我既臉皮真係薄，二來諗起尋晚洗碗時既尷尬…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhamurj4C8x

所以，我選擇左逃避。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW700iSjca

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO6qsd6Cxy

「喂！話你知話你知，同佢一齊放學先知，原來女班長份人都幾傾得計架喎！」小息既時候，阿必響我隔離嘈個不停：「佢個人真係好友善！」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXHs0WcnOF

我伏左響張枱上面，郁都唔撚想郁。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd8E6bihNq

秋兒姐姐…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ309gP6V5Qx

「我一路同佢傾計，佢都有比反應我，我幾驚佢嫌我悶唔比反應呀！」阿必繼續講。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn0A4gNIAr

好撚嘈呀…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyYCQSj2cJ

比我冷靜下得唔得…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgn0ORbgLgL

秋兒姐姐…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVkmssedBP

我同秋兒姐姐既關係…係咪永遠都係咁架…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh0YLWqcnq

唔好呀…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IUXG2Ug0t

我轉一轉個頭，將個頭完全伏晒落手臂入面…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NNLO48E5z

我想將自己隔離…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDNDBCP06N

咩都唔想理…

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSBA5kKhdZ

「熙熙，你冇事吖嗎？」淇淇把聲出現左。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUItdWqET7

佢把聲…點解聽落咁溫柔既？

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4GR9odCLa

我繼續伏響度冇理佢。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKACaVyqUfA

同時，阿必果把好撚煩既死人聲都停止左。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnHjfgEUaY

落得清靜。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzjZIL5Qxa

淇淇見我唔出聲應佢，再問我：「你係咪唔舒服？今朝開始見你面神都唔係咁好，好似冇乜精神咁。」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykW5frnkxe

我繼續伏響度。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTQpTdC1Gf

「唔係吖，佢不嬲都係咁架喇，冇事喎！」死人必你唔出聲冇人話你啞架。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX9eDcxaGC

「你唔好咁話人喇。熙熙，駛唔駛陪你去醫療室？」淇淇果把溫柔既聲音又響起。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QdSndooAy

陽光既淇淇同文靜既秋兒姐姐其實應該係完全唔同既類型，但呢一刻我覺得佢地溫柔既聲線好似。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeZfR9ouSH

我忍唔住抬頭望一望佢。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwyLhgcNpa

咁啱同佢四目交投，見到佢一臉擔心咁望住我。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlwwTBze78

我搖一搖頭再伏返低：「唔駛，我冇事。」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupp1rjRD83

「嗯…真係冇事？」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DTZHmyPc4

「冇呀！」我唔耐煩咁回答佢。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUtQIzrjYo

我啲脾氣又開始想發作。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn6yLYcblg

「喂！」我感覺到阿必拍一拍我。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg0yxHN1OY

我冇比任何反應。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tXcjLFc6Z

淇淇呆一呆，再道：「嗯，咁你好好休息下。」頓了一頓又關心地道：「如果真係唔舒服記得出聲。」

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXBlbmR8WP

我都係冇反應。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0wz3MI7Yt

「咁…陣間見？」淇淇向我道別。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ5t9hqoR8

「嗯。」我求其回應。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7hhvZb67A

咪住。

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdVTTAsbUF

陣間？

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Xp5FIBaa7

即係啦啦隊練習？

4389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY5cgWh5Jm

（待續）

ns216.73.216.85da2

介面主題:

字體大小:

行距:

段距:

自動加載下一章