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個人經歷
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我沒真正完全和任何人提過的事
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稍改了一下時間、地點以免遭認親
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背景,剛出席完親戚喪禮的翌日,星期一,好像是F2(國中二年/中二)的自己親身經歷,剛好又有一個極之要好的朋友在同一年年頭因意外過生,至今仍無法釋懷
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在那天晚上的自己發了一個很奇怪又恐怖的夢
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夢見自己從那友人所舉辦喪禮之大酒店(殯館)走出,然後往自己的家方向走去,路程為上山方向,因而能看到天空,我記得很清楚,天空是那種充滿水霧的黃昏,偏暗中趕路,整條大街也只有我一人
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當是直覺,但我知道在那裏並沒有其他人在,至少不是人,即使一旁的馬路時不時有車經過,但不難察覺,一,沒有人在駕駛,二,那不是車
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為一種很像車的生物,去來全部也是貨車(Van)的,但來去時沒有車輪之聲
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是「咯落咯落」
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尤如蟲,在塑膠箱裏頭快速跑動的噪響
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車的車輪位置只見許多黑色長肢延伸出來,密集而噁心,蜘蛛一樣在馬路上跑過
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我永遠也只能見它們從那來,但看不見它們繼續往山上去,而是消失在視野外,只要出了視野範圍就再看不到
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但「咯落咯落」的聲音還在遠方繼續
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我知道,聲音的來源是在家的方向
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正因這樣,我害怕,但同時,我好像因怕有甚麼會因而失去,故跑了起來
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(家和大酒店不算遠,十分鐘路程)
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沒有腳步聲,但我確實感受到赤腳腳掌踏在紅土磚上的感覺,且異常地真實,特別是碎石刺腳的觸覺
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好像我真的在街上赤腳疾走
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畫面一轉,我回到自己的房間
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躺在床上,視野縮小且遙遠,就似漆黑之中坐在距電視的大後頭,離精神焦點處,極遠
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是望住房間的天花板,本應,但卻位置只有超立體的星空存在,星空水平正下方一層淡紫,清楚見到數萬星辰,安心,唯畫面中央,其他,則是醜陋的驚慌
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甚至不是黑色,而是單純的無光,逐漸把星空吞噬
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留下自身在一片黑暗
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嘗試動著肢體,但只有無力感,不是動不了,而是動,但移動不了空氣,一股無重力,太空般
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我不知道自己在那空間浮了多久,但在意識到環境的轉變前,冰冷與離心力早已佔據全身每一角
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一陣敲門聲,我再次能看見
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無我狀態,看著自己下床,走出大廳,走向窗,爬出,坐在混凝土的花槽上,兩腳吊在空中
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雖說自己住二樓,但房宇是向山的那種
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午夜,完全漆黑,唯一光源,山頂的天文台設施
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我讓兩腳留在空中,腳心空氣的流動感,叫我此刻回想,亦不能説是單純夢內還是夢遊
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接著,我跳了下去,本能地
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若照常理,夢中的離心力足以叫人起身
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但沒有
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我感受到逆風之痕,之後是草味,之後是樹枝、葉和自己皮膚磨擦,最後是腳掌,跌在一塊大石上
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石紋緊緊的印在腳底,要壓成血漿,膝的震動感吿訴自己,將無法承受此衝撞力,閉上雙眼,屏氣
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輕微的電流閃過全身,由腳開始
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無力,我倒下
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甚至動不了
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好像死亡一樣
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而在此時,恐懼感襲來
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不是有什麼要來,而是很單純地,對死亡的害怕,存在危機的那種
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一把聲音,意識認知指説是自己的,儘管聽上去,是把很尖的聲音
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「它要留下來」
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我不知道正發生什麼,但我的身體知道,我要死,因而拼了老命,顫抖全身,尋找能活動的肌肉,結果是沒有
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死命合上眼皮,我預備迎接不明
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但同一時間,另一把聲音在不遠的後方,高處,嚷叫
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「〇〇」
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自己的名字,那是我友人的聲音
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隨之,未知的力量感將自己的身體扯起,往上飛
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夢接著完了
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但並不簡單而終
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記得我醒來後,坐在窗口位置上,兩腳踏著花槽邊
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山頭後有微弱的藍光的天色,漸漸喧染夜空
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空氣仍然有草香
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腳掌,有碎石
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最特別的,是左腳拇腳指
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沾了些確實的泥土
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我不知道真相,也可能我只是又發夢遊
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至少,至今
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我慶幸我醒來
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當天,我沒有回校,請了病假,早上有會不明的高燒
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