As I sit here in my car with this cold steel pushed against my head
I'm gripping onto the little shred of dignity I have and trying to gather the courage the demon next to me says that I have
The cold steel now pushed against my head with tears running down my face and trembling hands on the trigger. he turns and says "once ignition takes off itll be the sweetest taste you've ever tasted, more sweet than any candy or berries you've ever tasted,you can do it my friend the few people that truly care about you will understand why you went through with it" his words are the most smooth and convincing words one can ever say
the next thing I know I'm at my front door wiping my tears off my face and putting on the most convincing smile I can so I don't raise alarm he steps up to me,wraps his cold heavy arms around my shoulders and whispers "I have all the control, you have nothing over me I decided today wasn't your day but tomorrow a different day I'll see how I feel"
I walk in hug my mother and tell her i love her since I'm not sure how the entity will feel in the future there's just no way of telling when he will convince me of this decision
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