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抑郁症
ISSUE #1
Author: 李铭恩 オタク
抑郁症
Author: 李铭恩 オタク
ISSUE #1
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在我十一歲的那一年的某一天

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我感覺全身無力,我從床上走了下来,没過多久我眼前一黑

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我...昏倒了

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醒来後我聞到了重重的葯水味,我睁開眼睛只見手上打着點滴

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醫院裡的护士們都希望我能康复起来,健康的生活在這個世界上

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自從那一次以後我的家人對我非常的热情,但當我問起我的病情的時候他們總會流泪

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他們常常試着告訴我,這病情的可怕性

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但在我出院的那一次我清清楚楚的聽見醫生說他們尽力了

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在從那一刻起我不再是一個正常的人也不會有一个平凡的生活了

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當我開始長大的时候我逐渐明白了自己到底出了什么問题

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我和其他的小朋友們不一样...

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我不再有感情

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我只感觉到郁悶,心情压抑,沮丧和悶悶不樂的心情

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每當黑夜降临的時候我總會躲在房裡哭着

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我感覺我不應該活在這個世界上,我感覺我活在這個世界上就是个累赘,我對我的前途无量而感到失望

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我的爸爸一直認爲只要過了一段时间我就能康复

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而我的妈妈...

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她一點都不在乎我

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我有一个很好很好的哥哥他非常想讓我康复起来

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他用尽了所有的办法来逗我開心

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可是...

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全部對我都不管用

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从那一天过后我就没有感觉过快樂...

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我不想要哥哥爲了担心我而導致他學习退步

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所以

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我開始装我與其他的小孩都一样

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我假装自己很快樂

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我的哥哥得知後非常的高兴,因爲我又可以像以前一样無忧無虑的生活了

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但是...

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我知道...

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他早已看穿了一切,他知道我不想讓他爲我耽誤了學業

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而在学校里其他同學常常會欺负我

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他们欺负我的原因是我跟他们不一样

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于是我發現我只要和其他同学一样我就不會被欺负了

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于是我開始带上了"面具"

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霸凌真的停止了

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随着時間的過去

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我幾乎每天24小时都带着"面具"我假装每天过的很开心，很快乐

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但是这一切都是假的

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我并未感覺到開心以及快樂

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我唯一感觉到的只有

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悲傷

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很快我就到了14歲

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我開始厌倦自己那样的生活

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我用了很多很多的方法讓自己快樂起来

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但是...

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没有一個办法可以讓我感到快樂

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或许...

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只有我死了事情才能终止吧這样的話我哥哥就不会担心我了

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我也不用那么痛苦了...

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