當我醒來時，已經坐在了列車的座椅上，睫毛和眼角有眼淚揮發後留下的痕跡。低下頭看了看手錶，已經八點半了。窗外已經徹底被黑暗籠罩，循環的列車不知開到了哪一站。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeedqptMaf
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不出所料，手機有幾個家裡打來的未接來電。把手機塞回口袋，我看著窗外夜景，睡意猶自未消，幾天來鬱結心中的痛苦暫且被掩蓋，迷糊之間不知哪裡來的勇氣，我撥通了她的電話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuYhD90woE
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「嘟──嘟──嘟──」此刻電話等候聲的間隙變得格外漫長。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XuOTH03ox
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「喂？」電話那頭傳來熟悉的聲線。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H4WgEurbC
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「......喂，是我，陳遠木。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvokMKL9x3
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「你好，請問有什麼事嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcQlDb5FvH
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「我現在可以去找你嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAq2rlD6Sc
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「可以是可以，但是醫院十點就有門禁了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq8XKj69Jo
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「沒關係，我儘快趕到。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5jP0OZhMi
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「那我等你。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtbI9psTEY
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「嗯。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJVVUm98eO
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打電話向家裡交代後，我的視線再次落在了窗外，看著斑斕的霓虹，等待列車到站。經過兩次轉車後，我來到了醫院，通往大門的過道上人流疏落，空氣久違的滲著一絲涼意。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURHEM7RgFT
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上次見面已經是四天前了，這幾天來我都極力逃避著那天她所說的一切，直到這一刻我還是很難相信，又或者是根本不願意去相信。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8zkay028H
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站在病房前，心跳在不自覺地加速，深呼吸後，我推開了門。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCJ63pRbJp
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她挨在床頭的靠背上，一頭濕潤的長髮披在肩上，耳朵裡塞著耳機，手裡握著手機和纏繞在手掌的耳機線，眼睛閉著，就這樣靜靜地，空氣彷彿隨她一同靜止。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn4n80kFBq
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眼前的她是這麼的熟悉，但她的一切卻彷如湖面泛起的波紋，無限向外延展擴散，直至消失殆盡，絲毫沒有留下存在過的痕跡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36eBws16wD
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我呆呆佇立在病床旁。直至廁所馬桶的沖水聲把我倆一同喚醒。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWjgHiCU4L
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她注意到了我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ2ESkm0Dz
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「你來啦？怎麼不叫我。」她拿下一邊耳機，扭頭問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmNApTtNfg
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「對不起，我看你睡得正酣。」我明知道她沒睡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGYAC2kHkJ
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「沒有啦，我在聽音樂。」她側著抬起頭，展示淺埋在長髮下的耳機。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv1tWgdGYi
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「音樂嗎......她也很喜歡呢。」我口中喃喃念著，在床邊的椅子坐下。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGo4QX0MzP
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「這麼晚了，有什麼事嗎？」她邊問邊把另一邊的耳機摘下。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaharDfruD
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「沒有，就是想見一面。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPZqjZ0jO2
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「我叫嘉雯，你還記得嗎？」她問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspYsr7HluW
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「嘉雯......」我默念著這個從這張熟悉臉龐說出的陌生名字。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqoTqpGwpF
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「你叫陳遠木對吧？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbfutHM8pP
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「嗯，陳遠木。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqSq2G4t0A
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「你認識的她呢？是叫李子晴吧？如果我沒記錯的話。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdO33YcN1x
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「是的，李子晴。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGyz4zhswb
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「陳遠木，李子晴。」她微微抬頭像是搜索著腦海中有關這兩個名字的記憶。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55Fdcbawd4
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「還是記不起來嗎？」我的失落溢於言表。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd134VpEZpm
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她見狀連忙岔開話題：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe3RkhtGbk
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「你說有沒有可能是人格分裂呢，雖然是發生在自己身上，但也是有可能的吧？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbztyPz8W9
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人格分裂嗎？也就是說在這幅軀體中存在著兩個她，這幾天，我想過無數可能的原因，當然也包括人格分裂。但通通都被莫名的不真實感所覆蓋，我始終不敢相信她就這樣離開了，不管是什麼原因。我看著她的臉，尋找著任何關於「她」消失的線索。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vgp0dYdIQ
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「可是醫生不是說一切正常嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSdXxROK4n
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「如果按常理來說，這樣就解釋不了眼前所發生的一切了吧。如果說是靈魂附體的話，確實很難讓人相信吧，居然會發生這種事，太難以置信了。如果不是你那天生無可戀的表情，我一定毫不猶豫地把你當成騙子。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXTIj0XxsA
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「可它確實是發生了，也只能這樣相信了。」我腦中想起與許老師關於靈魂的對話，便問：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhHSBrYbTv
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「這幾天你有想起什麼來嗎？哪怕是一點點的片段。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRYbJgNxRE
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「很遺憾，實在無法想起來，如果你所說的一切是真實發生過的，你能證明嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mGnlVB5xi
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她冷漠的神情如同對待初次見面的陌生人。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlf9za7UnE
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「她最喜歡紅色了，特別是粉紅色，絲木棉樹下她的眼睛都看得發直了。像是這輩子沒見過粉紅色一樣。」我獨自懷緬著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu32qiDODd
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「這也太籠統了，女孩子都喜歡紅色吧。有更確鑿的證據嗎？不然也太難以使人信服了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneCc4ikID5
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「你右胸有一顆痣，沒錯吧？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwkJTGLM4a
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「......」她臉上頓時泛起一陣潮紅，耳根子都紅透了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qS78MsOZu
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「對不起，只是在暑假旅行時無意間看到的。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIwzEj08y2
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「怎麼會無意間看到！說！你到底做了什麼？」她瞪大眼睛看著我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Cw64j39vA
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「那天在海邊，她穿著泳衣，就看見了。」我支吾著說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAWU6LBxjg
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「你偷看！」她雙手摀在胸前。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Yz90PRCa8
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「對不起！」趁形勢還沒有到不可逆轉前，我連忙道歉。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK5qAq7xn6
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「......」沉默了好一會，她說：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KVvK1dQEG
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「好吧，我相信你。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYry7PHThlP
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「嗯。」我腦袋還在回憶著沒多久之前暑假那天的畫面。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk3bUA5H4D
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她沒有馬上接話，讓我們之間的空氣沉了下來。這時我才發現，由於是多人病房，不少家屬都趕在門禁前探望親人，我們的對話被淹沒在聲浪中，並沒有引起其他人的注意。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JSxUtDcSP
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「那我們的關係......我的意思是你和「她」的關係發展到什麼地步了？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhC1WaIF8l
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她低著頭，雙頰的紅暈尚未褪去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ915zEAdIPr
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「我愛上了她，從中三的那個夏天開始，不知不覺已經一年了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81Lh2ZjFH8
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「我當然知道，不然那天你也不會哭得那麼撕心裂肺了。我的意思是──你們接吻了嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvXli68jfP
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她最後那句話細得幾乎聽不見。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iivdtXzqD
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「當然。」我神色黯然，欲言又止。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFNAQNLw0E
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她看著頭頂的燈泡，像在思考又像在回憶。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnibLV5IhD
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「對不起，如果那是你的初吻。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnfesp48YP
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「沒關係，就像是意外發生的吻不會被視為初吻吧，何況我還記憶全無。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxpjW0z05T
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她思索片刻，然後樂觀地抿嘴一笑。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZLjsEIpyk
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剎那間，子晴的笑臉如同一張張的幻燈片，在我腦中逐一掠過。只是沒有一張與眼前的這張笑臉吻合，很像，很像，卻又有哪裡不同。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfFLiGlIX6
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「如果不記得了，發生過的一切再美好的確也無法想像吧。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV74x6Kmslr
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我默默想著，就像眼前的她，再熟悉的面孔也只是個陌生人。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwN4WKBKge
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「我覺得她應該不想看到你這麼難過，如果世上真有靈魂，她應該就在某處看著吧。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwS0Be9YaA
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她安慰的同時遞來一張面紙。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR4KOx7NRd
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這時我才意識到眼角不知何時滲出的眼淚。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWIitARfrS
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「謝謝。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrpjUUsONM
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「不客氣。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo8PFzYdZl
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我擦拭著眼淚，背後傳來醫院護士的聲音：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqK36MrX3W
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「各位訪客，還有五分鐘就要離開了！」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1z0IKAAsZ
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「抱歉，今天這麼晚了還來打擾你。」我起身準備離開，發現雙腳已經麻了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWRo2fFg23
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「沒事的，你不要太難過了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnyxvo8oEw
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「小伙子，你女友可真漂亮，記得要好好對人家。」正要走出房門，對面病床的阿姨說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8q5df1Rjh
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話音傳入耳朵，竟讓胸口悶得快要窒息。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ozaDBOl3v
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「阿姨別這麼說，我會害羞的。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9uwQK800v
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從她熟絡地回答看來，她們已經是病友了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfeoSWP9iF
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我想她很清楚我的心情，所以沒有否定被冠以的身份。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7Cv6YQ9pD
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「阿姨，我會的。」我配合著她的演出，這算是逃避現實嗎？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBjUyHkSon
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走廊上，她追了出來。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyMKwGVCzz
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「如果可以......」她頓了頓，繼續說：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwHEw0XQCU
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「請告訴我，你們的故事，畢竟這曾經發生在我身上！」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmijhSFSxb
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「早點休息吧。」我無奈回頭，對她的請求不置可否。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HPboNrdHB
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