阿樂和Tanya沒有任何契約，她甚至拒絕了他，但他仍覺得自己有變心的罪名。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnTL3b0HJg
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「呢間好唔好？」Tanya問；阿樂點頭，然後和她一起行入去。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiOs2Fjv3R
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Tanya坐在阿樂的對面，低頭打開餐牌，他看得見她的睫毛根根分明、也在眼尾上揚，頭頂的髮看起來也異常順滑。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uJA3VFyRh
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和青青不一樣。青青的眼睫毛只長長地垂下，沒有生氣，頭上也有些呆毛。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jrMyxvnAB
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阿樂不自覺地將青青和Tanya對比，但她們的身影未曾重疊，始終，他清楚她倆是很不一樣的人。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUfk7dqaBb
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而且，他一直清楚，他不會愛其他人、比愛Tanya還愛……562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt4lntLg0C
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8LVrGcDEo
即使，他後來喜歡青青、想和她在一起、肆意追求她；但如果、或者青青是Tanya，阿樂根本不會對她的拒絕、將他由天堂砸至地獄，而感到生氣和失控，因為那種情緒就變成了頹喪，心頭的委屈卻仍唯唯諾諾，不敢作出任何行為傷害她。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM8jjis1HH
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唉——愛？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWtVEUnpQc
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唔知吖，唔知係咩嚟，唔知點解。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz97lXRFob
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pCaY5BANK
「我揀好啦，A3，嘢飲照舊，你幫我叫埋吖。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFBhsL0YQZ
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVCQHN5bMG
Tanya喚一喚阿樂，然後拿出電話，將其亮屏，又熄掉。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0CuANtbIY
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinBi71smzc
阿樂看了看Tanya揀的是麵，所以他決定選一個飯，以免與她重複，因為她喜歡在一頓飯裏吃出不同的口感和味道。每次和她吃飯，他都會如此，已成習慣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIucSWpjxqf
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8Stw3SJbr
「一個A3，一個B2，兩杯凍檸茶，一杯少冰。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyDS3uZCRu
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi9W2BIbAH
阿樂來回頭向侍應和Tanya，她就如此笑笑看着他，當中竟然滲集着崇拜，像他在建立什麼豐功偉業一樣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbm9Ch1to6
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakCDwweT22
然後，二人脫下口罩。Tanya拿出酒清搓手液，示意要擠到阿樂的手上。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw6269leSq
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「我同男朋友分咗手啦。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2MiOOoJKE
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74LLnArnIZ
「係。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvOdjKKOxp
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「今次係真係分咗手啦。上次見你嗰時，啱啱分咗，但之後我哋有一齊返過十幾日，但之後，都係分咗手。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKD1Zc9QHr
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMInjvfjX6
「點解？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNRHfxw4YE
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Uvz0Y5Xry
「冇嘅，我突然覺得，想要嘅唔係佢……我同佢，硬係好多拗撬咁，就算一齊咗成年，但係都好多不滿。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkTs56vOBe
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB8CRzG37b
阿樂心想：但平時，Tanya的post散發着甜蜜的氣息。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3Q0mOyVUl
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj7SsWwsK8
「咁你想要啲咩？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrwOw2ylP4
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAbMkCxTe4
「嗯……就得我㗎囉，真係錫我㗎囉，最好唔好同我咁多嗌霎啦。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b7gdWUlCy
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「哦……幾好吖。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBzUm6Bbjg
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxdlv6PHkr
他不敢直視她，因為他突然害羞，總覺得她口中想講的人，就是他。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhHFFPzDNT
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHbJRqtlsT
他能夠遷就她、也足夠疼愛她、平時都不會和她唱反調，非常順她的意。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIG5v1YBGB
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1a92eT3wM
「唉，唔知世界上有冇呢啲男仔呢？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1cyHHmgGr
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBlDPinL7K
Tanya對着阿樂微笑。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFu9lczbMn
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0uFd8Iniy
飲品到，他替她篤檸檬，以往，她讚他將酸度調至剛剛好，有檸檬味又不太酸，他竟從中有成就感——其他人如他一樣知她心意嗎？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHzmCmo9gN
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjfTg0ZuUi
阿樂想起和青青吃飯時，青青喝的是熱檸水，然後將四片檸檬全部篤爛；當時，他覺得，還是Tanya的「難度」大一點，要好好照顧Tanya的難度大得多。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD1Jxq2UvF
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JiRDuNyw3
「好飲。好耐冇嚟啦，對上一次嚟，仲係同Ex添。」Tanya漫不經心地說，又補充：「幾好食㗎不過都。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxd2dTf61G
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vgw7ycptC
「咁咪好囉。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSK26Ez3Lh
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hUfHLXspR
在阿樂聽來，Tanya不斷散發單身的氣息。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSC3ckpWIH
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfWR1G4NRi
「我個Ex呢，佢……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmfM11FLsJ
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0AjYiY3Th
然後，Tanya就開始批評她的前度，什麼情緒化、幼稚、小氣、爛玩、懶惰；每聽一句，阿樂都在心裏暗忖：好彩我唔係咁啫。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg9aJHgvZh
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMDoqWf9ug
Tanya的舊男友和阿樂很不同，屬於帥氣的「MK」，以前阿樂極度不忿，覺得自己才是忠心對她的那一個，認為他們很快就會分手。事實上，Tanya也不斷在想分手、分緊手、唔想分手之間不斷遊蕩。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHpuNBDpU6
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90fmguoCZn
現在，她終於分手，回復自由身，並說出她想另覓一個符合阿樂條件的男友。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV5XKzkcZg
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這是在暗示他吧？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoR22MPnXJ
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是吧？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7UnN8x5fx
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「算啦，都過咗去啦。」阿樂假惺惺地說，但其實在心裏暗喜，他一直都喜歡聽Tanya說男友的壞話，仿佛她說得越多，就是越喜歡與其男友類型完全相反的他。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBTuX8ivxL
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba0lrBxaW3
他們低頭，吃了兩口。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4RYOzTvss
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOJyw1ZsCn
「都係嘅，點似你吖，咁好仔。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02TlNnUpMO
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILMc5OyuLd
Tanya帶點揶揄又帶點調皮地道。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAabN33xMWu
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04HWZO8omW
「當初又唔揀我？」阿樂試探地問。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ7patYJrd
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun6UjEY8Ce
「係囉，後悔囉。」Tanya似笑非笑地答，根本分不清真假，但已夠阿樂竊喜：「哈哈，最好係啦。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzqZFvHlOP
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJocU6GnMD5
她不再提記和他和一輩子的好兄弟了！562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgJHYohDMD
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEonrRFNGEd
「傻㗎咩，我哋一生一世都會係好兄弟嚟。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nlrPYtZe3
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CFHH4UQet
他的心不自覺地加速，一下、兩下，呯呯呯。這不是在收他做兵吧？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ8HJt9cJS
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6GCrUB0Tb
「咁你呢？樂仔，你最近點吖？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82cMyvYlXs
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgI9HP7M7UQ
「幾好吖，唔錯。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4DtrmPhzq
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kmWk1FHIp
是，阿樂應該要證明，他是一個獨立的個體，讓Tanya知道他可以很好，絕對不輸那些她口中很自信的男生。但竟見她有些隱隱的落寞，他就忍不住補充：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1naMJ5cxs
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SssqTRPBN
「都係以前好啲嘅。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf6QtrX7ED
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCNqpqoPs2
然後，Tanya笑問：「有冇識到女仔啊？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcsROsIM1r
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWQgnIsfzd
阿樂心虛，擺手答：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmiDE1HGtP
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「冇啊。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfiCFQWlmK
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQe2JOLa4Z
他講了大話。他覺得，不能讓她知道。阿樂和青青的事，是他永遠都不能說的，因為這樣，他就不忠誠了，是為棄卒。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeFiEBTUhC
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm3zNLIe9m
「點解你好似咁唔自然咁嘅？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGi3xupiOB
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6nM64gOb4
Tanya狐疑；阿樂說：「啱啱有一啖，太難吞。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIszovx8sZd
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuoT0lXDN1
就在阿樂說「冇啊」的一刹，他突然覺得自己沒有多喜歡青青，此刻，他甚至後悔這些天的一切一切，他已不能給最純粹的Tanya了，他也背叛了那一個說會永遠守護Tanya的自己。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdz8Q9Lhb42
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrefIB2ruml
如果此刻Tim少在，他會說：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVwRO6U1tH
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「你條仆街個腦係咪裝屎？呢條女收你做兵，宜家揾返你，竟然令你後悔自己食過呢一條女？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVAbhIxPeD
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb7tKzHRnj
你究竟想要啲咩？午時花、六時變咁。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDx7zxAVCA
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悲劇。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQElsooC7U
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EoeHWakwa
阿樂的心突然湧上對青青的愧疚，他昨夜不應對她如此無禮……他深化了自己的情感，將首次追求受挫失敗的嬲怒、歸類為愛而不得的失落，但他的愛卻不至於令她遭受這樣的對待。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SlzSFpWBC
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他暴走了，一刻思潮汹湧。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRzwSOZmuD
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像一部爛透的小說，作者因為過分情緒化而寫出亂七八糟的情節。這文章和寫手都太糟糕了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPL3kf00lY
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxMrmc1GTt
愧疚，他以情緒加深了對青青的喜歡，他也在哄騙了她。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLq1U3gV4Q
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVBFKbDyr3
Tanya多吃幾口，她的聲音又將阿樂喚回了現實：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcklPKylcRs
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWUT14uNJG
「咁你會唔會想要一個女朋友啊？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyvOldLrkf
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc1hEpo7qd
「想嘅，如果有。你呢？」阿樂點頭。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGigjJx7qM
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「我唔想住啊，拍拖咁麻煩，宜家咁咪幾好。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs2w3RVbfe
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXEWZvHDt4
Tanya啜一啜飲管，然後抬眼看阿樂——她好漂亮、表情好可愛，世上竟然有這樣的人。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWl5AGkphF
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAFo3o4q6m
「哦……慢慢嚟囉。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVnhpVJSjj
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q1W2MXXYX
阿樂認同又似不認同，但他至少看到了希望，Tanya在單身的情況下和他見面，然後說出一些令他感到欣慰的話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A3Ly0Bm5w
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIZX58aCFl
青青於阿樂的印象開始模糊。是。若說阿樂如此自私、忘情，他是、他是；但，誰又敢保證在女神出現在自己面前的時候，不會自我質疑？這想吃了很久的葡萄啊，在心間永遠都是甜的，給他送上別的蜜桃、雪梨，都不是最初想吃的那一串提子。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFExIKiGXuz
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誠實問心，意義不一，悲哀地。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst9KsWmk7c
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQCSWl0iX6
「等間有冇嘢做？嚟你度睇Netflix得唔得？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbUY2y83r1
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPeMdpxO55
Tanya又朝阿樂笑。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZETYJDqRVW
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「得嘅……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7YT2gmxl9
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一切，又回歸到最初的那時，像什麼都沒有發生。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYlYpoxWL1
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