《偏偏喜歡你》//我破咗個文青處，但佢唔肯同我一齊。 - 生日快樂（一）

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青青生日的前一晚，她出去原先的住處會合朋友。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n9CzRO9vr
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「你幾點返嚟？」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5Gg0SAQZD
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阿樂截住她，要是她過去，路程也得花上十五分鐘，現在已夜深。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaKCktLVQb
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「唔知……睇傾幾耐啦，女人一齊就係多啲口水。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0J7Odbtol
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「唔洗啦。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7i21NiUV8
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「我餓，返嚟順便買埋宵夜啦；你就嚟返嚟就WhatsApp同我講聲，真係太夜，有啲危險。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlej7yid71
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「OK。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNvxgPF8pb
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他們一起穿上人字拖落街。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ078CsLuAiY
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阿樂剛進𨋢、㩒𨋢，𨋢門隨即關上，形成並不局促的密室，他抬頭看樓層顯示器：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCscMQgW21
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「我哋好似識咗好耐咁，其實之前你同我搭檯食飯，我已經記得你。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TMrfZPNHL
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「幾時？」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxqPHujPLg
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「開學冇耐——CC can。你食米線，食完之後我上FH都記到你。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ9ElbRNot
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青青也抬頭看不斷遞減的數字：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdDcMCGDzX
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「冇印象……我每次都係食差唔多。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqwZXyTsNc
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「我記得都夠啦，因為你特別樣衰，所以我先記得你咋。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntg6hCR3eV
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「低能。我都淨係會記得靚仔！」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGbPle85kZ
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「你記得返嚟之前，就嚟起行就同我講，我出嚟接你。生日有咩事都好唔老禮。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2WzKWdsCp
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「得。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I3ehxTgoM
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十二點時，阿樂WhatsApp青青：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq0kAwouVM
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「生日快樂！」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4x4HHB4Yk
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隔了兩分鐘，她回覆：「多謝！」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluESDffjWF
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「做緊咩？」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNiQ5DnCgV
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她傳給他一張小蛋糕的照片：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvfP3ZZjBb
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「好食！等等先覆你，我要同佢傾偈啦。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc5phWyao9
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他忽然想起，有一次他替Tanya慶生，她與他自拍，之後就開始不斷用電話，叫他：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePKKI1jM2j
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「你食住先，我傾多陣。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXGVCo9ajm
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結果，Tanya對住電話聊了很久，遺下默默吃蛋糕的他一口口地送進嘴裏，在對面看她，食之無味。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyZlq5KP8v
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他搖搖頭，歎有些回憶一時三刻無法抹走。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAAFO8JFU9
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之後，他開了一盤LOL，見她還未說回來，就打多一鋪。到凌晨一點半，他見她的上線時間停在00：05，他忍不住WhatsApp她：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqwhzle9p0
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「傾完未？好夜啦喎。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOZdKslJQH
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她隔了五分鐘，說：「就嚟啦就嚟啦。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoclAlLWddw
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他馬上出發，到時，看見她被朋友擁着，鬆開後，他見到她一邊笑一邊哭。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2aMYnXjfk
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她看見他，於是他前去打招呼；她又對他笑，但眼睛通紅得像要流下淚來，和她彎彎帶笑的眉眼異常違和。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQpo1MXLWz
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他從她的朋友手上帶走她，替她拎起禮物，他突然覺得自己是她男友，而他甘願為她任勞任怨——999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L4W4deO5B
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其實，我真係有啲想佢做我女朋友……唔清楚呢份欲望嘅厚度，但至少呢一刻，想佢永遠地留喺我身邊。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGSzTk4eTh
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他問：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8z90H9DtI
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「你做咩又笑又喊？」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTs7Uma1j1
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「感動囉。」青青笑。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfsr7exJvU
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阿樂皺眉，明顯不相信：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpQJQqaCpS
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「真係咩？你平時睇喊苦喊忽啲戲都冇咁大反應㗎喎。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlJ4bdQhjo
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「點同呢，我本身就係喊包嚟。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljpH9FswPj
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他唯有點頭；又好奇地問：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5opvS6Xghv
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「係呢，咁你個Ex有冇同你講生日快樂啊？」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDffxWmvay
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她原本笑着的臉凝固，然後低頭道：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2dlAVZlWY
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「冇。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bYoJwf7xq
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他在心裏暗喜，莫名其妙地，最好那個前度完全忘記，讓她知道Matt根本並不上心；但口頭上又只得如此講：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX1dEvjJbf
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「瞓咗啫應該，遲啲就會收到㗎啦。咁你聽日仲會見佢？」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ir4oQ92zV
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她點頭，回復微笑：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUUJY305n7
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「係呀。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoQd1lF6or
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他急切地問：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfoN0wUuWw
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「之後呢？仲見唔見？」仲有下次仲得了？999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgToQHkPlwj
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她猶豫幾秒，又強硬地說：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZH1Zv3XcR
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「嗯……我唔會再主動揾佢囉，太攰啦，佢又冇呢個心思。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1lXfxI6Fj
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阿樂又想起Tanya……這個人仿佛永遠存在他的腦內。他既為青青說不再找前度而高興，又為憶起舊事而有種隱隱的不適：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYZzG7xniq
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「明啊。好似做咩都係得我想，但吃力不討好咁。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNceb9Fv8gt
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「嗯，係。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z9OcbcblW
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突然，一隻貓從草叢躥跳出來；阿樂縮了一縮，和青青說：「唔洗驚。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ojIcuamYn
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她笑：999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw416jap6dw
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「我冇驚。啲人話係你驚，先會覺得人哋驚，再叫人哋唔好驚。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKW2vFfBf6
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明明這小貓很可愛，身子白雪雪而背上有兩塊黑色、啡色皮毛合併而成的心形，眼耳附近的皮毛則是黑色的，另有泥黃色的花紋點綴，看起來十分好運——因為驟眼看有個福澤旺財的下庭，不知幾得意。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfp8oHZMbI
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「冇啲咁嘅事；拜拜啦貓仔。」999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm6V7PfGRs
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她的嘴角隨即放平，她想起自己和Matt也有一模一樣的對話，和他說這是自我防禦機制的投射，他也一樣否認，叫她不要如此揣測，知識不一定連貫在生活裏。所以，她只敢說「啲人話」。999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoHe7IJnbt
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這時，貓貓朝他們「喵」了兩聲，他們速速回家。