阿樂突然跑去廁所，跪在馬桶前一下下地嘔，聲音像要挖出心肝脾肺腎；青青跟過去，掃掃他的背，又出去斟了一杯温水給他。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTe6enpPYu
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他接過，沒有喝下，只保持跪姿抬頭、定神看她，看了好久好久。他的眼睛因酒醉與嘔吐而通紅和濕潤，像哭泣一樣，他這樣腥辣地盯着她，像是在控訴一切的罪魁禍首是她。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnJl3raElV
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她再平靜，也想起了Tim少說的話，內疚而不忍：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFlm6oteXD
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「快啲飲啖啦，你喉嚨會唔舒服。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6JLDwfoDP
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她想轉身出去，但他捉住了她的手腕。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgGsE1VeIl
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兩秒後，他站起來喝下，他們擠在同一個廁所裏。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspA5IOaXqj
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阿樂嘔完，沒有原先難受，又清醒了一點；但仍然借醉，擁抱了青青，將重量放在她的身上，包括那二十一克的靈魂。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUpS2tAXBt
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「喂——」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUQqC78WOI
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青青皺眉，想要推開他；他作環抱狀擁得更緊，沉沉地說：「我有啲暈。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl89NrumbZp
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他語帶哭腔，像哀求，又像撒嬌，整個人都變得異常温糯。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKaO1VGqvh
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她沒有再郁動，就這樣埋在他的胸口處，只說：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QBF0Feu14
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「沖杯茶俾你？或者你早啲休息？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOczuS0vqM8
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「唔洗，等陣先。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhv8HjMYgM
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然後，阿樂就這麼一直抱住青青，突然內心一陣悲慟湧出，因為他知道，連這一個擁抱，都只是偷來的，他沒有名、沒有責、沒有義去擁抱她，要不是他妥協般的聲線沙啞地一陣哀求，根本不能將她擁入懷裏……846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCxW4LnWa5
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終於，阿樂放開青青；她抬頭：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqoWC0FmwN
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「好啲啦？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡectme2ktsy
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「嗯，我想食餐蛋麵。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IQnhq2Zvw
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阿樂知道，青青是一個受軟不受硬的人，他若吟吟地向她撒嬌，她必然妥協。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMr7Wk0Chf
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「好。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqaUJozTiI
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阿樂跟在青青的身後，擔了一張椅子坐下。從側身看去，見到她趷腳開櫃，拿下罐頭和即食麵，再開始煮食。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wewoJJ4NU
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他就這樣清晰又迷糊地看她，看她開火、下油，煎、翻、煮、攪。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9FGAmVaWb
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「落唔落麻油？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa9YcKBfy0
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她轉身，頭向他坐着的方向，問；他輕輕的點頭。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIgJNGy2Hy
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然後，她將麵拿出餐桌：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSnePrEzMw
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「以後唔好飲咁多，睇住身體。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0CsZunXbk
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他點頭，再扯開話題：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAVdj2VdD0
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「揾日我哋去街好冇？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OJ2BAHz6V
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阿樂要約青青出去，不能再困在有間隔的屋內上演平行時空，Tim少說感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXcIWrWnqf
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「好。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP91GnD6v4
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青青已想通，既然她本身對阿樂有好感，不如一試，嘗試看看二人有沒有可能；機會若然流失，就此錯過。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchQH7rcphx
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何況，她已經無法喜歡Matt了。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJRZ72GTdF
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她不否認自己愛他，只是，不喜歡他了；如此，這一種愛也會慢慢消逝。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R3KuNHy04
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Matt傷害了青青的自尊，嚴重地。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0FukRapVy
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他既不喜歡她、又喜歡別人；既借辭暗示她是這段感情的過錯方，又欺瞞她變心的真相，如非最後她問，他根本不會提記，只像什麼都沒發生過一樣欺瞞她。原本一直陪伴身旁的人離棄了她，她感到十分受傷。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4TwkBQaOX
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直到現在，她還覺得是自己的問題：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjfUizJw0i
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係咪我唔夠好？係咪我冇能力令留住你？846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhg2bpm0Rs
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係咪我俾你嘅印象太恐怖，就算你變咗心都唔敢同我講？係咪你覺得我好唔掂，所以就算傷害我，你都唔會覺得內疚？或者，呢一份內疚微弱到唔會影響你嘅所有所有？846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLohKEp03Fy
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係唔係？846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN6EYJWjH1
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是？不是？不、不，無論如何。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC1Vdv6mvB
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總之，青青若對Matt心懷喜歡，她就會覺得自己很低賤。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbynOR4Aj0t
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因為Matt已是別人的男人，熱情都在別人眼中熊熊燃燒，青青不過難堪地、被新鮮而有魄力的火焰波及，可是她已是那一吹即散的、無意義的灰燼。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI70tfZue5J
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感覺像，Matt向青青走來，要求交歡，她心歡喜自覺袒胸露乳，他正攤開手伸向她的胸膊，卻忽然將手指並攏，以指甲插穿她的皮肉、急躁地挖出她的心來，用力捏碎它，無視那種鮮活，不管當中對他的無窮情意；然後輕輕轉身，彷彿她的祼露、她的傷感，都與他無關。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi9UHN6Xbv
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感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcfCCcb7pG
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青青對阿樂有一種不能言說的抱歉，因為，她在想要不要給大家一次發展的機會時，心裏想的人，並不是他；而且，她也不確定自己對阿樂的感情。但她有種念頭，覺得，如果一切都好好地進行下去，說不定她真的會喜歡他。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnbMYdNM9N
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他們很夾。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn53atajVkH
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她喜歡和他相處，她不抗拒他的擁抱，甚至剛才他緊抱她不放的時候，她竟然有些感動。她分不清這是心動，還是因寂寞而無法撒手的一種温暖。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnr3edrWQ5
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即使，他對她是如此如此地好，但她總是猶豫，她又暗暗地質疑他並非很喜歡自己。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllPmlujod0
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猶豫過後，她想，應該要試一試。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3W6xC4Wqe
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追求之事，不應過早談得失，二人都是。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlpja1NMCu
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阿樂高興，雖然他得到的資訊只是一句「好」、只是她肯和他出去玩，別人看來可能是小事，但只有他知道這一句「好」，而非「唔好」的意義是什麼。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2UNz69aoF
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除了代表她不抗拒與他共處外，還代表他開始正式追求她，她也不會再回絕他的好意。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp8fBub9r1
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更重要的是，他清楚知道，這代表她願意放過自己，不再自我束縛，嘗試給他加入她的生命裏。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7OAZ0797P
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阿樂又想起Tanya，他想問Tanya：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9XpHT1ceO
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「其實你有冇諗過、我哋有機會可以一齊？而唔係永遠都只可以做好朋友？有冇諗過俾呢個機會我？定係由一開始就知道，一定冇可能？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVa6OWPy7b
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至今，阿樂也不知道答案——因為他沒敢問，卻仍然非常介意；然後他又望一望青青，沒來由地笑一下。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKFmyFe8HC
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至少，這次，阿樂覺得有個人願意肯定自己的用心，而非強行將他安放到一個「最佳位置」，若實現最大可能性，能夠不只做一個大將軍。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfsIekXwqJ
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對，至少，青青有這一份考慮，無論最後結果如何，他都覺得比以前好。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqPNOFmuXR
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他稍為心安。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuF8mPhr2B
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如果最後青青真的和他在一起，生命似添亮色，他就會很開心。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC2spcuf4n
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但其實誰沒有了誰，也能夠好好活下去，846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwKD7oKdXw
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