於是，Tim少和阿樂下樓吃飯，再買了一個蛋糕。回家，放進雪櫃，然後開始打機。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1dcrLh7wY
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青青外出和好友度過午餐和下午茶時段。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwYVeR6JLT
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之後，她去旺角，等Matt；他們約六點半，她先到，不停地來回審視自己的臉容，到洗手間看看有沒有面泛油光、甩妝，再仔細地梳一梳頭。六點五十五分，Matt出現。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfilUPKgGTc
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「好耐冇見。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwX52KUPDE
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「係。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP9a3q52fS
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接下來的不足兩小時，他看她像遇上瘟疫一樣，避之則吉，連正視她的眼也像害怕感染病毒，總和她對看一會兒然後移開。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBXdF6Gz5D
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沿路，她問了很多想知的事，還自己一個死心；他說了一些她應該想知的事，渾身不自在，忽然覺得很祼露。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJPo2sxKEq
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他們都覺得對方是陌生人。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4hLnQm5Wp
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但，他們分明知道對方的名字、知道對方穿幾號鞋碼、知道對方的恥毛長度。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvi8vK2T00
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就像恰恰一對普通的白色筷子，明明在湯熱麵熟的時候他們是極其有默契的一對，和對方攜手穿梭不同的質感，偶有碰撞但仍在磨合中互相協作；可是，當過了那短暫的時刻，就只被隨便洗刷再扔回去雜亂無章的櫃裏，沒有再一起，對方也不再重要，因為下次自然會與另一枝筷子成為一對。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOpFhcDTRE
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就像，一切都沒發生過一樣。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhpRGWI9FI
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8K5HmUByB
「明明應承咗我唔揾第個㗎嘛——」、「你話遲啲先得閒，叫我等到嗰時先多啲見㗎喎……」、「啫係你出軌？你係因為識咗佢，所以先想走？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxoML7mnIS
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJJmb0z1jP
「我同你分手之前，只係同佢傾幾句咋。」、「後尾我同佢互相都鍾意咗大家。」、「有呢個因素，但又唔可以咁樣歸因……」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40Kmvkn1VC
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGIFGXtPhF
青青變得咄咄逼人，Matt仿佛努力地或以真話、或以假話去抵擋她的攻勢；她誓要剖家析族的知個明白，但他在說的時候卻感到難堪，偶然他回頭看見她小心地仰頭，防止眼淚掉下時，他又會感到心軟，如他所言：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IMpD4T3BR
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRbKfUzPyF
「咁真係我辜負咗你嘅。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBrJm3HD39
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotxBNSAgHk
但Matt並沒有和青青說過一聲「對不起」，只逕行，最後不情不願地和她快快吃一個飯，然後趕急地跳上的士離去。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9dhuZO7Pu
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNPk3yNTIM
青青覺得自己今晚的行為很反常，平時，她的眼神從來不兇狠，也不會不停地追問一些已然沒有意義的答案，更不會捨棄自尊要求他人順她的意。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30QD78yZwC
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對。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmsgaUQunO
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她有些不一樣了。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lw39LsOlH
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTinwFRTitx
她傻就傻在，有些東西，她想知得很清楚，如果不明不白又覺得很不甘心；但知道以後又更揪心。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt21WSJ6C3K
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是她，將心掏出來，還將刀遞上去，留有一點卑微的盼望——690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIru7idHba
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgb2YgH80F
希望他殺人就殺人、切莫誅心，留她一點尊嚴，不要講出太過殘忍的內情。但從來，說清說楚都不會有任何的好結果，被拋棄的人沒有資格說尊嚴，真心愛人何有好的結果？真相是真，比真相是假可怕億萬倍。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3VmcrXWO7
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHTk8Z4xnN
是她幼稚，不懂得原來，感情的真相是不可推敲的，只可瞞騙。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgjqnnoQOF
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2naTLaweI
最後，青青輕輕地和Matt握手，像剛才所有的不愉快從未發生，迴光返照地笑說：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw690vPZNR
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXaALJMdPi
「祝你平安。前程萬里。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7YbJggv6A
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Matt有些錯愕地回握：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9S65Z79xK
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「你都係。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5RNLbN5ZD
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqigRvcVGa
沒走幾步，他大喊，她聽不清，停下；他走到一個她勉強能聽見她說話的距離：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGSssLdsEg
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「返到屋企同我講聲啦，注意安全。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAdi4yPZ3G
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDJqM4vytb
她挑眉，對他不可置否地笑笑，大步挺身向前行，因為她清楚，他不是真心的。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzl2X3cC3C
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6HB8bJyoo
行到轉角處，她突然覺得腳軟，隨之而來的是整個人的脆弱，她忽然覺得好悲傷，何有什麼落落大方的離別？她已死去一萬次。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9FNZ1Rmmj
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屌，失戀啫——690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj1PRA02xe
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但是她不能再怎樣了，所以她行去乘車，到某個站下車，再行回家，感受着絕望得弱小的風在吃力地撫慰她。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7smIVGjLxo
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好痛。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oaiFzatkq
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回阿樂住處之前，她先回原先的家，拿走了她的身體磨砂膏、髮膜，以及一套她從未穿過的內衣。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaH3NpYREZ
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP25SNehvb8
今晚，她會和阿樂更輕鬆地聊天。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8n0aZjmE4
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在放過自己之前，首先要懂得折磨自己。對不起。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5gbBlUKqG
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夜晚十一點半，青青到達阿樂的屋，他替她開門，見她熱得臉紅紅。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H1dmBp10u
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「返嚟啦？食咗咩呀？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUQ9TCiB7H
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFc6AB7kBu
「Jollibee，但我嗰時冇乜胃口，宜家又有啲餓。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4fHTtzmuH
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBc4GirXWx
青青只食了一隻雞腿和呷了幾口汽水，感覺什麼都沒有下肚就要走，後來悲傷又填滿了她的胃，一路行回家時還有些消化不良。現在，就如此直直地客廳燈照耀，仿佛是個胃鏡看見裏面空空的，又立刻感到餓。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62RyBLHul2
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8L97ZPs7u
「咁就啱啦！我買咗個蛋糕，今日仲未過，快啲吹咗蠟燭先！」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxrt6NwNGs
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRunPLoPPp
阿樂遂去雪櫃拿出蛋糕，寫着「青青生日快樂」，黑森林口味。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd0J9uhN9I
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SljUIvtyM
青青呆了好久，她沒有想過阿樂會給她買蛋糕。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NmGr4pL7l
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglR3hili2u
出外一整天，整個人都零散地歸家，無論他送不送蛋糕，只要他講一句：「返嚟啦？」其實對她來說，已是安慰，因為怎樣都比Matt冷漠的眼神温暖。但現在阿樂捧出整整一個蛋糕，像是告訴她不需獨自吞下所有情緒，她就感動，非常感動。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvLYgLlyAb
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNRmIq3WTv
青青有些哽咽，但又開心地笑：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb0f8xwLoX
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJcaOliMS7
「哇、哇！竟然有蛋糕食。多謝！」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkuniBfO0I
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0ioIg4uCC
阿樂見她眼紅紅，大概猜到，無謂多問破壞現在的氣氛：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuT3IGO3yvp
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1meN4aK9I
「快啲許願啦。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaulGdYuODj
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9Kqo2Xj0U
青青閉眼，吹熄蠟燭。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZAdFd0Gmc
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuEjo9YzD2
「多謝多謝！不過我出埋文、沖完涼先食，出咗成日街好污糟。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2c2XpvsYH
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWIhattwgX
她多在電腦磨一會兒，電話收到訊息，她打開一看，些許憤怒，絲毫不想回覆，然後將目光放在電腦上，打字打得極響。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJDJ6a9Xqa
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEE9g1luEi
過後，就去洗澡，擦上身體磨砂，敷上香得要死的髮膜，然後再自己的所有部位洗得乾乾淨淨，一併沖掉。抹乾身體後，再搽上body lotion，換上內衣，外穿睡裙。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhojXpJmSjE
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqorYLZgFx
她看着鏡子。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcndT5K6eXN
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KWR8iVaxa
一直以來，她都有些猶豫，但她決定交給阿樂決定，如果今夜裏他主動吻她，他就會被動地接受她看似被動的攻略。她沉默地觀望自己：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP7FIvjqsh
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPjtVoSiEe
我都要證明，我有本事。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yN1ZHvR9T
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEyY9ICRds
他在她的房間等她，心想：今日搞咩搞咁耐？平時好快就出嚟。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcAcKESYys
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZbQQM84u3
他想知道青青和Matt傾了什麼，他見她興致平平但不至頹喪，眼睛裏只有累的感覺。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlmvpiE3AV
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTk3O0bUCT
她出來，整個人都很香。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL9fpPbJ42
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3f3EtpaO5
阿樂拿出蛋糕和酒，把刀給青青切：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI8lgcNN7E
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcJpvget4l
「唔好切到底，如果唔係會嫁唔出。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6iJaBvCl2
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPHdN60maT
「你咁迷信咩？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbAIlQ3omi
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM0S3lAGDG
她又真的小心地切，提防切到底；她再見到這個蛋糕，還是覺得很感動，阿樂對她竟然這樣好，尤其是她傷心的時候。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5gbyf0AKf
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoumjT2ybvL
「寧可信其有。不過咁囉，如果你真係因為咁而嫁唔出，我都肯抵諗啲要咗你嘅。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL6Q8M6Q12
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf88C8KKWUP
阿樂笑笑，接過她手上的刀替她分蛋糕。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCL4ikq6xk
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgTI1zwQhi
「吓話？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsFweOkKUW
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu497bVX7p
「講嚟聽吓啦，你哋今日做咗咩嚟？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PQW7BrgqS
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKkyth1GcO
他們開始飲酒，開始說廢話，講講下午和朋友吃了什麼、做了什麼；阿樂也大概知道青青和阿Matt分手前的事，大概是：Matt因為Retake DSE而忙，青青和他很少見面，之後他就和青青說沒有了感覺。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoITSEAwh9A
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK34OFjwFND
慢慢，青青的臉通紅，頸也微微緋桃，呼吸輕輕加快，說了最近最多的話，情緒開始激動，但完全沒有前文後理，又突然加入一個新的女角：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUbSeXMJSB
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8Azxl8Wze
「佢——啫係我前男友，話俾我聽，個女仔同完佢原本個男朋友分手之後，就同佢一齊，但冇幾耐又揾返佢個Ex——你知唔知？我當時聽到個心好翳？690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqhCrn8Mfm
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrdmQpuOoo
以前，我連佢少少傷都唔敢俾佢受……男人忌諱呢啲綠唔綠帽嘅嘢，我明。一開始拍拖，我有同過以前追過我嘅人傾偈，佢發現咗之後唔太開心，之後我就冇再咁做。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLnvasz5Fw
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後來，亦都冇試過同男仔單獨見面，都避哂啲曖昧嘢。就係因為我唔想佢因為咁而唔開心，所以從來冇做任何出格嘅行為，宜家呢？690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNXkoonLe9
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE3n9rZAcZ
佢出面嗰個女仔咁樣對佢？我將佢擺喺心尖上面啊！但佢出去就咁樣？好心痛呀！690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SeTY1Z2Gf
 690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyiwmilfOQ
但係……當我潤完佢咁都鍾意個女仔，佢答我話：『我都好心痛㗎。』，你知唔知點解？我突然間真係有啲着咗火嘅感覺，覺得個心喺度燒。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuDBKguDXr
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我真係……用哂全部對愛情嘅精力去對佢好，我真係唔捨得佢受到委屈，至少喺我呢度，我真係、真係已經盡全力去保護佢唔好勾起唔好嘅回憶——佢以前有不愉快嘅經歷，然後呢？佢鍾意咗一個咁樣hurt佢嘅人？並且仲要繼續同個女仔過？仲繼續鍾意佢？仲因為佢，所以唔要我……690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykyphkYP9S
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