I can easily say and admit that I messed up. I let the one I love go because of my cowardness. How can I smile if I know that I am at fault?
That curve in my lips, I wonder when it will be back. Oh how I wish it will be soon.
But that would mean two things. He will be happy again because of me or because he found another person to love him. What should I do? What can make me truly happy?
Many months passed, I took my sweet time half past.
Now I know.
That curve is not for me. Nor it will always be in the lips.
He showed me his new lover, with a curve in her belly.
That's when I know I was needed no longer, and face reality.
It was a self-less happiness.
Now I can smile, because I can see he can smile again.
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