小屋裡、睡床邊,她架上老花眼鏡,小心翼翼用開信刀拆開今早收到的奇怪信件。397Please respect copyright.PENANAe0PERKfxcG
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純白的信封上沒有註明地址,亦沒有郵票、郵戳和收信人姓名。明顯不是透過郵政服務寄來的,而是有人將信件直接放入她的信箱。397Please respect copyright.PENANACUEqMzjFla
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是誰?有誰會寫信給她這個孤僻木訥的八旬老婦?該不會是兒子——他已好幾年沒有前來探望,電話聯絡亦少之又少……397Please respect copyright.PENANAh9bz8zZyjk
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「啊!」看見信中物,她不由得發出一聲驚嘆。397Please respect copyright.PENANAk6AjSp2TLo
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壓花書籤。397Please respect copyright.PENANA9YGynifQF4
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紫藍色的小花在純白色托紙上尤顯孤獨冷清。397Please respect copyright.PENANAN9Jq8pFIIC
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「毋忘我……」她雙唇微顫,熱淚盈眶,回憶片段有如走馬燈在她腦海中快速運轉。397Please respect copyright.PENANAOOjLNU8qYc
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初遇於了無邊際的毋忘我花海……情信信箋一角上畫有一朵線條簡單的毋忘我……他突如其來捧上的毋忘我花束……她在婚宴時戴著的紫藍色毋忘我花形耳環……他在窗前花槽播下毋忘我種子……他因頑皮兒子摘掉花槽裡的毋忘我而氣得流鼻血……他拒絕遷往大屋是因為捨不得花槽裡的心血結晶……年邁的他偶爾忘記淋花施肥……患病的他忘了花、忘了她……她為失智的他戴上紫藍色冷帽,笑說他是一朵毋忘我……每年清明重陽或其他大時大節時,她都會帶上一束毋忘我前往拜祭他……397Please respect copyright.PENANAUAQtaD92mg
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難道是老伴的來信?397Please respect copyright.PENANAb9HMjLqfuB
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是!一定是老伴自天堂寄來的!397Please respect copyright.PENANAVvajC03gAw
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明明有很多合情合理的說法去解釋信件來歷,她偏偏選擇相信無從證明的鬼神之說。397Please respect copyright.PENANAi6EYJG4Ky5
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或許,真假從不重要,合乎心意的表象才是真正有意義的。397Please respect copyright.PENANAFNoRtnw86V
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這來歷不明的壓花書籤正好滿足她對老伴的思念之情。397Please respect copyright.PENANAYgv5VJBZWq
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她流淚,她微笑。她憂傷,她幸福。她空虛,她富足……397Please respect copyright.PENANAo6Pmly5qxC
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剎那間,她重新經歷體驗數十載的喜怒憂懼愛憎欲千萬遍,不斷發現、擁有、消磨、失去。397Please respect copyright.PENANAjPlBNGTfw7
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一切歸空,如夢如幻如泡影。397Please respect copyright.PENANArL8xldVKh8
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努力活著,只為失去?397Please respect copyright.PENANAdkywQ2uhsH
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放眼望去,小屋冷冷清清。兒子遠去,老伴不在。花槽裡的毋忘我早日被鄰近頑童連根拔起,散落滿地,肢離破碎。垂吊耳珠上的花形耳環已然褪色,只餘帶有花亂刮痕的啞色金屬配件。情信信箋受潮發霉,角落的毋忘我污跡斑駁……397Please respect copyright.PENANAnG46xkaehT
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無論如何用心留住一切,終歸逃不過失去的命運,對嗎?397Please respect copyright.PENANAJS4J1LiDfo
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很累。397Please respect copyright.PENANAjBAwJh5KYX
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放下眼鏡,揉揉眼。397Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y98599BEA
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想睡。397Please respect copyright.PENANA7eLw0NumNM
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放下開信刀時,刀尖劃過手腕,留下血痕。397Please respect copyright.PENANAAURL0ffWdk
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有意或無意?她自己也說不清楚。397Please respect copyright.PENANAut9H8keK0a
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該要馬上包紥傷口。397Please respect copyright.PENANA2XtoRmLfLp
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但看著血流不止的手腕,心裡竟沒有絲毫焦急。397Please respect copyright.PENANABYWPXUThKE
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沒所謂。反正終歸逃不過失去的命運。397Please respect copyright.PENANArsgAQRWtyE
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她懶理手腕血流如注,安坐搖搖椅上,對著壓花書籤發愣。397Please respect copyright.PENANA2g7NFRgewd
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時間流逝,體溫流失,記憶流竄。397Please respect copyright.PENANAbsxWzvEIOI
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她的意識逐漸模糊——想不起他的墳頭是甚麼形狀,記不清楚他的冷帽是否以純低針編織而成,忘記了肥料是從哪裡買來的……397Please respect copyright.PENANAM0iKkREDYM
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他的臉和身體分崩離析,成碎,成灰,成粉,最後甚麼也不剩。沒有形體,因其而生的神情動態亦不復存在,遑論聲音、氣味、情感……397Please respect copyright.PENANA0ItyMxZp3u
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被遺忘才是徹底的死亡。397Please respect copyright.PENANAAC806YrRiB
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她曾痛恨上天帶走他的生命。397Please respect copyright.PENANAdjIscoY2ai
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現在呢?397Please respect copyright.PENANAMUHQJJGSxE
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她主動放棄記住他。397Please respect copyright.PENANAic2RsaJScs
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上天或她更可惡可恨?397Please respect copyright.PENANAprY6DVogzP
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世上有靈魂嗎?他會怪責她嗎?397Please respect copyright.PENANAHHO5AyF0Oy
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「死者已死,沒能怪責。」他的聲音來自壓花書籤:「一切只是生者的心念。」397Please respect copyright.PENANAnfgBW5IB5f
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迴光返照。397Please respect copyright.PENANA0ojUxq2OVR
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她撲前將枱面的書籤摟在懷裡,哭哭笑笑。397Please respect copyright.PENANAFJ8H58UQtx
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書籤是書籤,不是他。毋忘我是毋忘我,不是他。回憶裡的他是回憶裡的他,不是他。397Please respect copyright.PENANAZGkRn2Wctw
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是她將一切與他扣上關連。397Please respect copyright.PENANAwowXqsLr3H
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如果她不復存在,整個世界跟他亦再沒關連……397Please respect copyright.PENANANfasnQMsQB
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手腕倏忽劇痛。397Please respect copyright.PENANAe27FqSD3vN
醫院。397Please respect copyright.PENANATzrcjilCxg
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病房裡擠滿前來探病的人,熱鬧非常。唯獨是她床邊兩條通道空蕩蕩的。397Please respect copyright.PENANALa27HjEOMM
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不曾期望兒子不會前來,但她心裡難免一陣失落。397Please respect copyright.PENANAgMAKiTtdYl
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當時是否不該報警求救呢?397Please respect copyright.PENANAgy6RAq9guc
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這念頭生起還沒兩秒,一個小巧身影踏著小跳步來到床邊。397Please respect copyright.PENANASXVObOCkbk
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「莊遜太太,午安!」女孩不過十歲,雙頰通紅,眼眸明亮有神。身穿白色連身裙,裙上印滿碎花圖案,是紫藍色的毋忘我。397Please respect copyright.PENANAwZWBn37glO
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「午……安……」她和顔悅色禮貌應道,暗裡搜索枯腸,卻硬是想不起這娃兒是誰。397Please respect copyright.PENANAbHVjJm2rUY
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「喜歡我送你的壓花書籤嗎?」女孩喜孜孜的,不知自己差點兒害死眼前老婦。397Please respect copyright.PENANAH18qztsAYK
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「喜歡。」她強抑心底裡的一陣震驚,輕撫女孩頭頂:「為何你送我書籤呢?」397Please respect copyright.PENANAgmA4sGd2D5
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「數天前,我和祖母路經你家,看見你跪在草地上,捧著散落的毋忘我痛哭。所以我回家後馬上動手製作壓花書籤。送書籤時湊巧發現你不在家,只好把書籤放入信箱,讓你先睹為快!」女孩從裙袋掏出另外兩張毋忘我書籤送給她。「看!書籤上的毋忘我永不枯萎!多漂亮!」397Please respect copyright.PENANAhFeWVyoKHw
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這時,女孩的祖母才拖著蹣跚步伐趕至。397Please respect copyright.PENANAHMiyAorRke
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原來是鄰居費爾斯太太。397Please respect copyright.PENANAVegnQNhPiI
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十年前,老伴去世後,費爾斯太太每天抽空前來相伴,與她談天說地、為她焗製香氣四溢的果批、陪伴她到市場買肥料……直至孫女出生,費爾斯太太忙著照顧初生小娃,才不得不淡出她的生活圈子。漸漸地,她亦忘記費爾斯太太,變得孤僻木訥……397Please respect copyright.PENANAK9whwlP083
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「小小心意。」憂心不已的費爾斯太太捧上一個毋忘我小盆栽。397Please respect copyright.PENANA18cJGuk380
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「謝謝你們……」她受寵若驚,緩緩伸手接過小盆栽。397Please respect copyright.PENANAeSzxE7OOUu
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右手手掌上是鮮活的毋忘我,左手手心裡是永不枯萎的毋忘我。397Please respect copyright.PENANA8fMP3fwBIZ
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活的死的都在她手裡,只待她怎麼處理。397Please respect copyright.PENANAnYzJvOm26U
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她打算怎麼處理?397Please respect copyright.PENANAtlktZcLNma
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未決定。397Please respect copyright.PENANAUUwfmGFDew
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那就先收拾心情、養好身體吧。397Please respect copyright.PENANAEOEte11miu
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活著,才可以想及將來、擁抱過去。