小屋裡、睡床邊，她架上老花眼鏡，小心翼翼用開信刀拆開今早收到的奇怪信件。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW9mrHeEGE
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純白的信封上沒有註明地址，亦沒有郵票、郵戳和收信人姓名。明顯不是透過郵政服務寄來的，而是有人將信件直接放入她的信箱。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMvqLE3Liv
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW3fDYcNs8
是誰？有誰會寫信給她這個孤僻木訥的八旬老婦？該不會是兒子——他已好幾年沒有前來探望，電話聯絡亦少之又少……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHJnwgcX1K
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「啊！」看見信中物，她不由得發出一聲驚嘆。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYoyWon2KW
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qV4JfBsxi
壓花書籤。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSl2TDInQW
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G4TRe1p1a
紫藍色的小花在純白色托紙上尤顯孤獨冷清。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8mHi3wgwn
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuhZOMTLwq
「毋忘我……」她雙唇微顫，熱淚盈眶，回憶片段有如走馬燈在她腦海中快速運轉。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7Y8iIcgh3
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初遇於了無邊際的毋忘我花海……情信信箋一角上畫有一朵線條簡單的毋忘我……他突如其來捧上的毋忘我花束……她在婚宴時戴著的紫藍色毋忘我花形耳環……他在窗前花槽播下毋忘我種子……他因頑皮兒子摘掉花槽裡的毋忘我而氣得流鼻血……他拒絕遷往大屋是因為捨不得花槽裡的心血結晶……年邁的他偶爾忘記淋花施肥……患病的他忘了花、忘了她……她為失智的他戴上紫藍色冷帽，笑說他是一朵毋忘我……每年清明重陽或其他大時大節時，她都會帶上一束毋忘我前往拜祭他……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Oe4JLssof
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBuH7Een4a
難道是老伴的來信？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZYl8aDWfT
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHFXFdaUYU
是！一定是老伴自天堂寄來的！378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqSlvs3TgE
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4CmffgkoN
明明有很多合情合理的說法去解釋信件來歷，她偏偏選擇相信無從證明的鬼神之說。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerMbGX25lU
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SnqbuHpXa
或許，真假從不重要，合乎心意的表象才是真正有意義的。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAyAtL90Av
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL4PMr5aIu
這來歷不明的壓花書籤正好滿足她對老伴的思念之情。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20vYtqkRkB
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EcEoFJhoA
她流淚，她微笑。她憂傷，她幸福。她空虛，她富足……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz8m617Xbk
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdxPG9FkMh
剎那間，她重新經歷體驗數十載的喜怒憂懼愛憎欲千萬遍，不斷發現、擁有、消磨、失去。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWtGzoIEzV
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6m48gIVat
一切歸空，如夢如幻如泡影。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJv59Iyd1T
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tMVoTAfnc
努力活著，只為失去？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUugTMih14g
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsASaGgg9I
放眼望去，小屋冷冷清清。兒子遠去，老伴不在。花槽裡的毋忘我早日被鄰近頑童連根拔起，散落滿地，肢離破碎。垂吊耳珠上的花形耳環已然褪色，只餘帶有花亂刮痕的啞色金屬配件。情信信箋受潮發霉，角落的毋忘我污跡斑駁……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5Ohrxf7yw
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzh6rlkm28
無論如何用心留住一切，終歸逃不過失去的命運，對嗎？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5J0lYWd0f
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很累。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG2IYAEN2L
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUge2cUkPu
放下眼鏡，揉揉眼。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8DgRn0aMW
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想睡。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1IcQNcdNb
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eSuYbgl6A
放下開信刀時，刀尖劃過手腕，留下血痕。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYSif5EvK1
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIvlVDn0X8
有意或無意？她自己也說不清楚。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY3jJj7D5M
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRVFqGmqGV
該要馬上包紥傷口。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3KiEdCy2U
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但看著血流不止的手腕，心裡竟沒有絲毫焦急。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5Zyn201XS
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWnZCD8pmr
沒所謂。反正終歸逃不過失去的命運。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtmSkLRhWz
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWuUrgUDfq
她懶理手腕血流如注，安坐搖搖椅上，對著壓花書籤發愣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH46QzhTv5
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvZeLZplmP
時間流逝，體溫流失，記憶流竄。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaozuLaaOa
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她的意識逐漸模糊——想不起他的墳頭是甚麼形狀，記不清楚他的冷帽是否以純低針編織而成，忘記了肥料是從哪裡買來的……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26XUbJcFUK
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他的臉和身體分崩離析，成碎，成灰，成粉，最後甚麼也不剩。沒有形體，因其而生的神情動態亦不復存在，遑論聲音、氣味、情感……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvy0I9KAIB
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB66YN4sGfJ
被遺忘才是徹底的死亡。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9YRnl8gbg
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfViNjAUSR
她曾痛恨上天帶走他的生命。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlll8oIQ9a7
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現在呢？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAD0z1rQw5b
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她主動放棄記住他。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIadxQlDPz
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn8OdpS3F5
上天或她更可惡可恨？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0TylN9lnt
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世上有靈魂嗎？他會怪責她嗎？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp9VNB1lYW
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvttfBrUCj
「死者已死，沒能怪責。」他的聲音來自壓花書籤：「一切只是生者的心念。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcWKn68hbw
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VhEJEEajE
迴光返照。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp24SjgQ20L
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她撲前將枱面的書籤摟在懷裡，哭哭笑笑。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr582311DqS
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV152DuLxa2
書籤是書籤，不是他。毋忘我是毋忘我，不是他。回憶裡的他是回憶裡的他，不是他。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24GQoqsMPH
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM4E7lJbRo
是她將一切與他扣上關連。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9lGZ6kE3g
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaUF3Gu2TQ
如果她不復存在，整個世界跟他亦再沒關連……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkvXEWhNvl
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvOwDp7d1x
手腕倏忽劇痛。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB3cn9Feqq
醫院。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYyLYar4JJ
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLsgW7pGNa
病房裡擠滿前來探病的人，熱鬧非常。唯獨是她床邊兩條通道空蕩蕩的。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHeYGMko8P
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZOGOkED2N
不曾期望兒子不會前來，但她心裡難免一陣失落。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdNYGtlmCF
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NY4LzGoDE
當時是否不該報警求救呢？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrG0kXAYJU
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd9ePRlRW9
這念頭生起還沒兩秒，一個小巧身影踏著小跳步來到床邊。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEimromSlRw
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjh9AeYce4
「莊遜太太，午安！」女孩不過十歲，雙頰通紅，眼眸明亮有神。身穿白色連身裙，裙上印滿碎花圖案，是紫藍色的毋忘我。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ8q0fhMuk
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvIq78YZbT
「午……安……」她和顔悅色禮貌應道，暗裡搜索枯腸，卻硬是想不起這娃兒是誰。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcOzDa3q2K
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zk8EZNtPU
「喜歡我送你的壓花書籤嗎？」女孩喜孜孜的，不知自己差點兒害死眼前老婦。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM5RckOWsN
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnQhRSeYj8
「喜歡。」她強抑心底裡的一陣震驚，輕撫女孩頭頂：「為何你送我書籤呢？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM56HHn1iP
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazObWqmCOT
「數天前，我和祖母路經你家，看見你跪在草地上，捧著散落的毋忘我痛哭。所以我回家後馬上動手製作壓花書籤。送書籤時湊巧發現你不在家，只好把書籤放入信箱，讓你先睹為快！」女孩從裙袋掏出另外兩張毋忘我書籤送給她。「看！書籤上的毋忘我永不枯萎！多漂亮！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfNsUJWtnc
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sBRKPsk84
這時，女孩的祖母才拖著蹣跚步伐趕至。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEUSp1s2HO
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2eUyXYV8c
原來是鄰居費爾斯太太。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JslcGcoe8
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9W3Q4cHNz
十年前，老伴去世後，費爾斯太太每天抽空前來相伴，與她談天說地、為她焗製香氣四溢的果批、陪伴她到市場買肥料……直至孫女出生，費爾斯太太忙著照顧初生小娃，才不得不淡出她的生活圈子。漸漸地，她亦忘記費爾斯太太，變得孤僻木訥……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVVMxX99Lx
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlojnwEZUi
「小小心意。」憂心不已的費爾斯太太捧上一個毋忘我小盆栽。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTazpokYgSH
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc57DnGhykv
「謝謝你們……」她受寵若驚，緩緩伸手接過小盆栽。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckxcRaxGdX
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37hUqbAuLf
右手手掌上是鮮活的毋忘我，左手手心裡是永不枯萎的毋忘我。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB1dpBpe96
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMqLplQHSQ
活的死的都在她手裡，只待她怎麼處理。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoOW4z3MfC
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她打算怎麼處理？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHfMkdeJGf
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未決定。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xAzwZc48i
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qt2SeLTWa
那就先收拾心情、養好身體吧。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlkF5cYX6p
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1lhCKeb0y
活著，才可以想及將來、擁抱過去。
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