No Plagiarism!YhcJYs32HIcOb2ftFHyIposted on PENANA 我的夢想是成為一個音樂家。8964 copyright protection105PENANA6GNGvNaGA6 維尼
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不知何時,「音樂家」這個詞已經深深刻在我腦裡,幾乎是有記憶以來就存在著。面對我的夢想,大人們總是嗤之以鼻:現在放棄還不晚,音樂家最重要的可是天份。看看你哥哥吧~那個路是屬於他的東西。8964 copyright protection105PENANARiqXWQPN3E 維尼
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我有個雙胞胎哥哥,他與身為凡夫俗子的我不同,他——是個天才。8964 copyright protection105PENANAzRXqTiHMfS 維尼
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閃光的是為他而存在,人們的讚歎灑落其身,但哥哥卻不曾表示自己的夢想。然而,他人聽到我的疑問只是笑笑不答。8964 copyright protection105PENANA9YsbkgpZQY 維尼
當然,他已經活在他的夢想道路上了,還要說什麼?8964 copyright protection105PENANA9gR1ajjrC4 維尼
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當時,我是這麼想的。8964 copyright protection105PENANATR3GDbe4JZ 維尼
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在我看來,夢想是快樂的,是享受,是憧憬的。但每天看哥哥四處演出、比賽卻不曾見過他的笑容。8964 copyright protection105PENANAEAgjcNW9R4 維尼
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然而我這不被看好的孩子,正面臨鋼琴課被停掉的危機。而哥哥擁有的卻是所有我夢寐以求的一切。8964 copyright protection105PENANAhubqNfQF8h 維尼
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我的夢想真的這麼不值?8964 copyright protection105PENANAs7i1iBRcPd 維尼
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事實證明,確實是不值——一文不值。不值到讓人一句話就可以粉碎。8964 copyright protection105PENANAJlTbaLGtCZ 維尼
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我不只一次為人生感到質疑,質疑自己,質疑自己的天份,質疑自己的夢想。8964 copyright protection105PENANABN3F1YC78z 維尼
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我練了練,練了又練,練得比誰都勤,卻還是發現自己的水準仍是比不上三年前的哥哥。8964 copyright protection105PENANAy2Sn3uqyoS 維尼
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最後我才發現——努力是及不上天分的。8964 copyright protection105PENANAPjBPnCnvRU 維尼
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之後,絕望徹底淹沒了我的世界,遮蔽了所有光明,什麼事都讓我提不起勁,而唯一的嗜好卻又是讓我墜入無限深淵的源頭。8964 copyright protection105PENANAr1tUhItO7f 維尼
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即使我過得像個廢人,爸爸待我也如過往般的冷淡,反正本來他的世界就只繞著天才轉,而那天才正是我的雙胞胎哥哥。8964 copyright protection105PENANAe7fsBd1pAG 維尼
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哈啊~只差幾分鐘為什麼哥哥是天才我只是個凡人?8964 copyright protection105PENANAnWkIF41q0Q 維尼
若我是頭一個出世的我也會擁有我夢想的一切?真是夠了。8964 copyright protection105PENANAx6GR7tct6K 維尼
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一次,我走過練習室旁的走廊,悠揚的琴聲滑入耳畔,本是輕快的曲子在我耳裡卻是雜亂的雜音。我冷笑了一聲,打算加速走過,誰知,隨著一串音符的落下,鋼琴傳來一聲重擊,隨後,便沒有了聲音。8964 copyright protection105PENANAHZ763XjQjv 維尼
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怎麼了?要進去看看?正當我猶豫不覺時,過去那份絕望悄悄的從縫隙鑽出,打破了看似平靜的水面8964 copyright protection105PENANAzSZHPqhczM 維尼
;另一股藏在骨子裡的音樂本能被方才的琴聲喚醒,緩緩從水底浮出,勉強抑下包覆自己已久的黑暗深淵。8964 copyright protection105PENANA5Fig8T8kbd 維尼
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我抿著唇,把手放上門把。8964 copyright protection105PENANAZfYHxoIAU2 維尼
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我打開練習室的門,哥哥坐在鋼琴前,眼神迷茫,看到我進來,問了我一個問題:弟弟,我不知道我喜不喜歡音樂……甚至不知道自己是不是走錯了路……。8964 copyright protection105PENANA933Rh95TwI 維尼
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走錯了路?你那令人羨慕的天分擺在眼前,擺在一個被剝奪音樂的孩子眼前你說會不會忌妒?我那壓抑已久的憤怒惡龍從我體內竄出惡狠狠的吼向……天才。他先是錯愕,然後是沉默。8964 copyright protection105PENANA7KZaDHtbge 維尼
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許久後他才再度開口:你喜歡音樂,而我從來不愛,但天分卻放我這,老天還真愛作弄人……。他自嘲著,眼底盡是苦澀。8964 copyright protection105PENANAz5eLgWoBHs 維尼
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他突然站了起來走到敞開的床邊,望著藍天,笑了:那麼現在就把你渴望著的鎂光燈、鋼琴送給你吧!隨即一躍而下,動作流暢的簡直像在腦裡演練了多遍,快的讓人來不及反應。8964 copyright protection105PENANAHcHZw7YVL2 維尼
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隔天的報紙版面登著大大的幾個字:鋼琴天才跳樓8964 copyright protection105PENANA4ZJfq4eGir 維尼
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這幾個字刺上心頭,尖銳的難以想像。我闔上報紙,不願再看。8964 copyright protection105PENANAzSwYyX0g62 維尼
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我早該發現的。早該在他說出這種話時阻止。8964 copyright protection105PENANAPyHunimjTa 維尼
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但,真的又可以讓他幸福?鎂光燈……他之前說要贈予我的鎂光燈,讓他如此痛苦的鎂光燈,我真的可以收下?不,是有辦法收下?8964 copyright protection105PENANA3JUFsOoNSD 維尼
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爸爸走進客廳,依舊是那樣面無表情:你,要成為鋼琴家嗎?8964 copyright protection105PENANAV6akRxlH88 維尼
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我笑了。8964 copyright protection105PENANAxg1nGc3gnc 維尼
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還真的跟哥哥說的一樣。原來,他要的不是哥哥,而是一個鋼琴家——一個一流的鋼琴家。8964 copyright protection105PENANATfuwysXoUU 維尼
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好。8964 copyright protection105PENANAsZLGMNspHD 維尼
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就這樣,我站上了曾經屬於哥哥的舞台,暴露鎂光燈之下,被哥哥的弟弟這個身份說帶來的掌聲環繞。8964 copyright protection105PENANArTINoYCE06 維尼
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說真的我快樂嗎?我達到了一直以來的夢想,但,我不如幻想的那樣高興。8964 copyright protection105PENANATpXT16Qprk 維尼
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這天,我走向哥哥的病房,他依舊躺在潔白的床單上,一動也不動 。8964 copyright protection105PENANAEeJq8z9ijB 維尼
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我拉起哥哥的手,曾經的紅潤被十年的時光染的蒼白。8964 copyright protection105PENANAGt86q43lRd 維尼
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我打開帶來的電子琴,手顫抖著,比任何一次表演和比賽都要緊張;前奏奏下,輕靈,明亮的音符從指尖流瀉而出。我閉上眼,彷彿又回到小時候,哥哥教我第一首樂曲的那時候。8964 copyright protection105PENANAB1GXJlETyp 維尼
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最後一個音符落下,病房又恢復以往的寧靜。我看了哥哥最後一眼,準備離去。8964 copyright protection105PENANAI7swPRsCie 維尼
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好好聽!一個稚氣未脫的聲音傳入耳中,我轉過身,映入眼簾的是一個身材瘦小女孩。8964 copyright protection105PENANA23zKWqRtug 維尼
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你……喜歡音樂嗎?我略帶遲疑的問。8964 copyright protection105PENANA2NVMJjgVcF 維尼
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喜歡!最喜歡了!女孩毫不遲疑的態度讓他想到兒時的自己。8964 copyright protection105PENANAlnaTOFAYLH 維尼
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真可愛。或許,當時哥哥也是這樣看我的吧。8964 copyright protection105PENANAOmpKk7VFqq 維尼
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那麼好好保持那股對音樂單純的熱愛吧。我說,拿出紙條寫下一串號碼。8964 copyright protection105PENANAvNYpu8u7Lu 維尼
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拿著。想學鋼琴時可以來找我。8964 copyright protection105PENANANpRb2GAyCG 維尼
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說完,我大步離開病房。8964 copyright protection105PENANAxduYNvKtHo 維尼
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我的破碎不堪的初心似乎又補上了一些。8964 copyright protection105PENANAHM5gTZ12sg 維尼
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