1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMQRKU6dMN
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQlXeVU84x
1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzJ53dpgrD 尼

Day 1 07001234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgQsNR2yVA 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33CmDjWPft
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZcpLMGQSP

Deployment day.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP9YWs2jP7 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefa9nP8jrq
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfASrOxT4X

I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7DyoheiU2
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm0s6j54Gs 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy1BmlF9OO
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzYfjedeoI

“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAlE9h7YOn
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG7c3i870B
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9yjH7kkcf
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOEhjZXS3S 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnT8lI5aKM
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx1uTxZMSC

“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptKofYDPTu
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATEiKpKSq9
in the future well who knows!”1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4sXeryAbm 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33v4mM9Cfd
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOJCHUQdFY

Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2bh2PZCWQ
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjjz7aGqdj 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj5KzDj3pi
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXiNmNgxa6

“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PYJBn1ypb
chorus.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFQaCOoL6n 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc23EVX0f1
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv0SZCPu8n

That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHfqnyJQ9L
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShGQuqWPiO
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNg4kVkwJb
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPXhPKyFhg
sending troops for the past year or so.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAXR05bmkO 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHc35e0IUa
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtWOL9XDyV

And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDYiGfE8ft
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDq82nqp1E 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB6Pb04Jfe
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN1v3GP5PG

After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcBMmP8e1k
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm79Y23dBuc
from training, and got comfortable.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mJE9MfEbd 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW8vu21ejK
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYrsYPlPNm

“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtAEUb7N4L
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpKFoZmrBr 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr02KMEw0D
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXTfMknYnh

“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxWar8p46F
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nXx3f3roG
silence.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL0SdrRWPN 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJVuG46cih
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOYeJ8u9PS

Day 1 15001234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq7u5KBspX 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS4LorcjUI
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LI0BwlbRp

Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oJpnVzMY9
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cKNKwAvKY
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikCU7zWIqe
 Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9VigSAtxw
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjogrCfgr26
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmstOpr4VY
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡvICmxYt9tT 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJwUIwAkMz
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtExPsmW0Cb

Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF6uA1Dgvi
spend our time however we felt like. 1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fEnzNcQc2 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51qmjOACcd
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPM99a8ob2

Following that order I found Peter with a group of our1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZyhVG1TgV
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXewdjb9Pk
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO5FItI22R 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN90v8QZl7p
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDLSP0JMTp

All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyczMB7jL0
be a great tour.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzbgjVa2JZ 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEDTEsiG9t
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQsgQCaI4q

Day 71234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbqmyAqdbT 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfEOiC5XDK
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dxK2X2crR

Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVTdQFIkfI
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWE9rv2YFZ 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90h8kElN8n
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIzJ18mlYP

And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0fgeR6Ayd
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBZSoXqAV2
fight for.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eIiyzKMry 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyYUJd5KU2
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt89DqDxYI

Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsLVAGzPuW
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI77TSOytCX
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7xqdE5b1y
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHS4ICBHFg
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpW8mvZitB 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7Bjw5OFUv
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGsjhqF9pr

But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeYxqMkReH
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSJNm8Yaav
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvhsMxH3m5
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXytHZK8qR
is just bored like me.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbciVC825G 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzhU114JfS
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0juzmwM8yj

Day 101234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ217A1OkYRU 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9JxYJOVqe
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE92Ug74TBM

Fuck, fuck, FUKC1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgZJ0R2Upj 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStkXEcWynH
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsJpYrRaaV

Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5DV3YdMIh
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrGLwMQPGs 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiQ2egETUb
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrj79dZUPb

It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVLYSCAaXa
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkWU1t8y5m
second house by the time the first shots rang.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lCDUbYF6m 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssiqClCMIa
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdmq0n1CIh

I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt7RdHL6V8
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXxm08qoDB
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KW9CWchW4
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qw0VEdkwK 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrRPlJ8PWq
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WYoKIrHKq

Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s4QIocoDA
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qfUINGIUS
lodging at where I was standing previously.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡo43ZtA0Hoq 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6wYJK6pc3
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLLLZZhJCd

I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJPupDdYYE
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPywxdUBDuT
was in shock. 1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqiSv5VCeA 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfgd7AKEIS
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaULiZdtT0x

Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm9GLtb8hK
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6uQcHRVDq
our next position.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK4BXWOPKk 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rgZHnJ6xs
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuEiZFPZGC

That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpYmPmuq5z
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzciqdb1OaL
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpROiNlK5SV
scared. It felt good protecting my teammate.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYjxzLqMtv 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQEJrBn2jz
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUgp19jx3m

I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rkLJPeVlX
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uTJpYkOij
died and five were injured.  I’m glad1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4EsnWS3En
it wasn’t me,  I’m glad most of us1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKYrmbzzom
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpLd1MyjFT
remember their sacrifice.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SBMoe961a 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfBvdjH16d
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHX0qMrCGB

Right…the thing. I…1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ugRip7ag3 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjnK8KYCn1
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ104nI1PBKC

It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzWsMG1Sqh
I wrote this entry.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfGWNCwmGl 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZVMDjKJcw
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqGwMZKPe9

The actions described next happened after the attack. Most1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mJK4HVp1V
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtpkihjuK4
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWNCUPsCnv
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDsMtRwNHp 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8yHtan5Lp
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQy5oeoQ2s

Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH2jyO18By
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvSoCGmh3K
dealing with what happened in our own ways.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsCewOV8d6 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFep8PCge4
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvheFOx73P

For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLdLYZ2ZqI
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVSy9rdqah
of the houses.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoQiQXoAdM 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmmJb83yZL
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRlqwDL56e

I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbidmK57koK
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I0pSq7xKr 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwVNTxAdWz
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDFNan7bGU

“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxfkjjVqvi
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeJByCjgna
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YlRtyAisp
then he pulled out his gun on me. 1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW1vksuayg 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGpm88jc3F
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQVDYfWFr8

“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYUDqAldxt
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pk3a4f9Nx 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV47OBRwtdF
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvNGwR8bs0

I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8O2isGvJG
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpigzKmjSlF
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzcQuKf3tA
order.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVkienOBo6 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Dt198sqDF
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWJBfhcCpX

So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnspwpBPGVT
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEMohjlyXP 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWgh4s5V6x
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0b8FmfyBi

Day 201234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgNgPTLV9r 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYOerE3lrG
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp60sSmyV4O

Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzKYF6az9X
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEaC1MnUNA
the initial blast with burns… They all died heroes.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4Y6NjdWrC 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0d7xaBEj0
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjePVkHvhAc

Day 401234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZZh7lwo10 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls0fZWDOK4
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinSlWJOzdl

More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX3hDltC5S
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpNgFJww4s
her warmth. 1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0Uf9VDnZd 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaxbqLXHH0
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7niWU3DTsg

Day 501234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG9k3Gv6m6 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC5x92fHss
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0FT3btJnm

I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJZcLBAIps
really means to be a soldier.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIa3G2hhxe 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpTShKknRJ
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mKv0EHBQu

“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0PatQ7KO4
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82cmo4XtJz
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujuXCBH6Pv
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIU9DKNaKS
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkGBJqv2md
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzgUBZI6eo 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6X7rq85si
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVc2PXPnxl

I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4avKv66yB
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMXYf92Pdi
I’m a good soldier.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGJOgk1B20 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIwslqBQwn
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX5n7ndNvz

Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2kAet3sR7
to a different base.  We were infront off1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspq0HcMGdr
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bbpimK9se
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRbHqP2V4q
covered our rear.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGN01pvId7 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNinTPcQ91
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeo9BINnRN

I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtliMyrz9L
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat. A group of people, children,1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypf1qxszlV
really blocked our way. 1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUhUmtxEob 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavgjsIRHnH
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKwZgAhvLO

Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wSGQ2e1gS
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp5z6Af0mB 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtXYDtTwCk
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLySVV8w6f

“Aim and be ready to fire.”1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKHlV9fCYz 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAKEkZC7p4
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrikH6EZyjE

“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaCoF4dBOx
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqqgpzLWcA 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVz70Yclu1
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q094WZSbT

“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zon45vuKF
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYVyxKSSbo 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8TWykdaDo
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0ptakQWPJ

“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5hybgJMyI
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi3v7a2f87
Mel as they both followed  the sergeants1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aXrouo1Jx
example.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLrr7jVcid 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwNralCnt4
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8C2dosLEk

I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf50bfJV4am
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPMG7LT6IZ
children didn’t move.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX0XoYmWsk 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0XeFFGEzY
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi5VxU1bSp

“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk5i88zBQc
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm5TR30U9b
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡWojx4JnkIY 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2ZtsW7ThV
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7xWboObc7

Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3CAgPYPhI
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsQukrnw5x
do.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17JcmDBYyk 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgeBrHXwBd
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49DOOv0dmt

But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm1xHuqCjM
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpieeT4iddY
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcSepWGOqo
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡc40JSIgyH3 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfx2H1BiO8
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSD45vL9ag

Day 551234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO0zmujGbI 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu7rEbmPVw
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr1KG5jgBY

Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZmQVTwMI3
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWt9v2xdgN
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBcC361lbz
nothing was wrong, that fucker. There are only three of us left in the squad.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iKWyxDFQm
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mq5sv0bh9 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwtgcF1Rdt
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ537l6tGAxT

Day 571234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjm0ZWfbJ6 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd9y4Bn6sf
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAscFvAuZF

Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrrChFyVmQ
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vZ1ciTs5Y 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0Uio6Luqq
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dYlAAiZMq

Day 641234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgwU6HWx6Y 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6tNPhv0YQ
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgFXYaY0dy

Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVq1w8NuA5
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopfgrXF9a2
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSvVdPsxYF
feet.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ106Zf4alqZ 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaWXemdBnn
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0U1b8U6Gd

Day 661234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQrnwSNRbC 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztPf5cwl54
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtgjhWTvEx

Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCEvBtr3Xl
diary. Pointless.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k5QVP16GI 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkiUnUU1Pk
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRX84wbu6F

Day 701234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeGEWPk9Rh 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPow4fxQQZI
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxppfQ8dO4

…1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS9fOlc6Pc 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMNW04mWFN
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAYUNo50D8

Current day1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzsGwfFcNv 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfOkDJ6pYx
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvwzk2RYvy

“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMTGTHoeNz
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa98HqT8cXw
jibes.  I admit they hurt at first but1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJyetHOTlJ
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dniBXgRTE 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt15sItOAj
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc6kG14EgC

We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRfzg3Sy28
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvjLeqyl7d 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWaBJjZR4o
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZz3zSJmkn

“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmUu63YNso
potential hostile.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VvKDhHj4b 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bCQJvhCQT
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6mLDGSTJZ

“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb89AJVbBG
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N8stWn9TG
voice.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdTyJvxeWt 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG28hhCXYk
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY6sUbKQAr

“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC8xDYLKps
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnZOl4CIUI
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHeG68SNN1
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmwxvCVaI8
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡd87t7hsqZO 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZPjCYH7st
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3fnldgkjJ

“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHdjKfelku
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUwdr2Lc4T
finally returned.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwUDgQFrex 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTs5uMcD1z
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SnN5Z0B7T

Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.1234 copyright protection1290ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG9agyVbCR 尼1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL51NpsaSl
1294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVWY1ahq2y

216.73.216.38