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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz1yg9DrBv
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt27yjSnkRr
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyTEi6EPjT
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGEdfI5lbz
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDVSVKogsd
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXBtUgxODC
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7Xhvz4PZb
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLQuSfJaS7
in the future well who knows!”903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykxBK4pcJI
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvdyttJTON
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdvv6QMOhO
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUyvg5RFFg
chorus.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujW6nilgEJ
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM97Me2KuM4
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz2mnoEOUG
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoreV0U1IL
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nd01wp3SF
sending troops for the past year or so.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdRg9DBbez
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bltWjH5EN
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EP4utxm61
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtIHOMhG8P
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AWzBKinmI
from training, and got comfortable.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhYIE1p0bY
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORl8vyHZDM
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXQ6DLCOjc
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFHCS6xcPd
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7LRC7FXbc
silence.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFDy07JEo1
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Day 1 1500903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7l0cOsLo4
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz7BX73CSp
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNExEc4MGY
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xq0z4v0EN
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMpuBwTPIL
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oCr5fs3yl
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm0JVQbIx3
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd7vADb3I7
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CYwNsaRYO
spend our time however we felt like. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeVVf0s3mz
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWP5Yvl5cc
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc50Lc0cgk
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfhmYl7dyT
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhr3TG66ne
be a great tour.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlYyD2dacz
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NwJFjn3fr
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK44Z4dJfBk
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl09q8iQUDD
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6og984g1cQ
fight for.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dQnPfPDSc
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouwp68a6pS
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaNIvUqG7G
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSVrOETly3
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjFJCRj0th
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpywJKmN4fs
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW53QjBho2n
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNCbUb6svs
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS25OsWCEU
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdG1nv6Piy
is just bored like me.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXbFK7Z8XR
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Day 10903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKbJRkNT9B
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QNhg02OFq
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG8N16sVDh
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl6TErsnjz
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwSNg9VH17
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WpaBgDmz1
second house by the time the first shots rang.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhrlsCLT28
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRxRClj5RZ
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9xReSkRbT
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NUpdewu2e
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOGm7pkNLZ
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qldzMCBJz
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws6DFgzZu2
lodging at where I was standing previously.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOdsuAnDbq
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtH8YjHHu3
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFPfg4q7VK
was in shock. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWBgzPNhp7
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XiIaFATQ6
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUdeR4Mk6J
our next position.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQbfU9louR
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaXWYCRWRG
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5b0ZI3WWh
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzkeIEbCyNIt felt good protecting my teammate.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwDYA81gpe
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLS52AsF7b
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4edvuT9TdX
died and five were injured. I’m glad903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTGDcsJbQC I’m glad most of us903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3FiQPgzLh
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIejWfR38O2
remember their sacrifice.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh63Dq6XpYF
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Right…the thing. I…903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EaUTOQVry
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAFwAHNlYq903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3lUDs8x9v
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzkbJoZIc9
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikiTWnj9pq
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiDHkoDW4f
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB176mLru1
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRax1Wndl08
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHksUotVjm6
dealing with what happened in our own ways.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMNMfh5kpF
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk1o0PPkFc
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKozXiCX9v
of the houses.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpSARjOebZ
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqThf6hKmJ
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFmNYUPUwL
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw2LpRDy9a
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl8rIOWxd3
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmXRlcoU6p
then he pulled out his gun on me. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFiwzhDoNx
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KzrZDkzgP
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn9Tf3vHe3
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9HR7sE0ID
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog6fMQJUpp
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOC2wl8TS1
order.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoKd4ZWpuB
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuW89AEdZz
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnKfGz1q8K
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMCIzGYDpY
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhMIA58WsvThey all died heroes.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lXCCQY7yb
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKieuHFWMk3903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX3NX2xJDW
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLGko9400j
her warmth.
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ3cDVDGeX903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu04ApHO4RB
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VdHKtB95k
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB6QbTSpr7
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynweRIbr1e
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPv62fL0QF
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9MCCfxBCr
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6LwPcN0tN
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpb69kOEwh
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdevcwxvOi7
I’m a good soldier.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxvaPwMhSB
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaQqBrYHMB
to a different base. We were infront off903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lgDiVTR8T
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYbySEUxAc
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXwkeq9Uws
covered our rear.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5ZFKuTIEu
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIRTOJffDT. A group of people, children,903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU29Vnzyg7
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO39sUv3Zd
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y05qj8Tws
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBt4Z1i9fT
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv2zZxRxYw
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2IWEHg3lS
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrAoGLoeQ1
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQVq3sPUTP
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxTT17Ta91
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpiR0jcNPs
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2ieC2UHU3
Mel as they both followed the sergeants903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKgsVUkDsx
example.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgPegZGPRW
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml0CLFRKOV
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwWvhdYh7b
children didn’t move.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vvHJeqOUw
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMapEHbiCVm
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SY0cF7GAg
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6DfsAX0pS
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDgskvSuTq
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EElZsXkGM
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqUwvOyU7h
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8W6lnG9VI
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrALWl4F6fn
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVPvbQ6i2m
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdBZ1bRh3I
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLRPbHdZCP There are only three of us left in the squad.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrNDjpX9Er
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO0wwv82Fp
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDo91finN6
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Day 57903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0eu4rYPO5
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmABeX70nKn
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n4YsPwUva
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsLIMvIoKF
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBewxFFB2RE
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXpi3WW5CU
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGz4W76SkJ
diary. Pointless.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRPHuY8dht
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYpU9TnVMd
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphkNrjp0qL
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccw2QwTEKk
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED3XSFGewc
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdPOqSCfsx
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdjTLuTmAf
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1SZcNsWu2
potential hostile.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLFATeZRfG
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YQV3WpB2K
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmboaj5bp4
voice.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18hp8amN4B
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhblygDZych
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqeWcxIRSY
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5Ewv0dAPl
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlXsltRUCM
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n5TC9CWJ6
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR2ohxgty2
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuUiXam1ZV
finally returned.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWczq1r1gO
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOn40gs65u
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