剛剛有人自殺了,是個穿著水手校服的女生,鮮紅的血染紅了她雪白的校服。
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“很危險請大家不要靠近”有人這樣說著,但這分明是要更多人集合的暗號。511Please respect copyright.PENANAf7KcZ4yKZr
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圍觀者瘋狂拿著手機拍照,“現在的小孩啊,怎麼一點點的壓力就想不開了?”
“一定是在叛逆期啊,一個高中生能有什麼煩惱呢?”有人在責罵她,有人在指責她卻沒有人同情她。
“對啊,十幾歲的人能有什麼煩惱?現在年輕人抗壓能力怎麼這麼差……”責罵,唾棄,指責聲此起彼落。
“……”
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躺在冰冷石路上的尸體逐漸冰冷,流淌在路上的血有著無可言喻的赤紅511Please respect copyright.PENANAgSV3t8GOzf
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一個星期前,一個女孩被一班人圍在女廁裡。511Please respect copyright.PENANAshSHZ4ep6i
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她被拳打腳踢,身上傷痕累累。511Please respect copyright.PENANAbd6kQImCBG
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她疼得哭了出來,想找人求救但發現沒有人可以幫助她,回到家裡被家人無條件責罵,父親打罵,母親冷嘲熱諷,弟弟恥笑……511Please respect copyright.PENANAsX656SAZDy
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原本已經充滿淤傷的身體此刻又增加了更多的傷,有的傷口甚至滲出血來了,但沒依舊有人會關心她。511Please respect copyright.PENANAPumwj3DVap
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五天前,她被圍毆的影片被放出來了,在網絡上被人們嘲笑,嘲她軟弱無能,活該。511Please respect copyright.PENANAzXDVII3gV9
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這刻的她內心已經崩潰了,網民的攻擊,家人的冷嘲熱諷,同學們的霸凌。511Please respect copyright.PENANALTaT7AXnk6
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現在的她居然連哭也沒法哭了,內心出奇的寧靜,彷彿這世界已經與她再無關係。511Please respect copyright.PENANANK0vIg6Iws
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三天前,她已經沒有上學了,雙親把她趕出家門,她漫無目的地走在大街上身邊只有冷風相伴。
“吶,我是真的生存着嗎?我好像越來越感受不到自己的情感了。”
那天下午她偶然在大街上撿到一把美工刀,她用美工刀輕輕劃了一下手臂,預想中的疼痛感並沒有到來取代而之的是前所未有的快感。
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因為她從傷口流出的鮮血中尋找到溫暖,從刺痛中感受到自己還活著。511Please respect copyright.PENANA53VpGaIyQ8
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兩天前,她的手臂和腿上都充滿著密密麻麻的自殘痕跡。自殘的傷口都沒有得到消毒處理,發炎,腐爛了。511Please respect copyright.PENANA7RgHhJCJ93
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搖搖晃晃的走在街上,身邊的路人對她指指點點但還是沒有人上前去關心她。511Please respect copyright.PENANAsN0QzuGlH2
但她一點也不在乎,感覺已經對世界再沒有依戀或是對世界失望透頂了。
“或許只要我死了,就不會感受到痛苦了吧。”
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一天前,她打算割腕自殺。511Please respect copyright.PENANAObTeUdWHHU
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在手腕血管位置上劃了一下,鮮血淋漓。她坐在小巷的地上等待著死亡的到來,不知不覺就睡著了。511Please respect copyright.PENANAMrBT6NIv4X
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再醒來時,傷口已經結痂,卻沒能死去。511Please respect copyright.PENANAE1p7k9dP22
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10小時前,她找到一條白繩打算上吊自殺,511Please respect copyright.PENANAl5ZSsP6qsq
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卻找不到可以吊的地方。511Please respect copyright.PENANAL45eSlHEIV
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她開始無所不用其極不斷傷害自己務求能死去。511Please respect copyright.PENANAjrBcQVhWY8
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1小時前,她終於找到自己家的大廈了。511Please respect copyright.PENANAa4baA3URh3
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走進去卻恰巧撞見父母帶著弟弟出去遊玩,511Please respect copyright.PENANAyvM1XlxQc6
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他們笑得很開心好像她從沒有出現過一樣。511Please respect copyright.PENANAzuioYA9FBB
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她面無表情的走過,徑自走到電梯門前。511Please respect copyright.PENANAdNF1IzLftm
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進入電梯門的時候看了父母一眼,那個眼神已經了無色彩。511Please respect copyright.PENANAqHBTXrMmPA
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30分鐘前,她坐在40樓天台上,努力思考著可以讓自己對這個世界留戀的東西,卻發現沒有,一個也沒有。511Please respect copyright.PENANAFMqibesVpK
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這15年來每天都像是生活在地獄裡,511Please respect copyright.PENANAyCpbSEY86j
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每次以為可以逃出這地獄時卻冷不防被人再次踢下去,掉到了更深的深淵。511Please respect copyright.PENANAqoYGxoVUwD
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這裡像是無底洞一樣怎樣也爬不出去。
“或許死了真的會更好吧,我的家人...似乎也希望我不存在。”
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1分鐘前,她感受到前所未有的快樂,因為她將要結束這一切的痛苦了。511Please respect copyright.PENANAhIBrWDXMJH
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當迎來一個新的開始之時,可能只會想讓自己消失吧。511Please respect copyright.PENANABHS02ce4EF
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她感受著這世界的唯一待她溫柔的微風,望向天空,不自覺羨慕起小鳥來。“如果我也可以像小鳥一樣在天空自在飛翔,拋棄所有痛苦就好了。”
從四十樓天台望下,她竟感受不到一絲恐懼。
“也是時候再見了,溫柔的微風,自由的小鳥。”
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拿出全部勇氣縱身一躍飛過天空,成了飛鳥抓住雲彩,化成風飛向遠方。511Please respect copyright.PENANAzxvc5VxqKZ
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就在幾秒前,她微不可察的說了一句再見。511Please respect copyright.PENANAEAMLngQTkb
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她最後那一句再見不為任何人,只是為了自己而喊。511Please respect copyright.PENANAw4gl3YFomW
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你說,那些自殺的人是想不開,還是想開了?511Please respect copyright.PENANAKVt0gK7ecn
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其實所有生物都渴望著生,懼怕著死亡,這是簡單又最初的本能。511Please respect copyright.PENANApyfIo3FGgO
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然而要多大的絕望才能忘記本能?511Please respect copyright.PENANAKjbWCtN4Jw
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我真的覺得去檢討自殺的人很不應該,因為自殺也需要勇氣。511Please respect copyright.PENANAErW0CwOe62
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所以到底是她放棄了世界還是世界放棄了她?511Please respect copyright.PENANAcroIolbrPH
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自殺者不是活不下去而是沒能活下去。511Please respect copyright.PENANA7SK8xo1yCq
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願世界都能被溫柔以待。
這首歌叫“她曾經活過啊”(生きていたんだよな)是一首日文歌,這首歌真的令我有很大的感觸。每次看到新聞有人跳樓死亡或者自殺,我都不禁去想到底這個世界有多可怕才能令一個生命想去了結自己?對於那些自殺的人來說,自殺恐怕是為了能夠從這個可怕的世界中解脫。而那些指責自殺者的人,或許是造成這個世界變得可怕的兇手吧。真的希望世界上每一個人都能被溫柔以待。
以下是歌詞:
二日前このへんで511Please respect copyright.PENANAOcW9tUZ51X
兩天前在這附近511Please respect copyright.PENANATW8aaW1rMo
飛び降り自殺した人のニュースが流れてきた511Please respect copyright.PENANA4iF1UwDE2K
跳樓自殺的人的新聞被報導出來了
血まみれセーラー511Please respect copyright.PENANALhs9ArIS4K
被血染紅的水手服511Please respect copyright.PENANAooF58c1xZl
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被冤枉的老師511Please respect copyright.PENANAHWaDdY6vrN
たちまちここらはネットの餌食511Please respect copyright.PENANAxXywOpy89E
一眨眼這裡就成了網路的飼料
「危ないですから離れてください」511Please respect copyright.PENANA7aVnqpnRAf
「很危險請大家不要靠近」511Please respect copyright.PENANAK8uhEQ5bGC
そのセリフが集合の合図なのにな511Please respect copyright.PENANAmpcaZyEiTF
這台詞分明是要大家集合的暗號啊
馬鹿騒ぎした奴らがアホみたいに撮りまくった511Please respect copyright.PENANATuiDEprces
騷動大得可笑,這些傢伙們蠢蛋般地狂拍照511Please respect copyright.PENANAXEAuP19DFe
冷たいアスファルトに流れるあの血の何とも言えない赤さが511Please respect copyright.PENANAB3NcV5SgFr
流淌在冰冷柏油路上那血的無可言喻的赤紅511Please respect copyright.PENANA9AAMsT0cny
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多美 多美
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在毫不知情的電視映像管之外
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活著活著 你曾活著對吧511Please respect copyright.PENANA1t3X1vak99
最後のサヨナラは他の誰でもなく511Please respect copyright.PENANAcvZSPggzj9
最後的那聲再見不是對其他任何人511Please respect copyright.PENANAeCotcbBnTE
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而是對自己的吶喊對吧
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證明她曾經活過的紅色血液511Please respect copyright.PENANAqVPof2RKF7
何も知らない大人たちに二秒で拭き取られてしまう511Please respect copyright.PENANAmbncxI0B4B
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「ドラマでしかみたことなーい」511Please respect copyright.PENANADY1oierDSh
「這我只在電視劇裡看過~!」511Please respect copyright.PENANA5iVscS4TQJ
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遠遠地 遠遠地
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想哭了呀511Please respect copyright.PENANAU7SVBGs8wu
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想哭了呀511Please respect copyright.PENANAb2K6lI2Kq8
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本該漫長的一天太陽卻要落下了
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是不是會忍不住想要消失?
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「要盡全力把握你現在擁有的生命」什麼的真是漂亮話啊511Please respect copyright.PENANA098cW2oxlS
精一杯勇気を振り絞って彼女は空を飛んだ511Please respect copyright.PENANADT1SP0LWQi
盡全力鼓起了勇氣的她向天空飛去了511Please respect copyright.PENANAfuuobZ0TDi
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懷抱著希望飛去了
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