三日後，她化着淡妝，穿上A字短裙，身上掛着個黑色chanel 斜肩袋的出現在大圍地鐵站前。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKnipRZZPO
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我爲了隆重其事，也不忘穿上襯衫加牛仔褲，打扮得斯文得體。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dWoQuyqJi
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「冇見過你着恤衫嘅？」 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdLZsJaBgM
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBGMY3pjfl
「除咗去自修室之外，我都冇同過你出街！」說畢這句，我不禁苦笑。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9cx3R7uDv
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「哦，係喎！咁我哋去邊呀？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglpKqot4Ne
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzcq24rhaP
「誒......原本諗住踩單車， 但你着緊裙，都係最好唔好踩喇。喺呢到附近行吓啦。」 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa36iaN04I
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「咁都係嘅，仲有呀，我其實唔識踩單車。」她尷尬的笑着，仿似一陣冷風吹來，使對話凝結到冰點。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLQhC5P1b8
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjZpFsxAvs
 「唔緊要！周圍都有唔少好嘢食嘅。可以行吓㗎！」 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnWLOzQxlJ
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD2AIBI2Dv
「都得嘅，不過我好少食街邊嘢。」她也好像有點無奈。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvzvHgJfzQ
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EylcILtF3
 「咁你有冇邊度想去呀？」我實在不知道她的喜好。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9RvaOrwFV
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflN7Eb90uD
 「不如去商場啦！我好熱呀！」原本我還計劃着和她在附近踏踏單車，再沿着大圍道走走，就到附近吃糖水，豈料她只是想到商場享受冷氣。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhiSNfwY5M
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd5fU1yze3
 「但呢到冇咩商場好行喎。」大圍道本來就只有十幾層樓高的平房，有何來有大商場逛呢？513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH8PTOil18
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「咁呀......去又一城啦！都係搭一個站啫。」原來她也一早想好了目的地。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nbONKl0Wk
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYk9zVTtmc
「好啊！」我們乘着地鐵到達又一城。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BlzBgEbxv
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B1IrkmJjX
說真的，我可對這商場的商鋪不太了解，只見商場的最底層已全是名牌店，而我也跟她順着樓層在每一層悠閒地遊走。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX9oWC00yT
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjseMMq8Ku6
 「嘩！呢個袋好靚呀！呢隻色好似係啱啱新出㗎咋！」她指着某名店櫥窗上的人形公仔叫嚷。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsAXsHMFPw
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1t3uNgPv6
 縱使她不會要求我送名牌給她，但也沒理由看着她羨慕的樣子而不爲所動吧。爲免這種情形繼續下去，我提議了到無印買文具。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37AfWxaze5
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「你睇下，呢支筆隻色好靚呀！你覺得我買唔買好啊？」她在無印從琳琅滿目的貨品中取出一支淺黃色的原子筆在試紙上畫了個心。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4dtRfNoTK
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0lRPlX6XQ
「你鍾意咪買囉！」黃色既不顯色，又不實用，買來又是爲何？ 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyNrFkuFHK
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJViOV8lsOp
「好呀！你隨便揀，我畀錢！」文具可算是我最有能力負擔的禮物了，現在不請客，恐怕反倒要她請客了。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaQZOcsLQp
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUq8Xd0c6x
 「一件純棉恤衫，三支原子筆，一半活頁筆記簿，盛惠435蚊呀唔該！」我有點遲疑地掏出五百大元，想不到外表看似實而不華的貨品纔是最貴的。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8baSI5lZEW
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDj9e4ltRy
「不如我哋食飯之前去溜冰呀！我好耐冇溜喇！」她捉緊我的手，興奮的把手上下搖曳。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtU5KMVBAl
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejGAdsZ1q5
 「我唔識溜冰喎，你教我呀！」我一次都末踏足過溜冰場，也不打算學溜冰，只是在她的份上才去嘗試一下。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UNmOdFerF
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCsoHtqXuI
「嘩！你啲平衡力咁差㗎！又話識踩單車嘅？你自己揸住條柱練習下行路先啦！」說罷她便走到空曠的溜冰場中心優雅地旋轉，徑自跳起曼妙的舞蹈。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5nL2j4gRw
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWcEgHZpy8
我自問天資愚笨，她放棄教導我也是應該的。 看着她在遠處自由自在地滑翔，我卻在原地爲學會走路而掙扎，仿似連上天也在諷刺我永遠也不能接近她。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmmWfOtH6f
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好不容易，我捱過了在溜冰場的痛苦時光，接下來的晚餐又是一大考驗。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zPG9PyC0p
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrmUqxCz3O
 「要個mediterranean sea bass 呀， 唔該！」死得！這裏點餐要用英文的嗎？明明餐牌上就有中文名字呀！513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUIpS2wuSp
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「咁要個一號餐呀，唔該！」幸好自己有點小聰明，讀套餐的數字就可以避過說英文的情況了。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFygQay0JDJ
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFvLoMwXuW
 看着豆腐樣般微型的菜式，她興高采烈地拍了不同角度的食物照片，就像比吃食物本身更滿足般。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl0ETDFiKK
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEJxGm5Ure
 「幾好食喎！」這間餐廳是她選的，不說好吃難道要批評它份量少，價錢高嗎？ 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WcuMK1Ts0
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「係咩？我覺得個魚有啲韌，同埋個醬有啲杰得濟，冇咗嗰種creamy嘅感覺囉！」真想不到原來她會批評食物質素。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpswzVTVNu
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxsZSm9GHQ
「唔緊要啦！下次去第度食囉！我俾錢先！」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWaaSCBpCW
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ85tvHu3B
 「吓！等陣，我哋分開比啦！」她連忙阻止了我，並慢吞吞的掏出錢包，可在此時，侍應已用不耐煩的神情盯着我。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpW0i73Ige
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERJ8IIj5H5
 「喂？媽眯？我喺又一城呀！你哋喺附近可以車埋我？好啊！」她獨自回覆電話。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rpRb2hJH3
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她再向我瞧了一眼，道：「可唔可以車埋我朋友呀？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdUio7i0mW
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhgQteEIXB
「好嘢！你有車搭喇！」她眯起眼睛笑，就像小孩子般可愛。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp4qECz64R
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAkY0Ywa2m
「唔係幾好意思㗎？」我爲免尷尬，便多番推搪。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc342Ll5hX
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最終，我也被她的熱情降服，上了她父母的七人車。實不相瞞，這是我第一次坐上私家車，感受着軟硬適中的皮椅上爲疲憊的身子帶來一點放鬆。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaUBHVbhpE
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcokNQINhZ
「呀女，佢喺你......朋友呀？」她皺起眉頭，把我身體每一部分都不放過的用眼睛掃描一遍。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzIm125PF1
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBnmj2hVMu
「係呀！佢叫呀謙！」 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOOayhGHQr
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「男女之間唔好叫得咁親密啦！人地會尷尬㗎嘛！係咪呀同學仔？」她像是要警戒人般盯着我。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaNNh1wkAY
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJQMfIXGyM
「係......」 「同學仔，你想邊度落呀？」相比之下，她父親以更平易近人的態度向我說話。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoOxbwUEtF
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTzLMDffme
 「誒.......大圍地鐵站得㗎喇！」我才不會跟別人說自己住公屋。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6mTmOuv11
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f9XsOYJdp
 「唔喺屋企樓下落呀？咁咪要行好遠囉！」 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOcJrWOQPX
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJTh38FAHX
「真係唔使㗎喇！我有嘢要去地鐵站附近買！」我隨便亂編個藉口，試圖擺脫他咄咄逼人的話語。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49qDnLcYlL
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWOu3tOb9F
 「好喇！拜拜！」幸好車程只需幾分鐘，我不用多久就可以離開那寬敞但壓迫感異常地重的車廂。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxxVFE6vE2
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 我重回地面， 卻沒對彤彤有什麼不捨，反而更多了一份釋懷。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5Kst0gf0D
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與預期不同，這次與她的「約會」反而令我認清自己與彤彤根本是不一樣的人。從喜好，購物選擇，到物質上的待遇，我和她都是兩個截然不同的人，試問兩個生活南轅北轍的人要經過多少磨合和掙拗才能一起生活？513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTfE0IB1B6
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqdds64TcE
 性格和「feel」這些都一樣：勉強是不會有幸福的。我是否也要像這段關係放下？ 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppA0sLxD5H
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可惜，我墮得太深，無法從陰霾中爬出。面對身邊的朋友，我總是激動的說她怎麼拜金，機會主義，把自身痛苦的來源推向她身上。在夜闌人靜的晚上，我何嘗想不到最錯的始終是自己？事情的因由不就是我單方面愛上了她嗎？ 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWtnx20QzT
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縱使遇到她的反對，我仍然偏執的堅持，始終相信努力就有幸福，達到她的目標就能與她共枕而睡。我和她根本就不同：一個生活庸碌渾噩的人與一個機會主義者生活只會各自拖累雙方的生活。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxa5roUgG2
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 說白了，她就是需要一個會肯爲自身而努力，或是要一個有將來的人來保護她，給予她安全感。我這種不思進取的廢柴，何嘗會真正做到這些事情？陳志豪在這方面顯然比我好得多吧。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HPaqtNHcG
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或許，各自把這段關係放下，纔是對雙方最好的結果，使人從壓迫中放下，釋懷。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wArVm43tb
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在彤彤和陳志豪都離開這間學校之後，我了無牽掛，重新開展自己的新生活。不同的是，我不再爲別人而努力，而是爲自己而活，隨心所欲地生活下去。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7t9J4SPDN
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU43Hm3cDqS
你說我放下了嗎？不。我每晚也會犯賤地想起她，但又會拒絕她久違的電話來電，任由自己浸淫在痛苦又矛盾的循環中。就算在熒幕上看着別的女人，或是瘋狂的在溫習，心裏總是有一個填補不了的深坑，時不時感到隱隱作痛。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQUNySgxQr
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8As1Q5AYN
 我很想找到別人傾訴這段既無聊又多餘的情史，可自己偏偏就放不下面子，不忍心把那每晚就會出現的弱者呈現在衆人面前。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6aTFsYoXf
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也許我就是一個如此懦弱自卑的人，連自己的真面目也不敢拿出來示人。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnnvvtvKtq
513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKH41HUZ1Y
 「我真係得你一個可以傾訴咋！！」在結束這段冗長的獨白後，我積壓多年的愁緒隨着淚腺的活躍而爆發出來，第一次把自己隱藏多年的眼淚顯露於人前。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnSlx0626n
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「你唔好喊啦！搞到我都好想喊呀！」她嗓子也顫抖起來，急速的呼吸夾雜着渾濁的聲音。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarkzTVMgqz
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