The Prince of The Paper - liar

Last night I dreamt about you

and of how we don't speak anymore

but you'll never tell me the truth

with such a liar tongue,

so I keep myself from calling you,

even though it hurts

it's been two years now and looking back

you would never be what I wished you were.

Cause you know how I am,

I am like that,

I've shown my scars to anyone I've ever met

they've all stitched up my wounds and then decided they didn't care

then they proceeded to cut deeper, leaving me crying on the floor

now every time I open up to someone I pray it won't hurt no more.

There's something good about me

something most people don't get

I might even get despised for this

but those I love will always have my back

it reminds me that you said I would always have yours

you used to say it every day,

along with "real friends abuse each other"

and some other catch-phrase

that I thought it kind of made sense,

which proves now how desperate I felt.

So congratulations for all of the lying

and congratulations for being even worse

than I thought you could possibly be

and thank you for fooling me

into thinking

that I could be king and you would be queen.

Sometimes I hate myself for going to sleep with a smile on my face,

back when we used to talk all night and everything felt just great,

but looking back now I realize I was amusing myself,

while you never had anything to say.

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