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──欸,為什麼那個醫生從來不考慮對象啊?492Please respect copyright.PENANAYYQ6TUMDlZ
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──恩?你不知道嗎,他是個有前科的人。
我在學生時期是個不良,即使如今身批白袍,過去仍常被拿來指指點點。
「醫生,今天是跟家屬預定好的日子。」
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「啊啊,我知道。」
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曾經,在這樣的我身旁,有一位愛嘮叨的兒時玩伴。
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『我說,你幹嘛要一直做著那些危險的事?』
『那可是男人的浪漫。』
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『讓別人擔心就是你口中的浪漫嗎?』492Please respect copyright.PENANAPV1sPZkf7H
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『放心,沒人會擔心我這種垃圾。』492Please respect copyright.PENANAxnS9P6YtUd
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『我會擔心你啊!』492Please respect copyright.PENANA5OqFMRA6g5
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有時覺得煩人,但這樣的你卻讓我心裡湧上一股暖流。
然而,直到我和一群混蛋在夜晚騎車比拼、闖下大禍之後,隔天我就再也聽不見你的聲音。
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被感化院放出來後,我拼了命地矯正自己,當上了醫生。492Please respect copyright.PENANAbdw7EzhmyP
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為的是再次看見你的笑容,還有,我必須得跟你道歉。492Please respect copyright.PENANAdjJKgHhBWl
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對不起,我會更加努力的。492Please respect copyright.PENANACkPInbp1jT
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所以,拜託你,趕快好起來吧。492Please respect copyright.PENANAodK46XSLRm
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然而──492Please respect copyright.PENANAgAi1P6C5rx
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『變成這副模樣20年……已經夠了,請讓我的孩子安樂死吧……』492Please respect copyright.PENANAC5rRm7KZu0
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當你的雙親哭著臉請求我的時候,我才知道,我已經無能為力了好幾十年。
『醫生,這並不是您的錯。』
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要是他們能再多責備我這個殺人犯該有多好。492Please respect copyright.PENANAhkfVK13FCT
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「我自己來就行。」492Please respect copyright.PENANAUbPQV9V0KZ
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支開護士之後,我獨自一人進入病房。492Please respect copyright.PENANAEDtWvBr31l
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坐在床上的,是除了會呼吸之外,其他地方都跟人偶沒兩樣的你。492Please respect copyright.PENANA3htQTXAZ6d
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過往的每一天,我都會固定來到這裡懺悔。492Please respect copyright.PENANAryloH9LoYz
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但這次,已經是最後了。492Please respect copyright.PENANATm7ERoc3Ni
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如同那晚一樣,此刻,我將要葬送你第二次……492Please respect copyright.PENANA1eczuug8kL
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「嗚嗚……嗚……對、對不起……對不起啊……我明明是為了救你,才當上了醫生……」492Please respect copyright.PENANAVmnH79M5hc
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我跪在地上,牽起那柔軟到讓人發毛的手。492Please respect copyright.PENANALt0ufMIJLN
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而另一隻手則發著抖緊握針管,裡頭裝的是劑量多到足以致命的麻醉藥。