493Please respect copyright.PENANAtroe3y2JRJ
──欸,為什麼那個醫生從來不考慮對象啊?493Please respect copyright.PENANAUTfG5UAddc
493Please respect copyright.PENANA33do0oYFlZ
──恩?你不知道嗎,他是個有前科的人。
我在學生時期是個不良,即使如今身批白袍,過去仍常被拿來指指點點。
「醫生,今天是跟家屬預定好的日子。」
493Please respect copyright.PENANAZsaDjmBNeC
「啊啊,我知道。」
493Please respect copyright.PENANAn8u7D6Mjjd
曾經,在這樣的我身旁,有一位愛嘮叨的兒時玩伴。
493Please respect copyright.PENANA5Nr0UrOtmN
『我說,你幹嘛要一直做著那些危險的事?』
『那可是男人的浪漫。』
493Please respect copyright.PENANAK1j0Hj4MWA
『讓別人擔心就是你口中的浪漫嗎?』493Please respect copyright.PENANAw0ZVE1EG2Z
493Please respect copyright.PENANAnd9arvVn7x
『放心,沒人會擔心我這種垃圾。』493Please respect copyright.PENANAssx2u7FBYu
493Please respect copyright.PENANAn88C2Iui2F
『我會擔心你啊!』493Please respect copyright.PENANADZiSBq9Oec
493Please respect copyright.PENANACJ2PqTNL3h
有時覺得煩人,但這樣的你卻讓我心裡湧上一股暖流。
然而,直到我和一群混蛋在夜晚騎車比拼、闖下大禍之後,隔天我就再也聽不見你的聲音。
493Please respect copyright.PENANAeT4m2k5G9p
被感化院放出來後,我拼了命地矯正自己,當上了醫生。493Please respect copyright.PENANAfQPZALWDth
493Please respect copyright.PENANAmdxuVsFH1N
為的是再次看見你的笑容,還有,我必須得跟你道歉。493Please respect copyright.PENANAlio97Knsl4
493Please respect copyright.PENANAXqQE7yxjMY
對不起,我會更加努力的。493Please respect copyright.PENANAB8yNxPEPJH
493Please respect copyright.PENANA4K5jSge4iv
所以,拜託你,趕快好起來吧。493Please respect copyright.PENANAtau7lJFeYn
493Please respect copyright.PENANADObXqyXwJQ
然而──493Please respect copyright.PENANAdS6xJQ4XRR
493Please respect copyright.PENANAWc9OsK0Etz
『變成這副模樣20年……已經夠了,請讓我的孩子安樂死吧……』493Please respect copyright.PENANAnPuvDHnge4
493Please respect copyright.PENANAeWgoCd6FDT
當你的雙親哭著臉請求我的時候,我才知道,我已經無能為力了好幾十年。
『醫生,這並不是您的錯。』
493Please respect copyright.PENANA0LHXA6xfcj
要是他們能再多責備我這個殺人犯該有多好。493Please respect copyright.PENANAf0ilkwbXZc
493Please respect copyright.PENANAjQbLD69Gyg
「我自己來就行。」493Please respect copyright.PENANAetPbszYXAw
493Please respect copyright.PENANAk77gt0dvMT
支開護士之後,我獨自一人進入病房。493Please respect copyright.PENANAmchXFRKeDv
493Please respect copyright.PENANAS8F6Yf3i16
坐在床上的,是除了會呼吸之外,其他地方都跟人偶沒兩樣的你。493Please respect copyright.PENANA5t8nsei8Sn
493Please respect copyright.PENANAeaEpb6q7SI
過往的每一天,我都會固定來到這裡懺悔。493Please respect copyright.PENANAwYxsRzqAIO
493Please respect copyright.PENANA8JTzHeyaUG
但這次,已經是最後了。493Please respect copyright.PENANAcuvcAT0xMZ
493Please respect copyright.PENANAaBI1tLsV7Q
如同那晚一樣,此刻,我將要葬送你第二次……493Please respect copyright.PENANAcWcR4UuA5Q
493Please respect copyright.PENANAN8zemeAMrp
「嗚嗚……嗚……對、對不起……對不起啊……我明明是為了救你,才當上了醫生……」493Please respect copyright.PENANA8av8zjQXYQ
493Please respect copyright.PENANALVXR70RCql
我跪在地上,牽起那柔軟到讓人發毛的手。493Please respect copyright.PENANAeAv3kj3oJ5
493Please respect copyright.PENANAGkm2DcbJHi
而另一隻手則發著抖緊握針管,裡頭裝的是劑量多到足以致命的麻醉藥。