「看護小姐,現在我們是要去哪裡?」
『去復健。』261Please respect copyright.PENANAOopolw39wX
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腳下略顯急促的步伐,顯示了我的絲微不耐,我推著輪椅走在人行道上,眼睛時不時的注意著身旁呼嘯而過的車輛,有點心不在焉的回答著輪椅上老人的疑問。261Please respect copyright.PENANANCtKYOv9wq
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「偶可以不要去嗎?」
『當然可以。』
「真的?!!!」
『的相反。』
「……」
『你已經跟我吵了一上午了,不行。』261Please respect copyright.PENANA77VrMcUwiW
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老先生的嘴角垮下,哀怨地想回頭瞪我。261Please respect copyright.PENANAcw6kMFIv88
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『亂動會掉下去喔。』
「……」261Please respect copyright.PENANA1JtrRtT7z1
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看著瞬間變正襟危坐的老先生,我得意的勾起嘴角加速。261Please respect copyright.PENANASy8AGYcXj7
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「唉喲!!!夭壽喔~會死會死真的會痛死!!」261Please respect copyright.PENANADT9R8S9eky
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坐在等候區的我不想理會身旁婆婆媽媽們的七嘴八舌,也無視掉了正在裡面哭天搶地的老人,默默地拿起一旁的雜誌享受我的清閒時光。261Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5BUzdLKTD
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「小姐,阿怎麼看你常常來這裡?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAtyUbc6kFYi
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拜託不要跟我說話!!!
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一雙寫著「我想聽八卦」的雙眼從我的雜誌上方透出,我尷尬地笑了笑,心裡一陣默念咒罵後,堆起了職業級笑容。261Please respect copyright.PENANA4XKZDi8M0g
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『呵呵~送他來啊。』
「阿她速妳的誰啊~」
「夭壽喔看護小姐,偶會被妳整死,偶不要再來了啦!!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ3nhjnVtL
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一聲同樣也是台灣國語口音的語句插入了尷尬的被迫閒聊,我趕緊再度堆出
pro max的笑容,將老人攙扶到輪椅上推出門。261Please respect copyright.PENANAE52LLPkb6o
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「偶有乖乖去復健餒~應該可以要求一件事吧?」261Please respect copyright.PENANA4TakPAFmS9
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我笑著對老人投射出殺氣滿滿的眼刀,不料他的臉皮似乎並不是我可以輕易攻陷的厚度。261Please respect copyright.PENANAN2C42ijjj3
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「就是齁~偶今天有同學會啦~可不可以帶偶去啊?」
『……』261Please respect copyright.PENANAb5xwUxeY6u
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我皮笑肉不笑的坐在一整桌老人的旁邊,無言的吃著我的餐點及無聊的滑著我的手機,和身旁鬧鬧烘烘的氣氛形成鮮明對比。261Please respect copyright.PENANAKygWcPvvNM
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所以說到底是誰會想不開,把一群老人湊在同一個空間。261Please respect copyright.PENANAPI0ujrCx4n
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我心裡一邊想著吐槽的話,一邊把根本不夠塞牙縫的早午餐掃進肚子裡,卻被幾句話勾起了注意。261Please respect copyright.PENANAFOWgdcHFnz
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「阿季芳勒?她前幾次也沒有來欸?」
『她走了啦~幾年前就拋下偶走了。』
「喔……沒速啦~早點去過更好的生活也不錯,不像我們哈哈哈咳咳咳咳!!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAmrEZuuAAPR
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其中一個老人因為要安慰我身旁這位老先生,不小心噎到了食物殘渣,咳到連鼻涕、口水都黏了整桌,卻還很不好意思的對著我點頭致歉,我輕輕點了點頭示意沒關係後,便主動拿起紙巾去清理他沾黏到身上的污漬。261Please respect copyright.PENANAFZWurt53iX
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「這怎麼好意思!!不用偶來就好咳咳咳。」
「對不幾咳咳咳……」261Please respect copyright.PENANAjTtGtoTdux
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車輛快速行駛在高速公路上,窗外風景像是撥放了兩倍速的影片,呼嘯而過。
我默默抬頭看了眼後照鏡,確認老人的情形,只見他雙眼放空,像是發呆般注視著地平線上的殘影,雙脣抿成一直線,沒有了早上的狡詰跟光采。261Please respect copyright.PENANA5ej4IVwkBd
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一段時間後我緩緩地放慢速度下了交流道,周遭的景色開始從高樓變成空曠的郊區景色,我拐進一條小泥子路中,隨著越往裡面,雜草也越長越高,路也愈來愈狹窄,直到到達一處鏽蝕的鐵門前。261Please respect copyright.PENANA77iZZoudOh
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費了九牛二虎之力把老人扶上輪椅,又將手伸進早已鏽蝕的鐵條縫隙內,扳開門閂,慢悠悠的調整角度擠入鐵門之中,映入眼簾的是佈滿青苔的一座墓園,各式的墓碑歪歪斜斜的守在自己的領地,我推著老人在一塊格格不入的墓碑前停下,上面沒有佈滿青苔,乾乾淨淨的純白石板上浮雕著名字。261Please respect copyright.PENANAm1YoLscsb8
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郭季芳261Please respect copyright.PENANAWFmB6ezldo
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「老伴阿~偶又來啦,雖然是每個禮拜都會來啦,你有沒有想偶啊?」
「偶們今天同學會阿,阿佑他們有問到妳喔!」
「今天的同學會還是沒有來齊呢……」
「一定是妳這個大班花沒有去啦,大家都不想來!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAJUce78SciR
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默默聽著每個禮拜的話家常,我將四周新生的雜草幼苗徒手拔除,漫不經心的丟向一旁,隨後將裝滿水的水瓢,遞給明顯努力撐起微笑的老人,他伸出顫抖的手,輕輕的倒下,清水流淌在石板的紋路上,沖走了為數不多的灰塵與揮之不去的思念。261Please respect copyright.PENANAxbLkqtDJRB
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「走啦,吃晚餐了。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAlElVb3EgYN
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終於說完話的老人整了整一旁供俸的的白色桔梗,心滿意足的拍拍肚皮。261Please respect copyright.PENANAulPTxqJEFM
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「肚子餓了。」261Please respect copyright.PENANArDkANYRnSu
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已經餓了一天的我,眼巴巴的望著餐廳廚房的方向,期待著餐點送上來的那刻。261Please respect copyright.PENANAhbUtf6jvaV
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中午的早午餐根本不夠吃。261Please respect copyright.PENANApCHT38K3jG
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「久等了!!鮮蝦水餃跟素面!」
『終於!!』261Please respect copyright.PENANAj3ed50vcS5
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我滿心歡喜的夾起我最喜歡的鮮蝦水餃,一口都還沒咬下,便無言的看著我對面的炙熱目光。261Please respect copyright.PENANAIEvYlS85ns
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『你要吃剛幹嘛不點啊?這是我的喔!』
「嘿嘿~」
「這是鮮蝦水餃嗎?」
『明知故問,我不會讓給你的!!』261Please respect copyright.PENANAlFkI5xDMJp
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我一手端著盤子一手護著我現下最珍貴的寶藏,但卻抵擋不住來自對面的哀求目光。261Please respect copyright.PENANADrz1tbQJPO
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「我女兒…最喜歡吃這個了,能不能給我帶回去啊?」
『……』
『給你給你!!真是的我怎麼可以這麼衰。』261Please respect copyright.PENANAcu6nMdLYgz
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我不太甘願的重重放下筷子,將那盤鮮蝦水餃推至老人面前,他笑呵呵地從外套口袋中拿出一個看似很寶貴的塑膠袋,用顫巍巍的手夾起一顆,又一顆,放入袋子中。261Please respect copyright.PENANAeXXm58VO6L
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「來了!你加點的滷蛋!!」261Please respect copyright.PENANApRoNv3V5if
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我又開心地將蛋敲裂剝好後,正要送進嘴中。261Please respect copyright.PENANAFi4whcSg9Q
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請你不要看我啊啊啊啊!!!!261Please respect copyright.PENANA2V2UwlWIyh
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『你不會連這個都要跟我搶吧?』
「嘿嘿~」261Please respect copyright.PENANAYoNDauEhc7
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我翻了一個大白眼。261Please respect copyright.PENANAjpz2YG27k4
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「女兒吃不下晚飯都吵著要吃滷蛋的。」
『……』
「每天都說爸爸會給我帶~她吃不到會很傷心的~~~~」
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所以呢!!!我說所以呢!!!!!261Please respect copyright.PENANAprrisim1wQ
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『給你給你,我真是自作虐了。』261Please respect copyright.PENANA2vMpTBSQgT
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我再度不爽的將滷蛋大力推至老人面前,索性不吃了,不怎麼開心地打開手機,映照出的手機桌面上。261Please respect copyright.PENANATqiT9yolq0
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有著年輕男子與可愛女孩開心嘻笑的畫面。261Please respect copyright.PENANAoFf3dY3V1x
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為什麼,你記得所有人,記得媽媽,記得朋友,記得我喜歡吃什麼。261Please respect copyright.PENANAKUtX7xLkXz
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卻唯獨不記得我是誰呢?261Please respect copyright.PENANAZDLiJV6aFd
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我最親愛的爸爸,你知道白色的桔梗花代表什麼嗎?
是永恆的愛與無望的愛。261Please respect copyright.PENANAaBJsHxfA3A
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如同我對你一般。
那怕你已然忘了我。261Please respect copyright.PENANAuqmHDvN3gb
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後記
大家好我是狐狸糰子OuO261Please respect copyright.PENANAwUUc3VFbe3
這篇雖然是杜撰,卻是時常上演著,關於老人的失智症。
其實老人們有時候會做出的無心舉動,也許都是有著他自己的原因的。261Please respect copyright.PENANAxfH154LK5h
年老的同學會永遠都不會湊齊,印象中的子女依然是小孩子,甚至連老伴都可能不在了,面對這些越來越力不從心的事情,也許他們可能只能用長輩圖來以另一個角度關心著我們(笑),所以狐狸希望大家也不要厭煩,那怕跟我一樣每天固定回傳貼圖,對他們也是最大的欣慰。261Please respect copyright.PENANAtpOri5zahB
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故事就終結在這裡。
那麼我是狐狸糰子,我們下次見~~261Please respect copyright.PENANArWwgefz2yQ
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