清晨,我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。460Please respect copyright.PENANASZZqtkJbo4
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又做了這個夢?460Please respect copyright.PENANA5Y3llRj15r
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明明.......已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。460Please respect copyright.PENANA6twrItouyR
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。460Please respect copyright.PENANAc2m6c0Q65G
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他救贖了我,把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。460Please respect copyright.PENANATOk4osfvnI
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起;460Please respect copyright.PENANA4L0Z2yEWOL
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1998年的4月21日......是我滿六歲的生日。460Please respect copyright.PENANAHt5txyefa2
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也是在這一天,死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。460Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0jjdGXYYA
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一場意外......在意外的現場,找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。460Please respect copyright.PENANA1sPMiEdhLX
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪,但是對我來說......那是我的寶物,最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。460Please respect copyright.PENANAchqAAdegfR
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「姐、姐姐......爹地、媽咪呢?我要.....爹地、媽咪!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAu3FWZ9qAeH
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了......當時我不明白什麼是死亡,更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了?460Please respect copyright.PENANAHTvQfYtUGR
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說,只是緊緊得抱著我。460Please respect copyright.PENANA8JKgvT2p7b
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那一天......是雨天。460Please respect copyright.PENANAXkYbkLzE6H
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1998年11月27日:460Please respect copyright.PENANAe6D2u9gJN5
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年......我似乎理解了什麼是死亡,死亡是惡魔!460Please respect copyright.PENANAi0elkEq5QZ
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死亡......是神對生命的惡作劇!460Please respect copyright.PENANAUSUZIzhTwT
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我不明白;既然有生,為何又要有死?460Please respect copyright.PENANAfCZFdcyqmO
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我不理解;既然都難逃一死,人類又為何要求生?460Please respect copyright.PENANAKxsddSVabs
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這個過程的目的是?460Please respect copyright.PENANA1z86DFcJZP
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在我六歲的那一年裡,我一直在思考這樣的問題。460Please respect copyright.PENANAJBgFDtGYol
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死亡這個單字,對我所造成的衝擊太大了!460Please respect copyright.PENANAQH7S2iqUzJ
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1998年12月24日:460Please respect copyright.PENANAM7O3WsuNd2
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這一天是平安夜,但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。460Please respect copyright.PENANA0MUYEPgZUE
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為了生計,安娜姐姐從高中休學,而不停的打著零工。460Please respect copyright.PENANAFL2183iPm1
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只是為了生存!460Please respect copyright.PENANAXQOjRgZ4h3
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可笑的是......人遲早都會面臨死亡!460Please respect copyright.PENANAqBp15TSRZY
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒,來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。460Please respect copyright.PENANAsT5tg4lswq
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我看著這雄偉的教堂,這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神!460Please respect copyright.PENANAuCicHkLVEp
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「如果真的有神的話,就告訴我生命是什麼啊?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAvYnW1lZGqv
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼,想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。460Please respect copyright.PENANAhcikNLLIGh
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「小男孩,怎麼啦?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAkrTKky5Zhm
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一位正好路過,穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。460Please respect copyright.PENANAh4TFYS7dSV
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我心想:這個人......遲早也是會死的.......460Please respect copyright.PENANAFAlNLLyzKS
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命,為何又要剝奪?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAGFLvG5fIqt
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「真是個深奧的問題呢!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAXcS0YSI70V
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚,或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。460Please respect copyright.PENANAxBurb5kp0D
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我,讓我感覺到有點不自在。460Please respect copyright.PENANAralFNKp69q
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「小男孩,你喜歡繪畫嗎?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAZeO6Ya9hNo
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒,然後柔聲的問道。460Please respect copyright.PENANAhrp6umjY5q
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「以前喜歡,現在不喜歡了!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAE8ekkioxFZ
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「喔?為何呢?」460Please respect copyright.PENANA2JlVD5nopc
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象,一切都會消失!」460Please respect copyright.PENANA8u5yTgGVx3
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想起了雙親......460Please respect copyright.PENANAU5pXkE9zIG
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場......但是那鮮血染紅大地景像,卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。460Please respect copyright.PENANA6VkbKYHKZo
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想到這裡,我忍不住流出了淚水。460Please respect copyright.PENANArp6wI5iCnz
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「男孩子不可以哭唷!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAgHM9Olr62N
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水,他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。460Please respect copyright.PENANAXF0nGZU1Fz
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我.....停止了哭泣。460Please respect copyright.PENANAGTBN5E6fjT
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「小男孩,你看這棵大樹。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAjDlJ6W7qqs
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去......460Please respect copyright.PENANAfzI4WWbFyN
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「你感覺到了什麼?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAYKMgMTGuaz
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我搖搖頭,因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已!460Please respect copyright.PENANAH46Q9wtulr
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉,你能明白什麼嗎?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAgfK19mcuwZ
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我仍是搖頭。460Please respect copyright.PENANAPFrZpmcBmf
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「乖孩子,你記好!有形的事物終將有凋零的一天,即使強壯的大樹幹也好,或是不起的小樹葉也罷!都無法逃離這樣的循環。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAyHVHGmITPZ
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「可是.....活著根本一點意義也沒有!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAIO2Lz4WvyQ
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「你真的是這樣想嗎?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAJhwaIL1KyI
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老人很認真的注視著我,他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。460Please respect copyright.PENANA0EOPNFd9y2
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「.......」460Please respect copyright.PENANAh2WkqYDOcD
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「每天都有很多的人死去,但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生!在這樣的無限循環中,你覺得你能些做什麼呢?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAw24Guc77Dr
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「這樣的循環,一點意義也沒有!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAqWsx7OEZiQ
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「是這樣子嗎?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAuxmTzMqXOw
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「而且.....我根本就什麼也做不到。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAYC9pDvKVKU
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是的......我什麼都做不到。460Please respect copyright.PENANAj7peMAQX9U
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我根本無法自己一個人生存......如果有一天,安娜姐姐也離我而去的話......那我又能做什麼?460Please respect copyright.PENANAn3bdttqynE
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「小男孩,你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAwXSDhLukCI
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「我能......做到的事情?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAcPqavFfRTN
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「就是你手中的水彩啊!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAzv1q2JUeQm
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老人笑了,笑的非常開懷。460Please respect copyright.PENANAC5TjVAic5k
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「我、我的水彩?」460Please respect copyright.PENANA9cm3iuxrZs
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒,唯一的寶物。460Please respect copyright.PENANAWRILxr1fAx
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零,但是思想卻是會傳承的!你不是會畫畫嗎?把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAfu63GyAAvo
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我疑惑的問道:「畫畫......」460Please respect copyright.PENANA9WurUVuitt
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「對!畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡,但是你的精神卻會傳承下去!」460Please respect copyright.PENANA1qmrVI2ZSu
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老人的這翻話,震憾了我........460Please respect copyright.PENANAW9dhHPy1KN
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原來,人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。460Please respect copyright.PENANAOBzbec1yzo
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我似乎能理解了......人的價值。460Please respect copyright.PENANAyQbhM1eAaI
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。460Please respect copyright.PENANAjhdlpK5P9l
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英國;460Please respect copyright.PENANAXoTpbAWXyg
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1998年12月24日;460Please respect copyright.PENANAzjmu5FghCe
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕......我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言,我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。460Please respect copyright.PENANAK9sBv7rENu
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩,畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡!460Please respect copyright.PENANAp3tarlbHG4
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(註:這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想,當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。)
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