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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYij7F997G
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsea1gVJnUl
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8ORmxzbDY
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL2Xc4SgBH
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIcALDPjqc
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmcTiu9O5I
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPAopEf7Zm
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65e3MLn8TA
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GJc7UFCVx
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lDOO36hKO
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1KlqDfDRG
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GGbeoN3Un
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMTGzjZsPA
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBtB2pH6UX
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXtqb4XCJ6
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAXyyu37Jc
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這個過程的目的是？404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFe1CYihaN
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA8MJM8QK9
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5LQJDuxdo
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１９９８年１２月２４日：404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1ZJgtdO5C
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ERBffnE87
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW7Blfc4wQ
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只是為了生存！404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J9ozxwxSW
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLSWehFjjH
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pkdd96aPD
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYZqgHBO9U
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhdMjd9LtP
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8yVfZXKeD
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOiXYiuBvG
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNuu77xyNv
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6ccmEGDY0
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI0v8AMq6o
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5GKqdDh2D
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聽到我的問題　眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ2kV8XIP4
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPv0tteDB3
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaCQC2EYze
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBacVWHVSYz
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUgwPW63xg
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「喔？為何呢？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvhCq4oEQs
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJfclZepIv
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想起了雙親．．．．．．404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IbqUdRusB
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULKYdrFNEG
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhoWfi5Bop
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSatjUEwVRw
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e6QYSC8Nx
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFrxqNuxaT
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJrthcEJES
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3iKH8futu
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「你感覺到了什麼？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKAE1jZ6Am
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldQQ5XE4zq
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE1DOkBeJl
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我仍是搖頭。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr5IdQCFPC
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipEEUacBL6
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvf0uzSJBN
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegXlPd0HBJ
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGpv6pXCou
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「．．．．．．．」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf9dNF4ZXr
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoVKrdiFKc
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmybkbTnxF
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「是這樣子嗎？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSnP8ceyH4
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1KASqb1OG
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7s8UMYDxl
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATE4ikIc3T
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt22EiFsRzZ
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCKlJlWRz2
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzU5twiyPj
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P1XeXqtDe
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「我、我的水彩？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN6EN5figr
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu1sZYziLR
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ5c0PNCfu
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjwZq8dNxx
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E9iH67dct
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bh5UWm1ju
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0MpLwrAIw
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorZJJ7eLvw
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n0AyU7K7O
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英國；404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIiPcf7SyL
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１９９８年１２月２４日；404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGU3mqJtFF
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRXNVBOtKB
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP7tQTmnE7
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