清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbI4xnYj2Z
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又做了這個夢？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZJWf8dCiC
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrSrBBLG3W
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d5gYb8LDN
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXxKr2a2ux
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7uZ4c3JoZ
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOywPs2QiT
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s0oS4U5yO
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOraNkDdVd
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2XQ0XotYh
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySfsDQ0ziG
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a6hcgJEI9
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjtbE0bmJA
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh3dilNX53
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１９９８年１１月２７日：422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XfC6OVunO
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SFJSEPHdc
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdef8Bdx5Mz
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsYBndCvrJ
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ0mVdW2zE
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這個過程的目的是？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DPckwvOZy
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00rxqnHq9G
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRmehg7er2
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１９９８年１２月２４日：422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsSmJEIq3Y
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJLHrY8u3g
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h7QiDf7QX
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只是為了生存！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNKdxtBHZU
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzJkHt3ZcH
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QbLInVW6N
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGjpj5q0V9
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFeubG2QwJ
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2asDXiKOX
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyYXStu0d6
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqNj1FHdXu
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25Dcgjywnf
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJev9TX0wh
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3Dckl9hIX
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聽到我的問題　眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczRUReThun
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClyZlx1r4l
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtHQCifdYf
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabzZoMcOOq
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NP8ceMZm3
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「喔？為何呢？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmxoTXd7jU
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqpffYJKNi
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想起了雙親．．．．．．422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MtxSWBV00
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlIxOQhwcE
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JDZiDwibl
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKwrxRycxR
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fHlKvmP7S
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno5V2xlNLd
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6pTdzouBt
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynpjHIy2Kr
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「你感覺到了什麼？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3hrNjZGLe
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmdv6RAX8Y
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPLYfoVBA5
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我仍是搖頭。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLtZRGBjPt
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOKvvaoHN9
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbbi5rqadg
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutz3pVTbG3
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5e6nPUKTs
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「．．．．．．．」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BAW1GCDJi
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bNGvkA3hd
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3xMdeyMuo
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「是這樣子嗎？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvofgBWFO3
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxbW1HGU6j
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJLWDSfVsb
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT3fxmsb3i
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulluBWGfIy
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcpxC3vVBU
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYg7PJLIIlU
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCSL30gEjj
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「我、我的水彩？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOCsHs67sV
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbSy10eDvv
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ee1quasqj
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly7Fgqhhzm
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvere6kthKy
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdN26mk3qB
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiYp9xImdx
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkLPkcMXyB
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEzkMjFpCU
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英國；422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o6xN66mwv
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１９９８年１２月２４日；422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQGwggHeng
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDyomm98IW
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hLmMpvCzj
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