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他在床上徐徐張眼。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwEg13j3Ey
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamDljj36ZY
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1GS680cWI
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嗯。醫院。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmDNBcGeaP
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjxRb0mai8
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJnnc2P6rs
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡax6YqMnSKm
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKTl1hCGAJ
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8hfcRB7y3
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95e2cmBVdH
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「知道。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6jBPYVeQt
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nwItd7gi8
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN2pmKAYGa
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t1DNcJcnK
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWChLJFK5z
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTwVpiZ1MW
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwUryRzuNS
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「她知道了沒？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFmwY0jA9D
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7nhkDULZF
「不打算告訴她。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj0aeQud5g
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsVWTOReQf
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI86H8TYzw
兒子笑而不語。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK8xUYQmMJ
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg9ONitoSL
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLnjwBcma7
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK2C3lWGyC
抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97JT5KibnE
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5LicyCgdj
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDicc05sYD
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FP6I3xAWk
翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0inUQC1en
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他決定到公園走走。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdjYDnOhC8
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6kG4AXI7d
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMCWFh8fRP
此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoqPYCYr9O
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvgBSC3i6u
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4GMK8OO7q
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全場一片默然。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylTC9iW331
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyLTVjvyBN
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不要問為何。不要問感受。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGIjWt5J3I
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHswDDVZQbe
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK9rDkiwuE
正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzedmKSrVi
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBEk6jwUqN
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe9XAuC3NO
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdLrtv2GLP
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ263XSG5qUB
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4aDmViuzj
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O0dqhGuF7
「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyWxSRwtov
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TCTh1ZZjA
晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzfp04BNTT
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovfEgqptq9
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW7OagkBUM
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk50QzhGrK
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不復見。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgkPuLW5wu
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他莫名的被深深憾動。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSIAMjuZpE
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85pzmceNwR
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dwRPpNMtE
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsbFy4FCEA
「我不怕死。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCt1ZUWp9a
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQuc57mHAm
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl3C1UIvvA
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWzylHVF2M
「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmDh6SiyxY
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb8UJcoTKj
「她的叮囑？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjN1wJ0Vqj
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EUW02dbom
「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaoJhv6aLb
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNroMt26Vcj
「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EwsyL6RUh
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYknD9rbRQX
「她沒這麼說。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qu874s9C6
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwopO69INR
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXgsmmKEuS
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNX5GtIggA
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzm5EXkf3g
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClf0rF2ByZ
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdj9WWP6Cc
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51uMaGhGKF
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhYOcNSVJE
「你多活了三年半。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0d4QJ6rzG
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9k1hTgPZZ
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE6pik0vU2
「想繼續吃？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2KHbJKlI4
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyd0Gijb5O
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBc799zPht
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ7ZfSCXp3
他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U3TCppXtr
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兒子呢？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltyI0MNZhl
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcGee1HasN
悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcKMGtMRsG
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tXF4KjvDC
啊！記起來了。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQmiGkily3
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSkI4A5Y8o
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果然。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScbjb9p69A
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkLZyb2QCr
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBjZ9Q8Cz2
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEUGBJaTQ8
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