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他在床上徐徐張眼。660Please respect copyright.PENANAyuddB1bjw4
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床褥太軟,腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。660Please respect copyright.PENANAD8nYcGWtiL
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暈眩冉退,目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者,他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。660Please respect copyright.PENANAPIuiqnu8ri
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嗯。醫院。660Please respect copyright.PENANAEeO10NTOSh
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接受醫生的檢查,證實無恙後,獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄,已通知兒子和媳婦,只待他們前來接送。660Please respect copyright.PENANAGHDj1c7WGS
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醫生離開後,護士也去忙別的。660Please respect copyright.PENANAAjklrzAMHJ
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他呆坐床上,默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回,感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀,總得要到醫院走幾趟,實屬平常不過的事情,對吧?660Please respect copyright.PENANA8u8ChcJHZt
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如他所料,兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。660Please respect copyright.PENANAtCKAhYtC5G
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱,熱昏了。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAHWyYriPK2y
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「那就多待在家裡避暑,不要外出四處走動。」660Please respect copyright.PENANATaYevco72o
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「知道。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAOHybbmb49t
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院,在街邊截下的士,直驅住所。660Please respect copyright.PENANAhNC7rYqL0O
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車廂裡,二人不發一言,各自對著窗外景物發愣。660Please respect copyright.PENANAmSBuTdI3ar
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沒有怨氣或鬱結,只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。660Please respect copyright.PENANAmAIf14z4Z7
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。660Please respect copyright.PENANAsnSQ0SQcYV
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兒子倏忽開口,神色惘然。660Please respect copyright.PENANASbBkGMyyZY
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「我有末期肝癌,剩半年壽命。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAR7x9j2eYmN
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「她知道了沒?」660Please respect copyright.PENANANfrGzKeQjn
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「不打算告訴她。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAOUWepa6aQ8
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療?」660Please respect copyright.PENANA2oWRqwo3I2
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兒子笑而不語。660Please respect copyright.PENANAvovcSkjKs9
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他愣住片刻,良久才道:「明白。」660Please respect copyright.PENANASeolruYQLH
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊,以示感謝。660Please respect copyright.PENANADGDKjnFeF0
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲,逕自到浴室洗澡去。660Please respect copyright.PENANAbJKS33rz2r
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蒸氣瀰漫,看得見,抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始,也抓不著終結。660Please respect copyright.PENANAneZea6MKNr
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來,沒能選擇長大與否,沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛,沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死,全是沒能選擇的。660Please respect copyright.PENANAP9WNmqT6hs
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翌日,兒子和媳婦如常上班,孫兒如常上學,家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。660Please respect copyright.PENANAbT02GsLxlV
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他決定到公園走走。660Please respect copyright.PENANA3XqKKqo6WT
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。660Please respect copyright.PENANAbSZQy0DIvB
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此樹是否去年那樹?此鳥是否去年那鳥?此蟲是否去年那蟲?要緊,不要緊。在意,沒能在意。660Please respect copyright.PENANAOM5GNhZQHy
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幽幽踏步,皆因內心焦躁。660Please respect copyright.PENANAACK46z6uOZ
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來到涼亭,棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他,感到難過。他認為無論難過與否,該死的時候總得要死。660Please respect copyright.PENANAoLBMNrBYFC
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全場一片默然。660Please respect copyright.PENANA9BOhbmm0Tg
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。660Please respect copyright.PENANASQY6OUafEo
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不要問為何。不要問感受。660Please respect copyright.PENANAIIIAXs5fMD
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。660Please respect copyright.PENANA881SW7xkzf
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正午,他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午,孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦,他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間,一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上,被匆匆推送入急症室深處。660Please respect copyright.PENANArBGuNqO5em
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。660Please respect copyright.PENANA8ClcIzTJDJ
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站,然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久,醫生步出急症室,宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。660Please respect copyright.PENANAuOovRjS4FG
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。660Please respect copyright.PENANA0RTCzwd6X2
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然,皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。660Please respect copyright.PENANAzgjSknbZJt
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「爺爺,很熱啊!」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。660Please respect copyright.PENANABZX0fw25Jw
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切,他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。660Please respect copyright.PENANALCekbJxuDx
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晚餐後,兒子在露台抽菸,媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子,五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟,此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。660Please respect copyright.PENANA4zcydKG9Lt
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跳跳跳,有節奏地跳個不停,像心臟。660Please respect copyright.PENANA3l8ZVuMjT0
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心臟停止跳動當刻,棋友有何感受?掛念未完的棋局?掛念急症室外的男女親友?660Please respect copyright.PENANAha8YBuztOo
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台,看著兒子呼出個個煙圈,圈圈復圈圈,冉升消散不復見。660Please respect copyright.PENANAVW1cuXBCiZ
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不復見。660Please respect copyright.PENANASYEY9MTdmf
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他莫名的被深深憾動。660Please respect copyright.PENANAqpamknVFVx
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走到兒子身邊,告知棋友的死訊。660Please respect copyright.PENANAQpElVEclq8
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毋須明言,兒子已猜測到他的用意。660Please respect copyright.PENANAoCLtvfjzmY
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「我不怕死。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAamTJEr1TRv
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕,只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAttVBMsRqsT
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「你有沒有想要完成的事?」660Please respect copyright.PENANASK1Jtm5x9Y
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAKFxbHKpPFe
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「她的叮囑?」660Please respect copyright.PENANAvE02xWVNij
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「不。她離開得太突然,我沒機會問她,只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAVq7WqPPpHl
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「別傻!她不願看見你耿耿於懷!」660Please respect copyright.PENANASU04XhohWD
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「她沒這麼說。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAvZwDcJMJYz
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兒子苦笑,笑他彆扭。660Please respect copyright.PENANAs1PHtpt77R
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再次不了了之?他以為是,直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。660Please respect copyright.PENANAE9EisdZBOG
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無論大家怎樣勸說,兒子依然不願接受治療,堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。660Please respect copyright.PENANATuw7dmHjqc
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半年後,兒子沒死去。一年後,兒子仍活著。三年半後,兒子依然沒斷氣。660Please respect copyright.PENANA05GZ9U61Ex
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問何解。醫生說原因不明,但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。660Please respect copyright.PENANAfI3ab2O3gv
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離開醫院、歸家路上,兒子和他拐到公園散步去。660Please respect copyright.PENANAMsiBaeqvVx
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。660Please respect copyright.PENANAmSSUk6YZKe
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「你多活了三年半。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAzleFEcvhYd
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」660Please respect copyright.PENANArxHKfdqYkP
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「想繼續吃?」660Please respect copyright.PENANALT1DLy1fZY
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」660Please respect copyright.PENANAfozmQUljFp
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒,希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子,在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後,才重回職場繼續拼搏。660Please respect copyright.PENANAwYfloH2fMs
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他為兒子衷心高興著,亦感謝上蒼的好生之德,沒有帶走……660Please respect copyright.PENANAr0hiwCfZTk
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兒子呢?660Please respect copyright.PENANAFw8mlBEaSN
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。660Please respect copyright.PENANAmB9hFguGvH
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啊!記起來了。660Please respect copyright.PENANAaKJMrpzUZ1
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外,下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊,沒能重回職場,沒能享受期待已久的夏日。660Please respect copyright.PENANAINOjXUjE3s
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果然。660Please respect copyright.PENANAG0idt7B19K
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。660Please respect copyright.PENANAc6oKbh0v6h
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中,他繼續走。660Please respect copyright.PENANAqFnkBdYnQM
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。660Please respect copyright.PENANAN8mpJZ6yI8