第一回傳送門564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHHdCD8qDA
他在床上徐徐張眼。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKno6PlnMR
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgkhJja3hy
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB77ZkPbXpV
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嗯。醫院。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5ZFKTEn4c
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2aFwHRhkK
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ647wKORt7O
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY4TXB6k1h
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFXuz9ac7S
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLCR8tjU0i
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkYztxyfqD
「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrQNR3JpTo
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「知道。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq7DqjyL7F
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5VmJ2lnZu
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4tQlqaDZM
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0AoJ4PSua
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9RuKNmA4j
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl3LgXfqn6
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6lpqJRSUe
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「她知道了沒？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMBcQo3na2
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「不打算告訴她。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDukb7BENF
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9v620t09z
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兒子笑而不語。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7NMxdnuXV
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY5YAOfOiQ
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZSTDBdU85
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkYULgkm5c
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M4lVtBbhv
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWrQghKYsZ
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQCO2c0zw6
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他決定到公園走走。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf8ZtbD3Ui
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExyewb9gzY
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV3lPhCILG
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYdqXLewpi
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoHFb4GFRS
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全場一片默然。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRziK1eAT5c
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAGnXrlWqm
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不要問為何。不要問感受。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PX7lCFPZU
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG5ZpCmUnL
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E9TlWyJZS
正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSi21jSLY8
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh1R9mQLLm
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxigLSZ7FAP
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2ESTnHs8p
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr0TgK0yNU
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrdBmLXd4b
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbKv7CB0ov
「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyERf1FNpDw
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dH8yd3ysr
晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqyfnVqDPQ
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbYOnN7ySv
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZNCD5dU2g
心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCJFBxOul2
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7G9cNjOxp
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不復見。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uqbJKZf2q
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他莫名的被深深憾動。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDpi9Dqpiw
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm9K25ZFoI
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M24lSCOz4
毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb60iMgCyo4
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdlylqyRyC
「我不怕死。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YvkLIn9lF
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BMrMhB1DU
「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4EZFVyEkx
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSHLd1LqZK
「你有沒有想要完成的事？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX8MQgeAaX
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoXzPZwvMM
「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10AoLCf1Fa
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7TEXh55Wh
「她的叮囑？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYrnTJnKoh
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDqM3MIQts
「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L3q9HhJyx
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjZ8sitlIV
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「她沒這麼說。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0lit243xD
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XjOPaUM89
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwbzR6BJED
再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1C0U4NwBb
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvuDjGuuYM
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gbSVCi2vu
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8B6UNf1X5
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjyroVb6rH
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaskzWBCQx
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPINS8r4m4
「你多活了三年半。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXP5nEHaKq
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF16AnJAgP
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「想繼續吃？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisiMterICC
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKTQ5AN8NL
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPJATYhgNz
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJddzA7hB1Z
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHZzPWhMGM
兒子呢？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIJVjKmZH6
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSH5z1m5vy
悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6TkWN4BFc
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啊！記起來了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzFryVfqY0
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFrKLpy9Xk
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果然。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kLNYt7tYr
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLUmlYSMnw
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOWdCEF7bu
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmuQymxwKb
幽幽踏步慢慢走。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDv16lCoOr
然後按「加至主畫面」