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「你諗清楚啲？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvim3pQ6ZNs
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCc9t4fpSQ
這個畫面似曾相識的……479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuibZwjDGTa
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRtcoCpZqK
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdJTPsdxgk
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5UhJCt1Yg
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlsO43iFBs
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1TF9AZEzw
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28NBv9msrL
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRuiBTrRjE
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5NRjRhNCO
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXu20uTklR
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FKDZMItMf
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqrQCYaJ6k
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes6B0fQHKR
「唔、知、啊！！！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssPmeNHwoT
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3rUlTk0hQ
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Naxn6ZQJx
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2FKyn15Oo
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfiyJ2m0nB
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28SVGnL7Wc
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvVLr5MDxY
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagA4qFTjni
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLVMg1ezoD
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKxmoo8o1P
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eQ74Y6M6p
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡretDIgTtYb
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh4L7ytihr
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZll0ATaPH0
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqwLP5Ab7E
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu1cl8eVK5
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEXQvCi46E
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5CRw6VDil
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvkcss99X1
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDf2AlU4h2
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNNcVFf8d3
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dA6ysLhQ1
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAY7Rueakv
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfgAnbicaJ
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpcFscrURD
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8iVbb27Uy
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CX8tk0QMW
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM2FaVAe34
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnUSCqNVDT
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjDa02Td0N
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulmsTzowiC
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFmvDseTx7
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7ekQysii4
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEIK8kT70s
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlKs49QV6P
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aqS4s2X7t
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZZOLU3np1
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ls1hgluyq
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T8g1svXsN
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JbJHJNyim
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnOL8MQF5i
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2dwUn0PFh
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFjYSpuYF1
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3ASY6nik5
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWSh0ZFlYg
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMnYO10Xd2
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TSldTzeqi
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPhOI5mums
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pLxyOQeKX
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjRU67Lf2F
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yQ5Qj7x92
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCIWEK20y3
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNtAvAzAt1
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5B2MWu9jw
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqcgXHyDVw
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYhjEFGDz1
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaM0b8kD4l
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW6jAw4lCZ
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcjCWHmP2r
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtS19D2sHN
「快啲教我點做。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo7rWI0L3N
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1ZAIPr5bw
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfT4CPxTtO
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4edL0JrIN
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gISsm91Wm
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj6UoV0di0
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekkAkINyIg
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbR4SUgo0R
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E7HK9M5Um
「欸！？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh7Fjwze4b
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIVGosJvRa
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jqBbyteTW
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZqb4KRrRl
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilOwlkUUfW
看來我還不夠成熟呢……479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe7FSs7NUJ
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxzkVxAETi
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C7tMtWUno
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzWRi0uXP4
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQHcXkma0w
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ60CzaKlLR
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHxYzTqdr6
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPE8lDBh4C
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM72uRswbN
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyJq5MN1io
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw8xd09X5J
還有六人。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP30lf0SGZM
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「成長、成熟」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65byRys1KO
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R2CkUn8Aw
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