第一二八章：畢業營(七)552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoUJdWqdoM
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJmIneSpuo
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqJOQfEHpc
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb3flfd9kf
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3Weaj8dXx
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcQjKgWGhY
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwkFzb98e7
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTdsOFWp04
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj2LnwFLis
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHVRj8fDIF
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HGKUFtXG9
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「不如我哋去個邊企？」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gMvsz0GMK
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrKQDN7abw
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5RV303NtW
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO91mSsGMP
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隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qrom7kAHy
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3Q3fMwMPK
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直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P9BJBMqen
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9MNpCgzsR
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiToh1nkAu
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CPrKPDlqu
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmkGgIZMXb
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrf6R4reWH
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokAxR7Tok0
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yPvClNQE6
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX2ICwBaRY
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqE9OyfIX37
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq00dqp9Lgx
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「點解又突然翻去讀書？」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9u9XOurpJ
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCh6cNQEth
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJZysbmSex
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98i3QiNYSF
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDGpBCxs1J
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRfnqaSI7k
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sg3Jlsjes
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bJ1hStysh
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe07ZHprYcA
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQb6UL9ff7
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF7U0e84vi
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxXAxbIVxA
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qp6Ni43Wr
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9prWcPgLZc
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53ixdLf9Pb
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdssrRNC3JD
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Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B1v6KDNxx
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0x7ZV214n
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ66ey7zQk
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36VTB8dAR6
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bJbQPirEy
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7JvL40jTo
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsscVV6xHda
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvyHwAZH2V
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然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vB6A1uUwF
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDuoX6nFzU
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEogxZQeFNI
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6pWFjondD
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5kBTtZCWh
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwKnONlfbc
「你嘅其他人喺指？」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquRWDhpwNc
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl9cd6Z6JF
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNbV61nzU0
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhhB3UXi3s
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRLovKkHHt
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChQHwKLsWy
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdut1z6X3hr
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTulSujJ6Ve
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53CQHwXwyg
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTt1cZwe2U
是巧合？還是刻意呢？552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMkOxpX1cs
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並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00cfvaf3Mz
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmGZtk2nam
「都好。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCBQmbR6Lp
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qRKSWruJl
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWCetCTghn
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarOrUrsblx
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNwepLe77p
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduQhG6QCzQ
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmuGFRVKpb
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4JvmxSvAI
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI2DiGSLdi
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbrsX2OnRW
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