第一二七章：過去561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0ftZcQ4Fl
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我們分手的那一天……561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwHoXgRTAx
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75erf3pW9n
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3r3lfSTAC
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrySeWihbc
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrWXhJbw3h
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a83pZSrhh
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtS7IhIldZ
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Qk7MFt6X2
顯示的卻是單剔號。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ612n9M8GR3
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRKd70q5G6
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXLSrQq2k4
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRf092wQn0
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu34au9c1X
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9meTrTxoF
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQorpaB32J
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaa0Geewqs
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLI1qQA5bD
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T9Z9TCwUQ
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8BvvG6L1g
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBbomVrU89
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGItLZXDGoY
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8lq13qPKE
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLBHjFmAx9
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9wuOvoX3D
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkpfus2773
這是回憶嗎？561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6t3snrnsy
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pYReoV6DG
又是回憶了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mlx6MCbMf
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYvobGCkGb
怎樣都是回憶。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WMaatLwgh
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rI8CmdLFv
不要再是回憶了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQHtOP7Hf5
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30JU7LdE5S
不要、不要、不要！561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqirHFqx6Be
「我唔想離開你！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwybGiT41RX
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「夠啦！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkj28M1bSD
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64ftE2aHvm
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM7JALDXGi
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrqemnYVsA
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVP8p8yoXeH
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rtMEOcA0m
「咦？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BSCEpNeIn
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORUayi10jf
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1nvmLFrhH
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKfylIjqn9
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNcUAEiLCC
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPy8iuJA8F
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9UXuOr61S
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMOB5o8IWE
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEopl0bS1ST
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeazoadnTT
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9H6JDpv0I
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTy5oCaqZN
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6KM10aEeP
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYGYV5D8dH
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixNaSc3UWf
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNRDuvn21J
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA3LmlFEmR
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWQFpHtEWk
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecGSV0Mg7r
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dOVGBucsN
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TFPp0Zlrg
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZyqn8YoQU
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8mmnO0Ivq
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ3BGloKDs
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAOut4jM6v
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBW2r4AceO
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSee3c2Sz7f
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKbtDTSgMF
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW0lmdHbhQ
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡregJe3pRtn
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZCChOG1CP
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1MBpN8OvZ
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyeraWvtG9
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSA5bwOR0G
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd0HDN7O90
不過，當然是沒有了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIvMDRX2ri
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKaZdWSA82
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccgZz5maXD
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPddLbsgjy
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2676IbGea
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jw371QGfj
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5kBm5ICdn
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2MrjVWnAX
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewM8rEkvAx
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDILy0P2Zi
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZMk1fRzc3
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjA7DESNEI7
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatJN03N0b4
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxcjrOlbxS
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFENXXz8oi
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ur9juT9OR
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGoBSPyQ7K
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfibBTHZ3yW
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDeOTauQSP
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2AYLzfUPG
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP9UhAtfsA
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOuD8p1m8L
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJpla0LBcE
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUkh7UH6uo
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