第一二七章：過去726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk7uBWtFao
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我們分手的那一天……726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMemWnIdodf
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTkL54dV4p
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7LITymUPQ
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFfbvEcDSo
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJPnaP2zXf
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH4twGACjm
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv35HSnoYv
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRuRGairL6
顯示的卻是單剔號。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHUvVYcPbs
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSe5EMsN0J
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcIMOpeFAh
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFpz3l914w
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WL4Ek2WVU
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7Cr3L4ykD
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCiCfblmfN
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcbtf2r94D
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPCRXP4Tz8
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3i0Aqud9J
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk64NoTQFlW
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzc4BzVRO0
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhIG39I6Xh
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwMje2eFjk
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J15TeauTZ
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ4ImZrB2U
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrU373L1FQ
這是回憶嗎？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWi04zFzBr
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5govUOERhr
又是回憶了。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6Xxa1EkaS
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7EsjrFrbg
怎樣都是回憶。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTFG57IEMP
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGTMepK1uO
不要再是回憶了。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeNM9DCxhJ
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyCcPPU4EL
不要、不要、不要！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KRhtpF2ld
「我唔想離開你！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZwERi4fBt
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「夠啦！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBG2k4wlys
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa0rqz5Ved
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLDDqrHWoK
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2XcpCNq2I
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pPz5VHbtK
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCR0lSdwWr
「咦？」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UaxJyvqAt
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVwD7SON1F
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFm6t3zpRg
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYf1YAwADA
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YGqqS011g
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ04SJhC7g
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN1NzpHrwK
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfhjPPhOZN
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdMvreP29U
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvLhvmPY36
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbnLnBtKZH
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL62LBbP6XV
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk0DPUVW8U
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRHKUQ9Aai
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZCLPWEbrO
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYrx058ZZy
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL9voJERVd
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o2B1HBgaf
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDBaVyYXCF
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiorZcZI4Y
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk5TTrW39R
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyeEhJ8gFG
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW7etwIVc7
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XV6WioBSt
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmYdV3D4tG
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7baqlcDXW
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjqz7sDgfK
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2xVEELaRm
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzcgo6CoU1
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf1ia4ZNT6
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxMxu2pXVZ
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAHBS9OUot
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtJatndUzc
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7JBtV74Mi
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UOoLG5ccy
不過，當然是沒有了。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPslz7Zv4WC
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTKxjQffrm
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dqLtoATp3
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF2pfJpnf5
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG027XiXFy
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo53ruOu6H2
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL1nr4jPzE
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJuRkdujv7
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN91sXwVxA
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCXd0MuqnH
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5eIMh5yBP
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdIeXxfALP
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9N70Bjjbc
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxHzt0uuAV
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv7B8ymOrG
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F6akkdLPG
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30JpuL3Y01
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpls7Imhtcn
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKhKHVHJjO
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFFIB8hOQo
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP43qdaTsK
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7SiXSdGUG
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIitPu4DyU7
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsWpT5edg5
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