第一二七章：過去567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKTSCT3XIP
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我們分手的那一天……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nbBufKqzd
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2ovDZS76Q
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdt9jwuwMS
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbtlMgvYn1
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lIQyjIIWe
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqaLuBWwCL
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHSWNkCN79
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvljcxq5JFG
顯示的卻是單剔號。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jIM1Tg38J
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOubkB7yzUY
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt68Y9bXg4t
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXpc04TyZF
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4hq7N9b2p
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbipFq7y2B
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIKzAIDI91
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB4KYU33uP
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtDNqYiWTS
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b7OVMo52H
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8njH5mrZN4
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegI2oRHQ4M
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMFpLMQLfM
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG0EosHQBu
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVUqV4f3d3
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0ODR3A2qL
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt95rE4wCm
這是回憶嗎？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxlgZzIAiE
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFeHZY32Uc
又是回憶了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgVgCif9Af
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PHV3PsxaK
怎樣都是回憶。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrb27YPUFq
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2asKFNTLx
不要再是回憶了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhIUXjHRC0
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr2G8sAfiL
不要、不要、不要！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07YWXInqBa
「我唔想離開你！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH1ZcllKEb
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「夠啦！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FhB0a3U3F
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLIeAbrzhl
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Dd3hyoGOx
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRCcmeT1tb
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD9pQkcpYP
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54nhK0o7fS
「咦？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx93n74zAec
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I7nFF26nQ
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQDAJYedGi
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc7UvLFVm9
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgpF4dlYQO
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGcYahufs5
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmWTjS9yu8
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTBATxCW3Y
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66r7NaR7Sm
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Dz1mLz5LZ
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuxsJOZi5S
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pXUFADXsK
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsgId0cdqy
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKcOb1Mgzo
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWn2BVAw2r
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNJ5rx7EDM
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcNmcJURfG
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa3wC9jv7a
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9M1f3DQYk
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTA5sYnvPY
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GHKrLeukl
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEQBr4Z8Ca
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhX2uc2Wic
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz7VhQIlxF
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPGGCgV9f2
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkBq5PyKmo
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J8dOlnATU
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4RkuEcCh5
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf41Xw3lyjw
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5lMj52uUw
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzCqkrD5Ry
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeUAQUtpma
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2E7gEY8zBe
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnS9taAdmn
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO5KMkRFc2
不過，當然是沒有了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBa7mHmxM2
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaxcbXT33C
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHbaD13i6q
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7JuF2o4Ri
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxykvrD2vH
 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqeVJuYRGq
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93Zl054yZv
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8slgf0UQr
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3UfuD08X4
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaff8FhXDC
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWoV4gobXW
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsfjiMEtvW
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EjW98INv2
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H0eHaeB4N
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVDXbBPjIU
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxFkIU2IVA
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfK3Zl5iR9
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG96rCjCv3y
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdW4MFS3EK
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6rKNQNW6S
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUmUuZ9zuK
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXPsS3UThQ
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP0sJ8X9SJ
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAzWhA2eSm
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd0c5u9P4j
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