過去篇(四)730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByNdPytWtl
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某一天，在午息時段，Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7FnFeH2u0
找了一個寧靜的角落，獨自一人坐下，不禁嘆息起來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3nFpvW5gm
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原來在剛才午飯時間，Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHB5yAOVvV
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbilYCvoH1i
並且升上中學後，根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVnL3kZBIH
因此Ivy突如其來邀約，再加上當時朋友們的催促，Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5uu6YuzTP
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被喜歡的人拒絕邀約，除了感到可惜及失望之外，就根本甚麼都做不到。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXw0h1shyV
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中，卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzH5eUoVTd
至今，她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFriTusZDZ
即使放學後，她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數，也少之又少。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVDIg9WXsR
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「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講，直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRaXKVD9Ok
這時，在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKmzlirUmq
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4YcATH1ew
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說，要與喜歡的人坦白，可是一件難若登天的事情。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDurtK9Az8
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕，她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVMjPFbyJA
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「你鍾意Alvin啊？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrOA4bwlVe
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPb8lHyAAV
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來，並隨即轉過身來，查看聲音的主人。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlw03X5GjF
「Dan……？點解你會嚟庭園嘅？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CNqjClyqZ
在確認是同班的同學後，Ivy也接著好奇地問道。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCaLb1tZyy
畢竟，學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghvv9zPh99
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「食飽飯無嘢做，咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊，呵呵。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9tyGZjHJL
Dan在說著的同時，奸笑起來，然後就盯著Ivy，等待對方辯解。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXAx5PqMyW
「你唔好講出啊！我求你！」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十，不斷向Dan請求著。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZNi7ysnBB
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZq8aG33ir
接著，Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮，一臉沾沾自喜地說：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbuWt8O178
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcag5Sq0Tl
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話，然後就搖頭說：「咁又唔似……」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJq167z5LiS
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNzckve1nB
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊？」Dan隨即問道，看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShVKF611kM
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來，並不斷捏住自己的校裙。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQeyJxSyDB
而在一番內心掙扎後，她也小小聲地說：「大概三個月啦……」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTIkTYGtqe
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLmUlaWfH8
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲，但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfB9JvwvxO
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyED5uvv2aJ
在對方的引導下，Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSmJC67keq
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣，然後就是好感，最後就是喜歡了對方。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BwQriKPQm
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SQokS4Ud4
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeVWtnhrXR
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後，隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBRrS0qVQV
「哦，所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYINKr8HZa
Ivy沒有說話，只是默默地點著頭。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFvks9natI
於是Dan見況也繼續說：「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅，明明鍾意人，但又無勇氣同對方講，想接近人，但喺又無從入手，令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddU5zbwwFL
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後，Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpBYb3HEm0
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan，並用低沉的聲音說：「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8otCWvYej
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RtIUu1WLq
「唔好灰啦！不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦！知佢點諗你都一件好事啊！」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY5A6g4AWH
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子，馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著，希望從而令Ivy振作一點。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4Dx4vOrfo
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後，馬上想起了先前Laura的一句：「唔試過又點知得唔得呢？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQfQ4qk9NV
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火，一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK6vW3JJlb
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數天後，Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUVfyjki4T
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUKPlah6nC
「Alvin，不如今日一齊走啊！」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfh2gj9g06
「少有喎，你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPA05czb9qr
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊！」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA4sebSoHM
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklBpBG1nsl
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt0fFSwNNz
接著，Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfO3HW0Lma
聊起兩三句後，Dan也開門見山問道：「Alvin，你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1HWkwN1Qi
隨即二人也站在了原地。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpptprR1n2w
而此時，Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處，聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsIoqtbCC8
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答，簡單而直接。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ww0A332AA
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了，而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmld8APYR7a
看來她的幻想，都確實只是幻想。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8KqIXkfDK
並如同泡沫一樣，在一瞬間破掉化為無物。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LTLgww3sl
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRXZwQXOJb
「真喺無鍾意嘅人？」Dan再問道，並語氣變得質疑起來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE15t1VXyAO
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案：「真喺無。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii6pwlqG1I
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這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuxy4UwHu9
不過機智的他，也很快就想到第二條問題：「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4JIsKL3bR
Alvin思考了一會，然後答：「嗯……無喎……」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaWAfELpbe
雖然答案一樣，但是這一次Alvin的回答，卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJtmNo2Wjo
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑，再問：「真喺無？你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaIcijJ2YL
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVpMNwMnkn
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後，也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHGCGzNoXh
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上，希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtA826RoCJ
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答，她確實感到額外的緊張起來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwY2u4nPYL
可是，她接著聽到答案是……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgLSVOtckh
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎，咪普通同學咁。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jjyanjnbz
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZNIQNDEcn
聽到Alvin的回答，Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣，目瞪口呆地站在原地。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r7YxetVyp
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GexbrWNyt
或許他自己也猜想不到，這就是Alvin的答案。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUTbHHIxLQ
不過，感到有點不知所揩的Dan，也靈機一動，立即再問：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BRKDcDZwR
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYJyXin9tj
他選擇不再轉彎抹角，而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS3JwkFODC
但其實他都猜想不到，原來Ivy一直偷聽著。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtCQiD7INx
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDtci6RKAN
然而，Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvPpwYXNui
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEnR2zyDBJ
正當Alvin說完這句話後，他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMNZxjBHM1
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方，並發現沒有人。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgecRvjwwUV
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yz2GO6anx
然而，他並不知道，剛才腳步聲的主人，正是Ivy。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZDGWnatCP
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqIsIlzu36
而與此同時，Ivy也已經淚流滿面，走到了學校的某處。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspAVtqhhHS
孤單一人坐在角落，蜷縮著身體，雙臂抱住雙膝，痛哭起來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDceerIc2O
她的哭聲，無比悲哀及淒慘，如同心被刀割一樣。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRrpIWSN85
看來這份傷痛，將永遠刻印在她的心中，成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3YKhZUUuj
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「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTevZT3Brq1
直至深夜時，Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話，而驚醒過來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihF56qmTpu
她隨即慢慢地離開了床，並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6qb6bdmBl
然後，打開了桌燈，看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSDTDOEXBc
 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoxqpgfqQu
接著再回想起Alvin的說話，以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQJp9WB4AJ
她不禁冷笑起來，隨後打開桌上文具盒，拿出了一把美術刀。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsG1J6BqYs
伸出冰冷的刀鋒，對著自己的手臀……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lY6sQFsiq
「嚓—」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXCMUCIUT8
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「懷著多大的期望，就會迎來同等的失望，甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RmTH7VMZY
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作者在此鄭重聲明：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl8P4b6OW1
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份，並且是虛構情節。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRSf2yGyGR
讀者們請潔身自愛，切勿嘗試！！！730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9jXnMkr5s
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情，都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLG662wykR
若發現事情未如理想，無法獨力承受，請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDE9iU8QiN
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化，請各位潔身自愛。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1WuLZwBO6
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPZKzJEAAt
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作者閒聊：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO5OTOt3tJ
過去阿侑的一句：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz0a69C7HZ
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0cK8C0WmI
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