第九十二章：承諾與失望588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqTWaMFNXa
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2UbUhyD4O
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68VaFBxgfg
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOwz5LgQT1
對，那個人……就是Mandy。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtMXUCcDoW
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSMdq2tyVg
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSC89GyO5N
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEauDB8Bmq
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsYiiVkL1K
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy1jjhzp4l
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdRmq7x3mq
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJiBPIkqRv
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtDcyXzx9m
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHr2pw85IBU
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEy32XRXZf
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHurowE4Sx
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MggSBB3wm
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q63JDWZ0m
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5rL0Tw0Uh
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64yLx8P21B
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9dxRDEGpC
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYiGtc2xiz
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydbp28rt3i
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsyHYQ53Db
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VAKr2kDiJ
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LJUI1Y3ar
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZogwhnUgc
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCiAiWTuQf
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yvaUUfP6O
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFlP1QWX92
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUJ8uFGmSm
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT4dnTMRXI
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOUiwqlWz0
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKBSdXYCoX
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu2XVXKfdy
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhztbFghPlv
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJLiHiUcJ4
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JHPc21D09
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLtAkJWluL
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksmS6SFcls
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfGlQuQaSk
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcur6S8ArFJ
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuFapHNB2h
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywwY7piCj9
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqpYa7a7eI
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK8RSyo0o7
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6RWpkRPx2
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzJL9C3uVF
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZns8P26Gwz
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「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUn2RSVFL5
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZeuq6qM0N
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBK0ukUASg
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSxYBf7OHd
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniGIE3OVSs
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59Bnj70heZ
「Online住唔應嘅？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dvDqvyyVo
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXmHnWCgWW
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTy9mEU6rx
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n596clHEV
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIVJkL4J6w
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPSoSLSmoe
「我準備做手術啦」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyCDJiv2pT
「做完再覆你ouo<3」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m6cOJ4zn6
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEuSum6r86
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0t2nmlVXY
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkEIOfoBYl
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKT4FLseYy
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktn7FgDM3p
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEZEQa1xRX
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1ZbTiHavm
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00sBm0qCjh
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13KZm4Jy1F
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRG8rQudtj
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFnKlGxykH
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但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVohkEYNLcI
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqW9asP2JQ
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「各就位……預備……」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSUjT9AmVY
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZDKJWqZaR
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuEJP64WI8
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrF3q2H7gw
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYCKCqoZxb
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「呯—」 588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LMFEdnVxb
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z7GC4pdMQ
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxF1w9U5BX
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn8lRWUWEV
最後更成為了最後一名。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7nsoz6eLL
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsL3M950no
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYR2Il0MSi
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9gshIvcll
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i0kBYWdbW
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ThPHNkvvl
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUQtofHRCb
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB9xLAdrTz
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROevdT0NGq
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3H8Wgb7pb
是Mandy。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEGStXJn5C
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFNuKCfofo
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6Qc7V4kUy
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp9F3vtlNy
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpB9dZ9LVb
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuh6FYYMI1
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRrQbdiBit
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I2sKVoY8D
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G8kNXv5yB
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DlTRgyYgu
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6uhBnjH05
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEWTCfFXHh
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnBAlUs2Iq
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「啪—」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ckp4LieqT
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8UAjDxQd0
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZz6u9cfZxu
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS8tJZX2Bz
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb9bBWWPiH
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHrILmjDlq
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0twQfxrhQ
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