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「你諗清楚啲？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4m3YbewHc
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzp6HD9deA
這個畫面似曾相識的……397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErH7ZbF3P3
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvdSrhWJrQ
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRbvSbrTCU
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS7JqKJodn
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0GUjg8IDG
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YZeU4UiC2
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3FVFNwhfi
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZCAa5Em1b
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytYs6Q1exQ
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrPX9GaZiW
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOaaPyzGRe
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h0Xj7UxmZ
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VsRu8HaF1
「唔、知、啊！！！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LYS51wtAg
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AJw6XqbGL
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiCVCVvWI8
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfvAnt7RSG
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGQED0LPOb
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09XfpecM1d
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tzo3wzFZL
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP9wfPPzpT
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a8XkHxcWB
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hYhCfdfVj
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUCHE4oXPk
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnmE8Kni70
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS2JSgaBzn
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaTLbtqRVd
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSsCfP2Vhw
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxwykm4Nwf
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxOG6BTADo
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6WEt0QlMT
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS7x4gmlOo
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ3f8cnRzB
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfiUedzFJR
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXMdBE0e8j
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFfDkwBTWq
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgPIVUEhZG
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAwpIV4LSx
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbd8C9guVG
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkLptg6dfM
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0XOzMZ9GX
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrsoP9AzxW
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI85DCIppcD
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpeEJYQwfM
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BjSNzQNHy
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztCGfLitXq
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtuWZsyfCf
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceOtNY9ESL
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDLZeQ19fA
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UOCY18Lg6
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8bHo1SFVs
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvGhda1p5q
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBgDbnJalN
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFugXA4MHXv
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNk0ft46Nf
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46OaW8x90a
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAnEEkKreD
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMGLrIsyQP
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iMEhg4mzI
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j4TXYZdmw
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCikq82As7
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZcry5ISWY
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu0usnpXWo
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6fgPm9jVn
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX70KaZEGF0
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkycbaF7wGa
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM0AgtWm1I
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUHA4bso7U
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVg4nVDMQ1
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElgyG5r6Gs
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9NPSplZkL
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt57xeiiFaA
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6iOJKIygg
「快啲教我點做。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWonuiI8KO
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0JQHaWXqe
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbHRwIHaMi
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvcbIRm8CA
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoPK9jhfNB
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29GRFmRQ3r
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtNM03AW7L
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZKhELBBkT
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNQMtpweVj
「欸！？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdH6FOwsIO
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qIM0Njzwh
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oHYaqQFoS
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjZS4qeRfi
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KVrvqbXa7
看來我還不夠成熟呢……397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRKaLabhEY
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOczqdVwX3
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzT3oFzw8B
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiKxGi8Ik6
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7lx6OWodW
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwszcMAZOd4
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkN7Q9OLDw
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOn6gudmco
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8Rk02maAr
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZly0exgPSH
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCTBCsmn6R
還有六人。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw38t6jntz
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「成長、成熟」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1S7YP2LoA
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbHWQJMPvz
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