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「沙—沙沙—沙—」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSeZF2kWu0
伴隨一個個浪花沖刷，陣陣的海風也同時吹拂我們的身驅。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSBueyMQ1A
我與Venus二人此刻正抱著雙腳坐在金黃而細軟的沙子上，看著一望無際而白茫茫的大海。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy44lqbyee
至於剛才我在路上所問道的問題，Venus她仍然沒有回答。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD9QY67SXu
只是稍為移開了眼神並指向了沙灘：「不如去咗沙灘先啦。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh7CRkWzUz
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如今我與她已經在沙灘上靜坐了大約十多分鐘，她依然默不作聲。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv57PxFAaM1
因此我都再問：「你嘅答案喺？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVD2wK6XR7
但Venus只是搖搖頭：「乜個答案重要咩？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DEiScf1qp
「我只喺想知……」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX7mSBfNFG
「想知我喺咪當你喺水泡？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDGC8GIZyz
「唔喺啊！」我馬上扭過頭望了她。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuDJN2wI11
只見她依然一臉平淡地凝視著前方的大海。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UE9SkxSH0
「我就喺驚你諗多咗先一直唔同你講原因。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Oq7AfqCRu
「點解會覺得我諗多咗啊？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOnANHtqVR
然而，這次換轉是她扭過頭並與我對上了眼神。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9PaUpp8DR
「你問我點解揀你，已經代表你諗多咗。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gyPn2kZg7
我無言了，因為她說得正確。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRLE9yJnmB
而她看見我閉上嘴的一刻，也繼續說：「鍾意一個人都要多多原因嘅，咁仲喺唔喺真心鍾意呢？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0EssSUThO
「咁……鍾意都有分一見鍾情同日久生情架嘛？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ps3csBJG5
她睜了兩下眼，隨後便笑起來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P4vSzOwAw
「呵，咁你覺得我對你喺咩？一見定日久？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBIqNNtq1Y
「欸……」我一時三刻回答不了。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2rVkXWaoS
「你睇你自己都答唔出，咁點解仲要問我原因呢？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYwHG5L1Yv
我再次閉上了嘴，並微微地低頭起來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYygxgjkuMH
但一瞬間，Venus也把頭靠到我的肩膊上。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxef8PhzQJ
「我對你兩者都有……」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zJO6fXx03
我沒有立即回應，只是繼續聆聽著。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGx3ArR40E
「中三棋藝比賽你做裁判個陣，見你成日都好大反應，又會不時放水比我，覺得你好得意。然後請槍你嚟話劇學會個陣，見到你好認真咁整嘢個嗰樣，覺得你好型。之後中四知道你入咗嚟話劇學會，又知道你都喺住屯門，一瞬間覺得一切都喺緣份……緣份為我哋牽起咗紅線。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oTVD1K8JO
「可惜我喺呢條紅線中間打咗好多個結……」我不禁自嘲起來，畢竟我欠她太多了。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRedHjF9kkI
相反她卻否認我的說話：「唔關你事，你有你嘅選擇權利，就好似你最後都同翻Mandy復合咁。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo28EoMTUjY
「我欠咗你哋實在太多……」我還是把那句話從心裡坦白出來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfdmnJqsIK
「正如我啱先所講，你最後都同Mandy復合，完咗佢嘅心願。而我，你就喺我留院嘅時候一直陪住我，仲乜嘢攬拖鍚都做齊哂，個陣我哋同拍緊拖真喺無分別。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc4mwGBro3
「感覺就好似比咗份假期待你……」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaBpNSY5J7
她聽到我這樣說著，隨即把頭移離了我的肩膊，並伸直雙腿坐著。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSybtCx84t
接著便雙手輕撫著我的頭：「你試下瞓落我大髀。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjDVgzgbmk
對於她的請求，我先是愣住了。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj7YA1r9km
但是很快也按她所說，轉而把頭躺到她的大腿上。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvXynl8XqD
而躺平的一瞬間，映入眼簾的除了那蔚藍的天空之外，就是那笑容猶如天使般的她。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZK31hxTgT
「我哋呢個姿勢好奇怪呵？」我稍為不好意思地說道。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlatC4aJnly
始終躺在女生的大腿上，應該只有情侶才會這樣做……對吧？403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxsuIAZ5ZA
「我想試下呢種感覺喺點嘛，哈哈。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZAdUyWOAw
她在說著的同時，展露出了那熟悉而甜蜜的微笑。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2pSOIphWy
而在她的笑容紓緩下，我也放鬆了整個人，完全躺在她那細膩柔滑的大腿上。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4mRUKzinS
期間我凝視著她的雙眼並說：「對唔住，突然問咗你啲咁奇怪嘅問題。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmsNpA820T
然而，她只是搖搖頭：「我都預咗你會問，始終喺你嘅心結嚟。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLNPXkDCq8
「我嘅心結？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9JSIUeKf1
她點一點頭：「你擔心自己嘅存在意義，喺咪？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkMk9EkZbf
我沒有開聲回答，只是靜靜地點頭起來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiTVF04NHn
Venus說得沒有錯，的確我一直以來都為自己的存在價值而煩惱。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsFdR9B6Gl
所謂的存在意義並不是甚麼我生在這世上有何用意之類的。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rm31YxtWz
而是我在其他人心目中，到底有何意義。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78FbuKTNmq
在其他人的心裡，我可以是一個朋友、是一名死黨、是一個知己、更可以是仇敵或是憎恨之人。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsokykdMWQ
曾經我在Mandy的心中，是前男友也是復合對象，使得她即使回來的生活也是近乎圍繞著我在轉，彷彿就是因為我的存在而困住了她。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFydp5KbtL
而經歷完與Mandy的所有事情後，我意識到自己的存在將會影響其他人，Venus與依玲也是「受害者」之一。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGs6EmpOeF
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「愛瑩。」我輕聲地叫道了Venus的名字。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjYAlcLCRB
她則是好奇地「嗯」了一聲，隨後便默默地凝著躺下的我。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlCR7ZKJVw
「我剩低嘅時間已經唔多，好快就會離開你。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKagQOVXuD
「我知……」她的表情並沒有太大變化：「我知你就快要走。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQpxzNs5Gw
「原來你知！？之前仲呃你一齊溫書……唔好意思。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXrdi0y1D4
我別開了眼神向她道歉起來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRITg06NoEu
因為我，一直都在欺騙著大家。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRNzs7qRg3
其實我早就答應了呂老師的邀請，前往外國進修。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbBGbEgShy
甚至連公開考試的成績都不用，就可以直接入學。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhYJKGciWQ
現在回想起，猜不到呂老師竟然有如此大的影響力。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhBGUxLK7S
就大約在一月初，一次與呂老師會見並答覆我的決定時……403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDMOcG04Xn
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「Alvin Boy好開心你會答應我嘅invite。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26AX0VjGya
「始終我都想見識下外面嘅世界……咁喺咪要考埋試，再報個分過去？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF87imgqt8
當我問及考試及成績時，呂老師卻搖頭起來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4ArGqH4ZT
「你唔洗考exam添啊，有我recommend嘅話，可以直接入學。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmvCXr2bY4
聽到老師如此說道，我不禁目瞪口呆起來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBLBHihJgI
「唔洗考試分？依家唔喺報U咩？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRHi7h8EIn
「你估好似Hong Kong咁咩，入個U都要high marks、awards同OLEs。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQxz4aR57V
的確香港大學就是出了名「難入易出」呢……403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO0WacrZ9Z
「總之有我recommend你就一帆風順啦！」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQinQ2XQh0
「到底呂老師你其實喺咪嗰間U嘅校長嚟架，入學入得咁兒戲嘅……」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbUYJBEjjZ
「我都想做principal啊，哈哈！」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx599UGi2cG
如是者，就在呂老師的開笑下，我們相繼討論了很多有關進修的事情。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn2eQUv6dh
而在數個星期後，我更得知了那邊學校打算在三月尾會見所有受特殊推薦入學的準學生。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZNUHOP4Rq
因此與學校及我的父母商量後，中六年級的last day，也將會是我真正離開這間中學的last day……403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFelNm1C9q
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「我最唔識應付呢啲離別之交，唯有扮會繼續同你哋一齊溫書考試……」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8KuaJWrav
「我就知道你喺有嘢扮緊……」Venus說道後便把手輕放到我的臉頰上。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf70O5gSYOD
「你點知……？」我一同輕撫著她那只手問道。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GqJGO3Qks
「幾次同你溫書都發覺你淨喺教我、幫我解題，然後又幫我搵past paper、highlight重點，仲幫我整咗好多notes。但從來都唔見你自己喺到操卷，就好似你喺到為緊我準備考試多過為自己。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMINfjjGCL6
「咁都比你發現……」我隨即便冷笑起來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNBm0cHV7B
想不到所有為她的小動作都被她看穿了。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bfNbjlAQC
「如果……我做呢個進修選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuGK1FXTVY
她收起了笑容並說：「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu3qogopqR
「真？！」我不禁瞪起雙眼、有點震驚地說道。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOG8YHjI8X
但是她下一剎那又臉掛笑容說：「憎你同忘記你一秒鐘之後，就會掛念住你直到下一世。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvhJzrSWrp
聽到她的這番說話，我先是愣住了，隨後也臉頰泛紅起來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqbo7E4tsW
「咁快就下一世……」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2SGsLdvZR
而她相繼一同面紅耳赤起來，並微微撅起嘴說：「下一世唔好咩？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqTmzM9uVv
「但你咁樣一直掛住我，會好辛苦。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCbzSD785H
「唔好睇小我……」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oX3IFUUp6
在話後，她便低下頭吻到我的嘴唇上。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqQSeeaCYK
與那柔潤的嘴唇觸碰一刻，我們也一同閉上了雙眼、聆聽著不斷湧上又消退的海浪。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHFsUew3NA
而隨後在吻過後，我也從她的大腿上站起身來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83LENXzcCh
「不如去食飯囉？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmk7yLFo4R
但Venus只是先抬頭望向我，然後就向我伸手。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJddfMr7jMW
「你帶我去啊。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JYrorxeRd
我看著她輕笑了一聲，便與她牽起了手並把她拉起身來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgsx12LTd2
接著也二人一同往燒烤場的方向開始步行。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G0NQSM5Bo
「想食咩？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVTPNl44AH
「不如去你屋企煮？你家姐同我講話今晚你屋企無人。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryIgWp2EkV
「喺？點解我唔知架？！佢又去男朋友到？」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3MoMdRjgl
「嗯……仲有我同咗屋企講，話我今晚過Coco到過夜……」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvjHEsd8zl
她說著的同時，臉頰及耳朵也通紅起來，連聲音也越說越小聲。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSASxM46ZN
聽著她的一言一語、看著她的表情，我也不禁面紅耳赤起來。403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDMHejjD8N
並一同輕聲細語地說：「咁……咁嚟我屋企食啦……仲有一齊瞓。」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzhbKeuyLt
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「懷疑自己的同時，其實也會有人無條件地接納你」403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5Uz6XgcnC
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作者的話：最終話開始倒數……403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsPlzTBs8h
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