第一二七章：過去488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXpgP3tmj4
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我們分手的那一天……488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL3zMljw5Q
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoRuCC6j5h
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uhrwO1t8q
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxHoWBYvfN
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJz7fakYcy
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTM7N9OijJ
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HZL5XqpK1
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj8ol7JazZ
顯示的卻是單剔號。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIOoT3uyKe
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0B5mYTL73
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppQhx2Yx5J
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91zT6SmdNP
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkcnvo5Qjq
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZsOUOutrt
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJi1SZOfzW
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpaZl40mm1
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH7angzwSi
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33jJDW8jOv
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjZEAk5G63
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogoxH1yd15
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMKArFDTCL
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjefpZzQRW
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB1lHsgNtc
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7a6JjSnHI
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz2vPOFlCC
這是回憶嗎？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43qnYgT2I6
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqW0JIAe49
又是回憶了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdwBD8zaLI
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtG1BjRQPP
怎樣都是回憶。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBnwQg34vf
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDboE82ba1X
不要再是回憶了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzNMVYyrXX
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjnLoZO6pj
不要、不要、不要！488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFjYTGuFFu
「我唔想離開你！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoDFXCPavz
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「夠啦！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MhYET7wMg
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulpdMrTGQs
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy9MtfwSIM
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaQqBGh1Y0
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbnhf4C2dZ
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWo5f1lhPx
「咦？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxePpuIxSq
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLofrNMuJs4
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3IgWqvYuy
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVta0PFOpB
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbovrNMdRk1
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlMxea1gun
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfFVyFeg0G
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH4QRyoCYh
 488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QLFGgoPgj
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQsEVu9sEF
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsFD2E2SRD
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9fO2EGfK5
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sCALqtP28
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7QNvcdyie
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg0LoQkJPB
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkokcgDmt7
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOnMa1AvJI
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4KyyYWF4B
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb4zwmsVSC
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXxRXTOrNm
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qM1h0EHwJ
 488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f7KTixQiP
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v5omnE6kE
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamL1l0a2mQ
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbftdWPlusz
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpARg3SqOX
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsBRZRZ45h
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwemDmZczx5
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS4obaM8jY
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5IM1QGSFs
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHnJjwfh7B
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jlUxas9i0
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rGYAGBhJ8
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6d7wl6anQ
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneLgjlulYa
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX8iVFzPrW
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkymBpNrbXR
不過，當然是沒有了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJP2vXEE4A
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvB23GGHrF
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM7WGUHAs3
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQSTAB50lz
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAbq0jwnSs
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCuIQ4rT5h
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x7Is2X3ew
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKfcFMCK4z
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8I9vUYplh
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR6hZprOim
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM1m12Ljwj
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8aw6Vj9i6
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBzPp8xn0Y
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTJSCs1pUR
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeTJ6Az7Tf
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlJmVtfOkN
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJ1foWfL13
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugldFnn37T
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfC6HnUTmj
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXCXj7LAeZ
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PuAcjwiwm
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cAxz7lFqo
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelFgR8Tnr1
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXChYqnESH
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