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我們分手的那一天……474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIXCm5QXXk
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rPjxqd4BN
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfmU4P0Wf2
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bWU4AryRG
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQIkzpeHpu
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRK9rZYmVW
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YGPCiCztF
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY064jLqLjv
顯示的卻是單剔號。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujm5lWaBzZ
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrBawXdKGT
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JT6xWGmhv
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1go0GAkAh0
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii4twNUydk
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy5vooewiQ
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXBiEgrSlu
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEAm6H4UVZ
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOTc63hZxa
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLBwI83U4J
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKIZE2LfHe
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi3XZiGwZB
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRgdI8Fu31
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXmBVRlrdO
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqE0MedxwC
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nIRrTw3Eu
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBbVAwo40O
這是回憶嗎？474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeefDeZ9c6
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx3b2uvjfF
又是回憶了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6spjRDc5l
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKSgHxrM4o
怎樣都是回憶。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv94LvO6wL
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6B6tfxwA4
不要再是回憶了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdoxTyk96T
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJZsa4h8rp
不要、不要、不要！474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQF8B0VrMl
「我唔想離開你！」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsoIz6nAyH
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「夠啦！」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvifNCAz8Sm
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40OFVerNc8
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4YzkLbD6T
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjOSggpOhF
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uL1Ub9Vsj
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy3sroukAy
「咦？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSDWXeKVX1
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzakB8AN1s
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAWsJnUGNh
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF7emrNK6K
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nZ6bIPVYO
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMfEUrZ8fX
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZBjKLCPhz
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszL6EZZdKN
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rRhGRIAc7
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7BBhRHaUT
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTn7f7KHnf
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eU9nojxdC
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2sxHbbCBl
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA72HZ9q6BR
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf11zQYaIf5
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwcGq3HWV0
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRAgutrQ1I
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdPHSVybNc
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC5biNNe2c
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6I57siUd0
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6MkhisCIo
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc1tTdXzwl
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L8tZjof9B
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W6C0P5ge5
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I7OEr66Ud
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TeacNZhfP
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDz4Z1OORA
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkvaTqMUST
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y63jTx00N
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Z2rGHCctF
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFQTsjY4qR
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1c3tch79J
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0DOd4l8Ek
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IorGNNcPT
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VZ5khqSc8
不過，當然是沒有了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47pXMtF8Z4
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgrXkqD4JH
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTulyd1vArb
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYKLiEGokm
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wsjjLNXw6
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXarvNCF3fa
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOekRYxJxnb
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwscyVSQ5GW
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9J55FpAiE
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91gjl2kQ0R
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxWXiiwPCW
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4fsP5KlvH
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9RE3G5SKF
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjr5l21A4e
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RSkl4I6Gp
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixPTfxxIHN
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRRPwbPl4J
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyvxsW0ebh
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ctcU68WpL
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R2Zat7Hic
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXbg49jGJh
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kEfUWvw1r
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNFS9HKC53
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5sARfHJpb
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