第一二七章：過去498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6a9fRyuRz
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我們分手的那一天……498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKEDwqXFJ9
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtClsITlwpK
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmogYOGVCy
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ml3QMwre5
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOSD48nThq
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHQ1dHk3xs
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszUa3tqZrr
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSurYK45Dl
顯示的卻是單剔號。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4UPdkWJTi
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0F5QUxOOl
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISVFFdaKcj
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpo1SxOY3S
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtjtQZeBDc
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QM3dWxbKH
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73D6N4l88G
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVmaeikekQ
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE2iu5qC4e
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vbg0UjvXI
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdQeWajo3k
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkMSin4eDF
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YJUEBneOp
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeQvb6YEjr
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH5fLicETw
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXhhgc1OWr
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDcwa9j6eb
這是回憶嗎？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkiyruP07m
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYMIodYSZF
又是回憶了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvkR3Dsza4
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvCrWLjltj
怎樣都是回憶。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvy73RwnzX
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnldeMK94TO
不要再是回憶了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs5eStmVQZ
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm8dwqLikY
不要、不要、不要！498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNByFw3bXf
「我唔想離開你！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XYDYG4V7j
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「夠啦！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2udB2x60wQ
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjX0UR1Vt7
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ189uZDhQk4
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o85dReN5O
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTatFiOAy9A
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hbe7N8bze
「咦？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCN8izOaPO
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF4WmKvpxk
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQvfOXQVkN
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDyZVGKLld
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP9YtbMFp6
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8ZgPX3Eoe
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhj17nEWBJ
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPhHvVAPlc
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoDmiOQrnN
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoW4c9PCRF
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXEvoa3McN
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a2KX8g7G1
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSCpbnwqHO
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TOvKrJO0c
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCtrhlvsiU
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zklfHwQn6
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCiXvKJTTm
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkW6YhcfbT
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRVHw2KkV5
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7DzQ9ZqQ0
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo0WrVPWdS
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxtaFu2DT3
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx6U6QMluV
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4Woxb3B9L
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjStjOLitVi
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9codoay7lM
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7vkjGrJDz
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuLINtn4cB
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLyYJmncWO
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLGqMGMfIs
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hHYGc73lw
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBfUc2tFe8
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgdjjkCw0A
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4vBkJZYmm
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgO4pok8H7
不過，當然是沒有了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPYC6ripMz
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ytH3J3qSi
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvZohysUrT
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr3djUgM7a
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuFeZEn8uq
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVJh4VsE05
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF3aCx4mIN
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN5GMxdkkP
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAtiP2CC6G
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPXfH9omht
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK6EA75JW3
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75Mbg1YVQh
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtvedbYWIY
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzlo4oBQYG
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2xc9WYwiD
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw4QvvQYeu
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpkBcgI3hm
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLH79OXcNu
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIm27ddvHv
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdoIqDs47F
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6ap3yoZzq
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEDGiEcnjO
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKHtuHAOYD
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Dg5IEvh3h
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