暑假篇：釋懷482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ62qnQhXE
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「你真喺Alvin啊？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyFDMyl1mZ
那名女生仍然一臉難以置信地問著我。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr4CIH540A
其實此刻，在我心一樣徘徊著同樣的問題「你真喺Ivy啊」。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb58EzbNWwL
但是對於記性好的我來說，當然知道她就是Ivy了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEFv6hsSMP
雖然她把過往的長髮修剪為及肩短髮，並開始佩帶起眼鏡。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn96egRH1AA
然而她那張熟悉的臉孔，仍然存在於腦海之中。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvkMjnJhCO
最糟糕的就是……我在一瞬間也回憶起，她哭泣著的容貌。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbIS36lshI
亦都是多年前，我最後一次看見她的時候……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWKEq3MH0U
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「我哋好耐無見啦！有無……有無三年啦？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtgOxck0sh
Ivy在一陣驚訝過後，便隨即臉帶笑容說道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaQWQUYu56
再見時是哭著，現在重遇卻是笑著，是多麼矛盾的事情……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hjvm6HfEN
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「正確嚟講應該喺四年啦。」我回應她。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ69KeLzI4
而她在聽到我的更正後，也立即數著手指：「一、二、三、四……喺喎！原來已經四年囉，嘻嘻！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK1Im9FTLX
看著她傻笑起來的樣子，我的心中卻逐漸產生起一種感覺。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01C4OWCSSb
一種難以形容的內疚感。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLED1b6VgbD
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而在她的一陣傻笑過後，她似乎也察覺到了我並沒有多說話。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fMooddqzR
於是她便接著再說：「Alvin，你成個人成熟咗。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA95yEizYb
「喺……喺咩。」我稍為避開了她的目光說道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzzYC2Pwj0
隨即視線也落在她的長袖衣上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lbZtd1nHp
明明現在是夏天，外面三十多度，但她還是穿著長袖。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbSzfXZrhY
是用來遮掩著手臂嗎？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FaFyItQDR
是用來遮掩著手臂上的傷痕嗎？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdKAmwDBhR
是用來遮掩著手臂上因為我而弄出來的傷痕嗎？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUwDOH3s8V
單是回想起昨晚Mandy所說的畫面，我便不禁倒抽了一口氣。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR8FHz3Zdp
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「Alvin，你介意緊以前嘅事啊？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL7O9CWaZI
Ivy很快也發現了我的目光落在她的衣袖上，於是隨即便把衣袖卷起。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDb4IqSpH2
展露了手臂上的數條疤痕。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PZQhNmhU7
這一瞬間，我的心涼了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE1YhGeZ4a
原來這就是我當時的決定，而導致的後果了嗎……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIW3CraJJm
我沉默了數秒，接著也開口說：「對唔住。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirZRRE9KsF
道歉，因為當時我傷害了她的心。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1ZyL4IV7m
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「哎呀！做咩道歉啦你？」Ivy立即愕然地說道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9HDoLdcGR
我沒有回應她，只是繼續沉默著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf3rTNJHHY
使得她隨即也皺眉頭起來，並思考了數秒後說：「睇嚟Alvin你真喺好介意以前嘅事……真喺好對唔住！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe35Cjvqqgg
然而在她話後，她卻立即向我九十度鞠躬道歉起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9OQsU46Wz
這次輪到我感到錯愕起來並立即說：「做……做咩突然道歉啦？！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzYs8hrA2n
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「因為當年我一時嘅衝動，搞到Alvin你原來一直都介懷於心！真喺好對唔住！」Ivy繼續面朝地板說著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNRz3LgtD1
使得我都開始有點不知所措起來，只能不斷揮動手臂，示意她快抬起頭來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9wOxjJjQy
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於是Ivy也快速地把頭抬來，然後雙眼注視著我說：「如果喺一年前嘅我，我諗依家一定喊哂口。不過依家嘅我已經對一切都釋懷，所以希望Alvin都唔好因為當年嘅事而怪責自己！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5gU3U7Tdh
「我自責緊……？」我疑惑地重複她最後一句話。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcZCR740Q4
而她只是隨即指向我並說：「我識少少心理學架！所以咪睇得出你自責緊！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXdK36WvZP
是嗎，原來我一直都在自責著……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjgr7zPVci
 482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBE75G1BmW
「其實講真啊，我都估唔到我哋會咁樣相遇翻，突然之間覺得所有嘢都好似喺琴日發生咁。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbrTTHeGFk
「如果當時我唔拒……」當我打算開口說道的時候，Ivy卻再說：「唔可以。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEagGYqBHU
「吓？咩唔可以？」我瞬間愣住。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaXnXskLPt
而她只是搖一搖頭，並說：「唔可以因為要迎合其他人，而強迫自己失去咗自我。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsLRUZqrgA
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她的這句話如同子彈一樣，一下子打穿了我的大腦。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0nCwy3xFY
她說得沒有錯，我一直以來都是在扮演著一個只會迎合其他人的角色。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNbh1hgFam
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「以前我一直都會諗，如果Alvin你無拒絕我，究竟之後會點。」她說道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuu9bYx4pf
而我思考了一會後，便說：「我哋會一齊咗，跟住就唔會發生之後嘅事？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G9KhgJGL1
「喺，我哋喺會一齊，但喺一切都只喺因為你唔想hurt我，而強迫自己同我一齊，咁樣嘅話，我哋根本就唔會過得開心！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8rjEhFHN5
她說著的時候，語氣明顯變得有點激動起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0nX4UHC4G
但她仍然繼續說道：「咁所以，唔好再因為我嘅事而怪責自己啦！我依家過得好好，識咗一班好室友，佢哋仲教識咗我好多唔會嘅正向觀念。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfiEgjkpxs
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而在她的一番言論後，我便合上嘴巴，並閉上雙眼，大腦開始思考起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5sJ858Idf
因為當初Ivy的事件，我變得開始只會迎合他人。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a8UF8PW80
後來與Mandy交往後，我開始執著於承諾。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuscIArc5vP
結識依玲及Venus後，我仍然只是一直在配合著她們對我的心意而行。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ClvqasYDV
一時是好朋友、一時是前度、一時是曖昧對象。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ogvUp85oU
到底我的真正想法是甚麼？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxDVGT1XyP
而為什麼，我又會落得如此的地步呢……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIMetwdn2S
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想著想著，我便不自覺地冷笑了一下。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtBC7QwMtA
而Ivy也隨即說：「所以希望你唔好再自責啦。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMk1hPGOim
我慢慢地張開眼睛，然後看著她說：「多謝你，我諗我諗通咗啲嘢啦。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr8Nyv5lv7
其實一直迷失著的人，原來就是我自己。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvj6VqNfga
 482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTXEdLwkZB
「見翻你，可能喺種緣份，喺上天安排我哋再相遇翻，然後解開心結。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUcWpivJJd
「心結？你唔喺話你釋懷咗啦咩？」我好奇問道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXY6nBTlYwA
但Ivy接著卻突然面紅耳赤起來，並說話變得有點口吃起來：「對你喺釋懷……但對另一個人唔喺……」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8rMsMFUNO
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「喂！學生妹原來你喺到啊！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OhBOBK5rm
此時，從我的後方傳來了一把男聲。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowGDlJpseC
於是我便立刻扭頭過去查看，發現原來是剛剛那位受我邀請完成任務的Youtuber以及他的另外兩位朋友。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuTKHx3Etq
而從他剛才的對話推斷，他們應該是認識Ivy的……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls43AlgbEL
莫非Ivy所說的室友就是他們嗎？！482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh5K52tLhE
 482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkG4a1om7y
接下來，其中一名男生更走到我們的身旁時，並稍為打量了一下我。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZAaM5D1MG
然後就一臉恍然地向Ivy說：「哦！原來就喺佢！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9wGe04vBP
「嗯？」我立刻擺出了一個疑惑樣子。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLq8WXGgJa
甚麼原來就是我？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVTti3Yzo9
 482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaznHd9Zw09
然而，那名男生並沒有理會我的反應，只是繼續與Ivy說：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkJzHoc92U
「你要講嘅嘢喺咪講哂啦？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJJSZLAFqi
「講哂啦！」Ivy立即回應對方，並表情瞬間變得更害羞起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpaE0TP6x3
而我對於他們的對話，仍然感到萬分不解。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjin0Rm78Q
但是那名Youtuber也隨即向我說：「我哋幫你哋做完任務啦！記得subscribe同like多啲我啊！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rzctutw1e
接著，那三名男生便與Ivy一同向我作了一個簡易的道別。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhgY3gi8zS
然後就轉身從圖書館的另一個出口離開了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiURSoRujQj
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與此同時，也只留下了完全摸不清頭緒的我並自言自起來：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TECGrA3vr
「到底講緊咩啦……」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkqGDMb2QT
不過既然今天能重遇Ivy，並得知她至今還過得挺好的。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Z4qWSmyC
我想……應該是時候要放過一下自己了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrNkgoEorW
當年的內疚，應該都會逐漸消散了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoOuisz7L3
這算是解決了我人生其中一個遺憾了吧？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uRi3NzNAv
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但是，在解開了過往的困惑同時。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPqZShnhpa
也提醒了我，在未來，我將再次需要作出選擇。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum92pAummH
而且還是三個那麼多……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0hXyym1RV
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「只有釋懷，才能夠走更遠的路」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoGxzLD576
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作者閒聊：連動篇總算告一段落了。在不久將來，Ivy還是會再次出現喔，不過那已經是第二個故事了~482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01EhAD0Mtg
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