過去篇(四)476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFX3lWvrz66
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某一天，在午息時段，Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPr5KNaVUbF
找了一個寧靜的角落，獨自一人坐下，不禁嘆息起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLJnBGfPlv
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylso5C0hEj
原來在剛才午飯時間，Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhIv3iVrxe
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK02fn3OWoh
並且升上中學後，根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdLx3xFGvx
因此Ivy突如其來邀約，再加上當時朋友們的催促，Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnUUtx0K4B
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAVQVINP6g
被喜歡的人拒絕邀約，除了感到可惜及失望之外，就根本甚麼都做不到。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZISaFla6E
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中，卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqR66zkbqh
至今，她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt7q36rIBv
即使放學後，她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數，也少之又少。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6au8S2ORLU
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8zJq96amK
「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講，直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx57mhtbEO7
這時，在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWpLTIRroe
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg0GRBonWG
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說，要與喜歡的人坦白，可是一件難若登天的事情。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7pREgmoxF
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕，她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHH0J3r8Wk
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA5b67QU40
「你鍾意Alvin啊？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJMLbIah8d
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ22WLkbUE4
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來，並隨即轉過身來，查看聲音的主人。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0zv0jPJ56
「Dan……？點解你會嚟庭園嘅？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGduFeANlrq
在確認是同班的同學後，Ivy也接著好奇地問道。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshvJvDen4a
畢竟，學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAykMgjgZs3
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VTc46opq9
「食飽飯無嘢做，咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊，呵呵。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK4YAXT7OK
Dan在說著的同時，奸笑起來，然後就盯著Ivy，等待對方辯解。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMFEk0ytjq
「你唔好講出啊！我求你！」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十，不斷向Dan請求著。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRQOKDWyut
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmh79cvKsW
接著，Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮，一臉沾沾自喜地說：476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFje8ndZbXg
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSiEniE47n
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話，然後就搖頭說：「咁又唔似……」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU3ypWteOz
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiMwYggzGI
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊？」Dan隨即問道，看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYGn3vQUVM
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來，並不斷捏住自己的校裙。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6fPo1JVJI
而在一番內心掙扎後，她也小小聲地說：「大概三個月啦……」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z1m38EY17
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMy08xOqtD
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲，但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說：476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpquP8k1DDz
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXx9qTiwBP
在對方的引導下，Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIPcTd8tHF
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣，然後就是好感，最後就是喜歡了對方。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9hiWT1sqB
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMjB6rOXFB
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTTknn78us
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後，隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpetxamlju1
「哦，所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG7IBumxpG
Ivy沒有說話，只是默默地點著頭。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDRuL7jEC4
於是Dan見況也繼續說：「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅，明明鍾意人，但又無勇氣同對方講，想接近人，但喺又無從入手，令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwbk8z25JY
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後，Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV0a47i5Xy
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan，並用低沉的聲音說：「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I0vnN2tVB
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzVyhpAsuo
「唔好灰啦！不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦！知佢點諗你都一件好事啊！」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRV4hC11o0h
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子，馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著，希望從而令Ivy振作一點。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7axawV3pb1
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後，馬上想起了先前Laura的一句：「唔試過又點知得唔得呢？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeP6ThNTat
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火，一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgBk2t1Th7
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 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt24z47dpG
數天後，Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NU88qvI2t
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cCdE5Mmux
「Alvin，不如今日一齊走啊！」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUCsBDpfiv
「少有喎，你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8zEjuL1XZ
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊！」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR11FTeDNd
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO9pOkneiZ
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcr5MAOeIPE
接著，Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4Z0M2vRRa
聊起兩三句後，Dan也開門見山問道：「Alvin，你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1Ufe7T4bL
隨即二人也站在了原地。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSDdGAhTev
而此時，Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處，聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsSZdFfykK
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答，簡單而直接。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1au0xfSwd4
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了，而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtqnwSM7qg
看來她的幻想，都確實只是幻想。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEXmdkpmJN
並如同泡沫一樣，在一瞬間破掉化為無物。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnMRrwPH9i
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3pMi4kXKC
「真喺無鍾意嘅人？」Dan再問道，並語氣變得質疑起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvfA0ORxZ0
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案：「真喺無。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh1AbcHNPv
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvLsPdgk6Y
這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuGeDsv3nS
不過機智的他，也很快就想到第二條問題：「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bGShPRwY2
Alvin思考了一會，然後答：「嗯……無喎……」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxXuLFjke9
雖然答案一樣，但是這一次Alvin的回答，卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7s89znOvX
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑，再問：「真喺無？你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTEJQYlP9H
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbLal4ksWX
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後，也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSyzwX7MEn
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上，希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Oe9TMNdkV
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答，她確實感到額外的緊張起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWBN7LEJAV
可是，她接著聽到答案是……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwPDw7dv4d
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎，咪普通同學咁。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qaKiSyzck
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzna9JbkC7U
聽到Alvin的回答，Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣，目瞪口呆地站在原地。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SpDu9C9HL
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MFjwulXn4
或許他自己也猜想不到，這就是Alvin的答案。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WOZmQQlBp
不過，感到有點不知所揩的Dan，也靈機一動，立即再問：476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEfT5bdnbB
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgNNDK00FG
他選擇不再轉彎抹角，而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugdIO80ubq
但其實他都猜想不到，原來Ivy一直偷聽著。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzWlHhVC4V
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJBtnMYA8p
然而，Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRc6CtvGlG
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDn9jPCUox
正當Alvin說完這句話後，他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMzYdhaVvc
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方，並發現沒有人。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaTXBTqS50
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cabbyVcui
然而，他並不知道，剛才腳步聲的主人，正是Ivy。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEG25XimSk
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujqzREXIrj
而與此同時，Ivy也已經淚流滿面，走到了學校的某處。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynpt5FJJGF
孤單一人坐在角落，蜷縮著身體，雙臂抱住雙膝，痛哭起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7ZCTbwlef
她的哭聲，無比悲哀及淒慘，如同心被刀割一樣。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEFdBooYFK
看來這份傷痛，將永遠刻印在她的心中，成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo1qmw9pN9
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 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK6NMfJPdx
「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpWJweozXT
直至深夜時，Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話，而驚醒過來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4FOy8Ba1Y
她隨即慢慢地離開了床，並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HMDo4akUM
然後，打開了桌燈，看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagoVQQaRUJ
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUViL58toy
接著再回想起Alvin的說話，以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM9QXiedyZ
她不禁冷笑起來，隨後打開桌上文具盒，拿出了一把美術刀。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr3eBNld76
伸出冰冷的刀鋒，對著自己的手臀……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgRf3Axhog
「嚓—」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYtbL7KFMJ
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMV9cqeoIK
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcZneFThTR
「懷著多大的期望，就會迎來同等的失望，甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GsGFjXfYm
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yEqmIfScJ
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFX3DGqkSK
作者在此鄭重聲明：476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFBlGOj9lM
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份，並且是虛構情節。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBYSSpDAjq
讀者們請潔身自愛，切勿嘗試！！！476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw3oTcMRnD
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情，都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LZnRGjysf
若發現事情未如理想，無法獨力承受，請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNSXLWk3LA
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化，請各位潔身自愛。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVVQkNVRv6
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBGrKYTpMf
 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUJnzjgffA
作者閒聊：476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiRO1lHo4l
過去阿侑的一句：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Bm1Z26uIf
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRwkmN0Ee3
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