第九十二章：承諾與失望536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAKmGjw0Vm
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEiQ7nNqyJ
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6HPYkLVht
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNebYkrUi0R
對，那個人……就是Mandy。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0GW2mbTaX
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLxE1bOOAy
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPV3cxKmdi
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim0fOfzATm
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUOOnS2YuE
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGROc08ThOa
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvZClMPgH1
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nTvu9zO5H
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ujVgslvp5
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNBYcpFrrg
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3rx8pMDdq
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWFEXpJp6A
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDWhAPTQHW
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqzQoYz4Qo
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBCNanVwZz
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IfkERfaii
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq6cTCkiIQ
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKhgMChdpe
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCSML4d4Yw
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rXMlzQs89
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCwAcc2QwH
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlwFpUYZC0
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQdwmlElC7
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIBRkeGBmR
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHgkhCs24o
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv7tTOcBiu
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP66rE232gC
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NKLyaeWCW
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vt6cIps5C
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp8j5rWreI
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyGRmw5Wdr
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiVx4lqTMt
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyXKek2RAQ
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIemurWUU46
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i0er3Ymqz
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRMQGhXSBF
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl36ea7OQme
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWihGTohP2r
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdgzz7GGRz
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmGLUBAaXg
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaKuejHQG7
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfbzymMSLh
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtbcu2yB55
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5HKHttQUH
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TWfhTwMeP
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrWMc5POhO
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wzAMHYMBz
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4JcnEV4LD
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXw6vSEy2y
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZrXuCqCu2
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMORgYHnhk
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PI3ruXGQ4
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IoxMGg9Fs
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapxziKmvhD
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntkZd5VUaM
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaVN1B7Cfe
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CPeXfN4pV
「Online住唔應嘅？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOsQM2smDD
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRKw6tjSws
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMNTG2Yn6N
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnMlffvcAw
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eDe7TSEWm
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPpYsvoAVT
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEHoeRoEQO
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkkEuKSxnH
「我準備做手術啦」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBiZUKu7zN
「做完再覆你ouo<3」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWcbYstgwG
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fdnD7N5mI
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGvi8RSiUX
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEMttUJErI
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOiouiWeD4
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1YmyHT5XV
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyT9jvQn1e
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqYYoPCmqi
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sorY0Ou10
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYJh9KAv0F
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdHjmRCME7
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIZ3EFGfF0
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBRllALwtO
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ55tJfI94
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpRf0IaG1h
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqQ91l72Zo
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CKyT3qBaS
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「各就位……預備……」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s6u2wboeF
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjBTIcmFv4
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GgonynF31
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6PlY5t6tb
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0PukdVpF8
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「呯—」 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavbwUKiaDb
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmItvP6jkK
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZbqqCkn5m
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQsr3i1jD1
最後更成為了最後一名。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr37kKh7hAJ
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDabBfte5rp
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEF5L2Vavl
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x3Q9qdAmH
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfxuqNj9IF
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuVfIG84Nj
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfpORPQfzC
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdNgHddzze
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskQNjqnYo1
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvw22TuKwE
是Mandy。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ChdINNE8N
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcmqyg9oDi
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi02JTmXgR2
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGnHZVdUJP
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtle3Q5WEm6
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zAgQMoTOJ
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KUWxDpVXI
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEGa6GkYvs
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaP0JNzSR8
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xTjn1T6gf
 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm0zANZAG3
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOI4pCWbNU
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JPHpzPhhd
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3IKZEI2yQ
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUT8z1K5A1
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「啪—」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0UZqiD66Q
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVNOVoYp3D
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJLcQ38PIC
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZlFE3z58q
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOpNEcJun8
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEleJMeETw0
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISSpqHIcuT
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