第五十九．五章759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQkhUvzTUy
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「何鵬侑，其實你對我仲有無感覺？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrkFaK8Ttr
我終於都決定要問一次，這一個一直埋藏在我心底裡的問題。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgMDld8U0w
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我已經拖延了Alvin不少時間了，他可是還要回去為姐姐買晚飯的。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUawQtOi3Aj
雖然心裡是這樣想著，但我還是把他從醫院帶來了車站，再由車站從帶到來了現在暫住的家樓下。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgVORif2KZ
原因就只是希望能夠問道他這一條問題……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKip09rOfEp
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但當我問完後，只見Alvin思考了一會。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvlTb453vU
拜託，你一定要回答「已經放下了我」。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l7tBfxJTz
這樣我才能夠有藉口都讓自己放下你的……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6aWPFFAfV
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「你要我老實答嘅話，喺仲有感覺。」他思考完後，就看著我說。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEPXdf70GR
聽到他這一個答案，我的大腦頓時如同電腦當了機一樣。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf05fyBrMc
他這個答案，完全打亂了我原先預定好要與他說的話……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk012dZ1hop
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我初初是希望他會回答我「已經放下了」。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIfCwnpDCK
然後我就可以順勢假裝自己都放下，並與他再一次由「朋友」的關係，重新再來一次。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFFkNFQJjz
但現在他竟然直接回答我「還有感覺」……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOexGHNo2eK
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單單就是這一句，就足夠令我已經很想立即走進他懷中，然後跟他說，其實我都一樣還沒有放下……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk5UFwUs8m
雖然感性上，我真的想與他再一起。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrvmNinadA
但理性上告訴了我，一開始令他失望及傷心的人……是我。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MYmRUgAup
即使我知道一切都已經過去了……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rHgYfrs1X
但是曾經的傷痕裂縫，是沒法輕易就能填補得到的。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfQKNZDMVb
我或許已經沒有資格，在他的心裡再佔上一格。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTBUO2QCdm
我更不能再在他的心裡刻上第二條傷痕……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmcCpR4KtN
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但是這刻情緒已經有一點開始湧現出來。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqSpAZRmPM
然而，我都一定要假裝冷靜，不能讓他看穿我此刻的情緒。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs6LHLz84m
於是我便深呼吸了一下，然後說：「都過咗成年啦……點會仲有感覺架……」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i03ZQ3SPO
我說著的時候，心裡其實都一陣隱隱作痛。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0FcYvhH8p
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「原先都無乜架啦，但同你相遇翻之後，個感覺即刻出翻哂嚟。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL18xfBz0n
他回答著我。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC1C398lEV
為何你一定要說這些說話呢……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH2yRMkKwn
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雖然心裡很難受，但我自己弄出來的問題，就必須由我自己來解決。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AcCTFYgzR
「問題就喺呢到啦！」我立即回應他。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmEh0r20Zy
而他都很快就看著我問：「問題？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ITtTqSoGv
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「我哋依家嘅身份仲喺前男女朋友，所以一見翻臉就自然會咩感覺都出翻哂嚟……明明大家都已經分咗手成年，但你仲喺好似move on唔到咁。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6heK0xw5U5
我都不知道自己正在亂說著甚麼……但我說完後，就立即轉身背向著他。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dNfk9NXHP
因為我真的開始壓抑不住心中一直不斷湧現著的情緒了……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIMZ510jbD
每當我說一句與心相反的說話，我就變得更難受了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUZ2cLeSsq
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「你咁樣講，好似講到自己已經放低咗咁。」他又回應了我。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX3uqEsx63
原來你認為我已經將你放下了嗎……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0UZrxYvkx
雖然，心真的很痛，但既然已經決定了，我就必須繼續演下去。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXneVmGlL0t
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「我……放低咗架啦！」我說道。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMhGUtCcfv
但這時候，淚水都終於壓抑不住，從雙眼開始流下來。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWCJjH4qni
對不起……我撒謊了，但這都是為了你好。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUYP5CVaZ2
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「喺啊……你放低到咪好囉……唔似我咁。」他回答我。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwOQKfDo78
拜託不要再說這些說話了……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhcIVMORS5
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此刻，聽完他的說話後，我的心真很痛，很痛，很痛。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63T9iqjMX4
但是我還得繼續演下去……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQa2JRAkDH
於是我強忍著眼淚，並轉身看著他。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sIGlVULcs
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幸好，這時旁邊的的路燈剛好因時限而熄滅了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOLfVAx3Vh
這麼暗的環境，他應該是看不到我的表情的……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZiewGIOnC
於是我便立即向他說道：「所以我覺得點解有時我哋喺班房到會有啲尷尬就喺因為我哋身份嘅問題。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcMnTCUiqA
句子之間完全沒有停頓，因為一停頓下來，我就會又想哭了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4ujd7lHjj
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「身份嘅問題？」他問道我。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8a0QeXnMKC
「你仲覺得我喺你前女朋友，所以有時喺交流上先會有啲尷尬……你應該好似我咁放低哂，然後就以一個新嘅身份去面對你！」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCViLjD4gDC
我看似很有道理地說著。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitiS5utsip
但其實我根本就沒有放下過對他的感情。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvS9LX2Zye
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接著，Alvin竟然沒有回應我。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrcFVSL3Mt
於是我都只好繼續說：「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZSQ2mBhwM
本來這一句說話，是打算一開始在他回答我「已經放下了」後，就接著說的。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkozf3dctSo
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雖然我都希望我們能從「朋友」再重新開始過。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE6dvuShYV
但至少都讓我有一個藉口去先放下對你的感情吧……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHjNjxO6hK
現在這樣反而讓我更不想去放下對你的感情了……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO71VG4v3a
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「你嘅意思即喺我哋做翻朋友，好似啲典型嘅分手對白咁。」他又開口說道了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SdjmDwbBK
「咁唔好咩？你又可以放低我，而我哋又可以繼續正正常常咁交流……」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2qdEhiDpX
這對現在的我們來說，應該是最好的解決方法了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjGybtL4rt
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接著Alvin都沉默了一會，看來他都應該是在思考著這個唯一的解決方法。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7lFqu68TX
而很快，他都彷彿想通了一樣開口說：「好啦，我哋做翻朋友啦咁！由今日起，我哋就只喺朋友。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbApwgWoP6
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當我聽到他說我們只是朋友時，我就知道「何鵬侑與蔡霜玥」這段關係，在這一瞬間……完結了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm08oMIRKsN
雖然這本來就是我的目的，但為何當我聽到他所說後，我反而更難過……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ollK6i4qA
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我的眼淚又開始從雙眼流下。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ597mC6HbYP
但現在與他這麼近的距離，他一定會看得見我臉上的淚水。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs688AcBQy
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因此，我只好立即轉身，並強忍著淚水說：「好啦……時間唔早啦，你……快啲翻去買飯比家姐啦，我都要上翻去煮自己份晚餐啦！」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeVFau3zhU
接著，我就背向著他揮手，並往前面的方向跑去。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7Ep0Kmb62
我必須離開他，因為我實在不能再忍耐下去了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtUUVgsPQJ
再這樣下去，我一定會在他面前痛哭出來的……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1Baf4bcuZ
我不想他後悔。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LH5weP4Uf
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我跑著的時候，並沒有理會身後的Alvin是站著還是轉身離開了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YfuIomP4c
淚水已經不斷從雙眼滲出，而我都只能加快腳步走回家中。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxvW1Wdyuz
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接著，當我成功回到家，打開了門進到屋內，並閉上門的一剎那……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvn2NDTNJ1
我直接跪在地上，大聲地哭起來……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnb1t3aBzz
對上一次，我會這樣大聲哭出來，應該是與Alvin提出分手後……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hztPcOPJI
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「好痛，好痛，好痛……」我哭著的同時一直說著。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS7soV6TMS
這一刻，並沒有任何人能在我身邊能夠安慰及陪伴著我。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEurEC5PwhV
而我都只能一直痛哭著，直到淚水流乾涸為止……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09sOlqZ3o2
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對不起，何鵬侑，是我親手摧毀了我們這一段感情的。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJf93zYjrr
過去你所認識的蔡霜玥，將不再存在。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jmmfme7eD
而接下來的蔡霜玥，都只會與你以「朋友」的身份繼續相處。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ747IBlQhRp
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