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「你諗清楚啲？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BgqyvDrRJ
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSxQhu14QW
這個畫面似曾相識的……661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4jGTix4Hn
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqsp9KgX4I
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAL9Efmaw4
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2QqXtcRLd
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46aWl7Gw7R
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVj5ym0xr1
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA4SQn3VhI
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqGfJIXGBF
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3uwiGCPhI
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ6Gpj2Rn5
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaJiB0SxFc
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm67l2tkhc
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iUB0B7QSj
「唔、知、啊！！！」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyT5FIn5RD
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGfWYOi113
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNtLPlsYmR
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4SYdds1Lr
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwjpuBxo2s
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80FzKgRnN8
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HXXuXn6mc
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOrAaD29F2
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5xxUdbeeu
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Gsr7yAhl
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33UZSHb3fD
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnUsVMEUFA
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYJFtgRE99
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDoL8eSdZM
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVAtSLluvJ
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zvY8YUx5Z
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ433JYvvpD5
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflhmR2fsGz
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPTc3bhiRF
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksw9Y0b3VO
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRqK2kE4lK
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWcSdaHKFp
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9Wf2D5Yz5
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKptN1s5vi
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XjfdaQFIC
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym4YfYHuUh
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTusvmIuhv
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjXPFur8jo
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8jhtlaNyR
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E4atSLsnw
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdstunevUR
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceC0dtuKKC
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPi19GzcOO
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGBv3jFgU0
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b099usEC0
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUODEqq8Ih
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeVVE2xchH
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQa37p9rq8
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ5fPPYZTm
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZBbJYZIWo
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakSojYADgy
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiboN5yh33N
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE5moQEnDM
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqcr5Sij8A
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZdIXupiXf
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdSgvtmcWN
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvqMzgCYHF
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcwJEQisUI
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF4fzmaCbq
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJS6qK7p3S
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcwubXcUf6
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef84iS9P2k
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCTCu63sAe
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiF7cmlLrE
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUghxb1leFr
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0eYmkPN4x
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKs0QvQka8
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzD5Favzgq
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjopyKRmbR
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8lgDruJUi
「快啲教我點做。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2s51YlSog
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0okxZRy2u
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SJrRE1zvd
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYfd2Vv5Qq
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxbjUjdFON
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN0A18AdQg
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWu60qNOZV
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KckihDBb3
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmZ25Ey3aK
「欸！？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecxzKMNIAt
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHaMaENGnM
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMo3CCNyx9p
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZDgEIQPYm
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJnPLncQ4r
看來我還不夠成熟呢……661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpffpsA5YpX
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL38kP5avGn
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjqbFIurG7
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCcHLqar0m
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HAR6REewE
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyxDUx4XJ2
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJMNSJiEPI
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvFTsxM9qE
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0Mq4sFNHb
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QR5aGxRjy
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWNnVvT6la
還有六人。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zYW2vu2Fy
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「成長、成熟」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJk3n8wMxH
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXr2gDcOSs
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