第一二八章：畢業營(七)727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje4twXpcRg
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeM4XcE49K
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX0Urs9ZMK
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZLrvMMHye
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6xNNzHFIX
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWf22UJn64a
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwY5Diymv2
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm61pgIubj
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMQjQ7yTJa
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvKWQybOsV
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6jTokGsro
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「不如我哋去個邊企？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbojsm6d0s
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9ugb88KCx
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GCt6RAN40
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZXAEYCsRY
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隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4d7pdoh7U
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6tJ7rHzml
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直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XQCxMfNjs
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0scVhr6phj
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb9rSa2CYf
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73Ie9fFPZQ
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmusUJkfyz1
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIOXJyC9xf
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQcxwr90ZW
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDIRfonnTk
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJVMfOyXt9
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8XmZMnOg9
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXMyw7RoUV
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「點解又突然翻去讀書？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLbO98L3yz
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3meBFvQh3
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoilntO0Nnm
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2HQgdNTH3
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4dh7AJv9p
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh8S2isyVx
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q1M9CPW5j
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcVmeUSexS
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv90bDmUvD
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04s9QZ5pTW
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IPHNdQxq9
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pfU7u4x4e
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWm1GBpXPq
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hheKlfxDO
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXtszQGkhU
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjpAyPqo74
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Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuuHrjONPA
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdAaw5qrms
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuKKqSAVeQ
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxruMcydm0I
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkGRSuBqnu
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4zBDQttBv
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEByhpZfZA
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK2jVyyQPU
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然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwYNitHJ8p
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JHjfId72m
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ5IxZqsyX
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRdTSgQUV0
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzo6tnVI4D
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DpHQr8Pqf
「你嘅其他人喺指？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod8HqoC32l
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGDqpjH3L2
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3icMsAvGFT
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PmZKrwqWs
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcWfuBYEYZ
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80RXZjSjUS
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYrGJCAS0J
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Tj7aa5s3
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5S0LwvjkI
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFhYSF9At6
是巧合？還是刻意呢？727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQSspDMx0U
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並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVqpuunfxC
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PN9WyaZi1
「都好。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pjpVpF09R
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJrhQEZ6GQ
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNAiDQz5qL
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa4t88Bf1s
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3KCUvSBkk
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM3jCFhznj
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqxZeGIfEg
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSTCjY4vn4
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Tt56XHsJv
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L4yzOOzeq
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