第一二七章：過去546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ9c1ThEBy
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我們分手的那一天……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUP803E8re
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9ZGZkbWDH
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo72G8fhmzn
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEYleRjJe0
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy8XxGhy9z
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyfHeVBo75
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLVRL7Lh1z
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4sMps3Kz9
顯示的卻是單剔號。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pTYQettpQ
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkvXJGFJJE
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMgTPTqlRv
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhdVDMSCp6
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUy8wkEGHH
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxnbu3hHw9
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fmUG1BaMw
 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3duQN6mMNs
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4e2SFuPj0Q
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtJB0q6nbq
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjar1TN6Eh6
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbk9cEg2Cb
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PZDSKwAWf
 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeFPE3aV52
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtXElWSwGk
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEvCj2AzD1
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroW3jff8Z7
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbStcHvmaez
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MpI7VpFns
這是回憶嗎？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir3DHNP7Yg
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyTUURP663
又是回憶了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyK9x9jnzr
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tiK6PDHpC
怎樣都是回憶。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHWsAizoFl
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2I3DQDse1
不要再是回憶了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdMrEvud4K
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwTPJB5dNN
不要、不要、不要！546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp0r74ZxPw
「我唔想離開你！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kDTsh0lW9
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「夠啦！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQWDNqQAT8
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF90n3RoRvJ
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEM3UmgIPu
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzn7xQjwcu
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0l0EIAA9e
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHqZlfX4tO
「咦？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qsuYQF6cG
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonQBTsvTcb
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH9kB2X1LV
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAopCq3n47b
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioavGHPINv
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkzwkoVexe
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGTJ0DOa7M
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZESIs9lb4v
 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2J1jnYiGY
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1b2Kro1QL
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rVSTSyore
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDurHfNQoxG
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ6ViQ4HYT
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfwhrI5GBY
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrD0L8UtUx
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaGacIkhkO
 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAORnVPD6gw
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6xxed4xT7
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqSXv3R5Vr
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhgBAPwEUK
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gwYa33tn2
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYhexZ6UwG
 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xi6phuewR
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNqtPNzGqy
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lnJxVIllm
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNJOt73fl5
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv1CuqqfZa
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClI35pQHMS
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HNLilze5E
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyfU5qGf09
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcb1F5lRxD
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4nyW3SsYL
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1axtPH8Ioe
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfng4H80zhu
 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3B8HX8yGA
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0B7kvwoTn
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvRiTugkoN
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0axBlQUBop
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1wwFNegdj
不過，當然是沒有了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ3hEN1JCw
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh0Enm59RW
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe11wRU5RRL
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlccvdnRWxx
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab7uJFbZca
 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEQnpdaJw1
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ln7BnRgM9
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5PZL2qvFx
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8hIh0tLAu
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0y0WJEJLF
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmuCKb0hjH
 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszNV3iiax6
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIaiBOwVSj
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsebot402L
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RLnXpw1vi
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXHW5PP3Yi
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7TpjP8SOb
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlOsAtswZB
 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTxvTEPhwj
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Lxqcr2qVm
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYbyTodwQr
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErWjiyABLL
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM7v4aJ3DI
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnyPJyYeqH
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3I7OlEL64F
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheGL9EeSu7
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KXcQlBgxl
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